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 Author has written 17 stories for M*A*S*H, and Leverage. I write a lot and post little. Most of it is trying to find the courage to share my work but I'm also something of a perfectionist. Not that my work is perfect, far from it. I tend to write psych stuff. I believe that writing is a magical process. There comes a time in your writing that everything else fades away and you are no longer at the helm. Instead you are simply taking dictation as the event unfold before you. When this happens . . . the feeling can't be explained. |
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Addicts Never Lie by AtreidesHeir reviews
Wilson struggles with a difficult decision while House continues his recovery. Story deals with drug dependency and depression. Chapters 40 and 41 are now up. Please R&R.
House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 41 - Words: 64,525 - Reviews: 282 - Favs: 97 - Follows: 145 - Updated: 5/13/2010 - Published: 4/19/2006 - G. House, J. Wilson
Selfinflicted by Sokerchick reviews
House decides to test Wilson's comment about his need to be miserable with disastrous effect. Spoilers for Need to Know and Distractions.
House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 12 - Words: 14,064 - Reviews: 88 - Favs: 52 - Follows: 62 - Updated: 10/11/2009 - Published: 5/18/2007 - G. House - Complete
Sessions by Artemis024 reviews
Post Untethered: Robert Goren is required to see a shrink.
Law and Order: CI - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 7 - Words: 12,974 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 3/9/2009 - Published: 11/7/2008 - R. Goren - Complete
Three Hours to Destiny by InfinityStar reviews
Something happened in the early hours of a Sunday morning that remains a blank in Goren's mind. Questions without answers plague him as he searches for the truth. Xover with the mothership because I wanted Jack McCoy to prosecute this.
Crossover - Law and Order: CI & Law and Order - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Angst - Chapters: 27 - Words: 73,019 - Reviews: 309 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 30 - Updated: 1/1/2009 - Published: 4/21/2008 - R. Goren, A. Eames, J. McCoy, C. Rubirosa - Complete
Define a Breakdown by parallelpandora reviews
Post Untethered. GorenOC. Goren’s frantic search for Donnie causes his sanity to be questioned, but this time by the closest person to him. BA friendship .
Law and Order: CI - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 6 - Words: 7,722 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 6/8/2008 - Published: 4/16/2008 - R. Goren, A. Eames - Complete
Not Fair by Quaxo reviews
Because she's his friend, she'll take his burden, just for a little while." Post-Untethered, Alex comes to Bobby's aid.
Law and Order: CI - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,696 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/21/2008 - Complete
Some Days Are Worse Than Others by sydedalus reviews
An alternate ending for The Honeymoon, still unfinished. House gets suicidal over Stacy, picks a fight in a bar, and nearly overdoses. HouseWilson friendship with a good dose of Cuddy and some Stacy. Gen. First few chapters rated M for language. WIP. AU.
House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 36 - Words: 139,356 - Reviews: 348 - Favs: 171 - Follows: 157 - Updated: 12/11/2007 - Published: 4/13/2005 - G. House, J. Wilson
Playing Catch Up by Fluffy-CSI reviews
Chapter 5 up. It wasn't Bobby's brother, after all. But tell that to Goren's adrenaline levels as they leave the morgue. Can Eames get him to finally open up about everything he's been hiding from her?
Law and Order: CI - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 6,390 - Reviews: 47 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 10/8/2007 - Published: 10/3/2007 - Complete
Hush by 1985laurie reviews
Set at the end of Distractions...and quickly taking its own storyline. It's a little adventure mixed with a little HurtComfort. You'll enjoy it...honest! It's gonna be a good'un! The long awaited Part Seven is up now...House!hurt. Sorry for the wait!
House, M.D. - Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 7 - Words: 14,958 - Reviews: 134 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 57 - Updated: 8/17/2007 - Published: 5/23/2007 - G. House, J. Wilson
The Long Road Home by blucougar57 reviews
Bobby's past comes back to haunt him, bringing unforeseen dangers. Finished.
Law and Order: CI - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 42 - Words: 248,814 - Reviews: 487 - Favs: 53 - Follows: 40 - Updated: 8/13/2007 - Published: 8/15/2006 - Complete
House Call by 2tailswaggin reviews
This is a little old but I thought I'd post it away. This is basically my rendition of what happened between Wilson walking out on House and him showing up at Tritter's office in Merry Little Christmas. Enjoy and comments always welcome! :
House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,544 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/23/2007 - G. House, A. Cameron - Complete
Scars by labyrinth38 reviews
Something's apparently wrong with House, but what could it be...? No slash, just strong House Wilson friendship. Sequel to The best of motives, set a couple of months later. Now complete! R&R please...!
House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Angst - Chapters: 20 - Words: 38,918 - Reviews: 291 - Favs: 131 - Follows: 77 - Updated: 4/12/2007 - Published: 2/4/2007 - G. House, J. Wilson - Complete
Easy Escape by g3nesis1 reviews
The deal is off the table, he said. The opportunity is gone. I'm sorry. Please, forgive me, Wilson.. Cuddy... all of you. What is House going to do now? The bottle of Vicadin is right there... It would be all too easy.
House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 3,114 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 28 - Updated: 1/30/2007 - Published: 12/15/2006 - G. House, J. Wilson
No Exit by Barbara Barnett reviews
Complete, with room for a sequel House makes a fateful decision after his dark night of the soul. Note: If you enjoy this story, you will love my new novel "The Apothecary's Curse" coming from Pyr in October 2016. More info in my profile page.
House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 13 - Words: 21,872 - Reviews: 85 - Favs: 57 - Follows: 36 - Updated: 1/8/2007 - Published: 12/27/2006 - G. House, L. Cuddy - Complete
Crimson and Cerulean by Neurotic Cat Goddess reviews
What if House had done more than OD in Merry Little Christmas? Dark, angsty. AU. Not a oneshot anymore.
House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,745 - Reviews: 37 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 34 - Updated: 1/4/2007 - Published: 12/14/2006 - G. House, J. Wilson
Merry Little Christmas Redux by fluffy2001 reviews
Did you think the Merry Little Christmas episode sucked? I did, so here is my version of what should have been in it. Now with 25 percent more Chase! It is my Christmas gift to you.
House, M.D. - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 11,473 - Reviews: 48 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 12/21/2006 - Published: 12/16/2006 - Complete
Loud Noises by Robin Gills reviews
Fireworks can hurt. Slash, Angst. If you can't handle slash don't read.
M*A*S*H - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,508 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 8 - Published: 8/2/2006 - Hawkeye P., BJ H. - Complete
Rollercoaster by TVJunkie1013 reviews
Hawkeye BJ and Peg, Peg POV, Postwar fic. SLASH! and THREESOME! It was strange, but it was almost as if, through his letters, I felt myself falling in love with Hawkeye too.
M*A*S*H - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 10,170 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 59 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 7/27/2006 - Published: 7/19/2006 - BJ H., Hawkeye P. - Complete
I Look Good in White by BlueMoonDuchess reviews
Ah, but brotherly interactions isn’t what you’re confused about, now is it? I WildWing Flashblade, captain of the Mighty Ducks, am deaf. Warnings: Cursing, adult material, slash scene
Mighty Ducks - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 18,349 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 6/25/2006 - Published: 2/3/2006
Couldn't by Robin Gills reviews
Hawkeye had no way out, no where to go. Slash, suicidal thoughts and attempts. If you can't handle it please don't read.
M*A*S*H - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,918 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 13 - Published: 4/15/2006 - Hawkeye P., BJ H.
Every Man Has His Limits by EastSideIndie reviews
The war is taking its toll on Hawkeye. How much longer will he last, and what happens when it starts to effect his health?
M*A*S*H - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,665 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 5 - Published: 3/23/2006 - Hawkeye P. - Complete
Deviation from the Average by Javawolf reviews
Bobby Goren had always known he was at risk of developing schizophrenia, but could it actually happen? And why now? When the pieces are falling apart and his work is sliding, Bobby goes to the one person he has left. Possible AlexBobbyship.
Law and Order: CI - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 10,998 - Reviews: 50 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 12/12/2005 - Published: 9/8/2005
Stumble by Ivory Novelist reviews
Just when House thinks he's got nothing else to live for, he's reminded that he's still got something to lose. No Slash. HouseWilson friendship. Please Read and
House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 11 - Words: 35,850 - Reviews: 169 - Favs: 184 - Follows: 47 - Updated: 7/9/2005 - Published: 4/14/2005 - Complete
Strange Bedfellows A Year To Remember by Bigelow reviews
The Sequel to Implosion...The first year of Margaret and Hawkeye's Marriage. Life is what happens when you least expect it.
M*A*S*H - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 27 - Words: 50,502 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 6/11/2005 - Published: 6/10/2005
Implosion by Bigelow reviews
Hawkeye feels responsible for the violent death of a patient in OR. The war is coming to a close. Will he self distruct before it's over? Sorry about it being one long default chapter...I couldn't figure out how to divide it.
M*A*S*H - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43,064 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 6 - Published: 5/16/2005
Incandescence by usakeh reviews
He was walking such a thin line, dancing between delusion and reality – but he was doing it brilliantly.
Law and Order: CI - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 9 - Words: 17,371 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 1/15/2005 - Published: 1/10/2005
Eating Away At The Soul by CharlieCaller reviews
A letter from home could send BJ over the edge - how can the others cope with their own problems and still get BJ back? [Story complete]
M*A*S*H - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 19 - Words: 25,158 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 10/27/2003 - Published: 9/25/2003 - Complete
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Heaven Help! reviews
Crack! Seriously. There are soulmates and then there are Soulmates. But there's just one slight problem.
Leverage - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,487 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 2 - Published: 7/30/2010 - Nathan F., Eliot S. - Complete
Naming the Past reviews
Thirteenth in the Unnamed Series. Takes place after the Order 23 Job. Nate has had it with Eliot’s reckless behavior and his reluctance to share what’s troubling him. Eliot is going to have to give up the past or risk losing their future.
Leverage - Rated: M - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,341 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 6 - Published: 3/18/2010 - Nathan F., Eliot S. - Complete
The Unnamed: Claiming reviews
A missing scene from So Far Unnamed. Their first time.
Leverage - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,426 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 6 - Published: 3/5/2010 - Nathan F., Eliot S. - Complete
Naming Our Fears reviews
The Twelfth in The Unnamed Series. Picks up after The Tap Out Job. Nathan thinks it’s his turn to take care of Eliot for a change. Now, only if Eliot saw it that way as well.
Leverage - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,824 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 2 - Published: 2/27/2010 - Nathan F., Eliot S. - Complete
Naming Boundaries reviews
The eleventh in The Unnamed Series. Picks up after The Beantown Bailout Job. Nate is sober and the crew is back together, but adjustments must be made. How is all of this going to affect Nate and Eliot’s lives?
Leverage - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,718 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 2 - Published: 2/20/2010 - Nathan F., Eliot S. - Complete
Favorite Things reviews
Valentine's Day schmoop and a little h/c for good measure.
Leverage - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,999 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 19 - Published: 2/13/2010 - Nathan F., Eliot S. - Complete
The Naming of Things reviews
The Tenth in the Unnamed series. With Blackpoole taken down Nate is free to build a new life for himself, but first, he has to completely shed his old one. Change is both wonderful and painful.
Leverage - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 4 - Words: 17,389 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 12/28/2009 - Published: 12/9/2009 - Nathan F., Eliot S. - Complete
Unnamed Feelings reviews
The Ninth in the Unnamed series. Alcoholism isn’t really about the alcohol. It’s about the feelings underneath. The con to take down Blackpoole has gone horribly wrong and our boys are in a holding pattern.
Leverage - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,261 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 2 - Published: 11/27/2009 - Nathan F., Eliot S. - Complete
An Unnamed Revelation reviews
The eighth in the Unnamed series. A turning point has arrived in their relationship. Bad things happen when an alcoholic is denied alcohol for an extended period of time and Eliot just might be too tired to pick up the pieces.
Leverage - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 17,863 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 11/20/2009 - Published: 11/10/2009 - Nathan F., Eliot S. - Complete
An Unnamed Accident reviews
The seventh in the Unnamed series. They just can’t seem to catch a break and Eliot is tired of having to worry about Nathan all the time. And Nate? Well, Nate just refuses to see the truth. There are big changes looming ahead.
Leverage - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,656 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 3 - Published: 11/4/2009 - Nathan F., Eliot S. - Complete
An Unnamed Evening reviews
The sixth in the Unnamed series. Things have been hard for Eliot and Nate, but Nate is determined to try and make it up to his lover. More of Eliot’s past is revealed. Contains implied M/M action. Don’t read if you’re offended.
Leverage - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,659 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 2 - Published: 10/27/2009 - Nathan F., Eliot S. - Complete
An Unnamed Denial reviews
The fifth in the Unnamed series. After the Bank Shot Job Eliot takes Nathan home to care for him but things don’t go as planned and unforeseen complications ensue. Contains explicit M/M. You've been warned!
Leverage - Rated: M - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,768 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 3 - Published: 10/20/2009 - Nathan F., Eliot S. - Complete
The Unnamed Promise reviews
The fourth in the Unnamed series. The events and subsequent fallout in the Unnamed Miracle have taken their toll on Nate and Eliot. Can they reestablish their relationship or are their problems too much for the relationship to withstand?
Leverage - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,842 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 3 - Published: 10/9/2009 - Nathan F., Eliot S. - Complete
An Unnamed Miracle reviews
The third in the Unnamed series. The Miracle Job reawakens old feelings and doubts for Nate. Can he work through them and can Eliot forgive him? Warning: explicit M/M action. You have been warned.
Leverage - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,904 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 4 - Published: 10/3/2009 - Nathan F., Eliot S. - Complete
The Unnamed Truce reviews
The second in the Unnamed series. After The Mile High Job Nathan and Eliot have a late night talk and work out some differences. Mild M/M action. Don't read if you're offended
Leverage - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,885 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 4 - Published: 9/27/2009 - Nathan F., Eliot S. - Complete
So Far Unnamed reviews
After The Snow Job Eliot has to work out his feeling for Nate and Nate has to decide if he can accept what Nate has to offer.
Leverage - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,350 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 3 - Published: 9/25/2009 - Nathan F., Eliot S. - Complete
Interior Landscape reviews
After the war Hawkeye has trouble readjusting to the real world. When tragedy strikes it will take the help of all his friends to see him through. This is a story about how things don’t always have to be all right.
M*A*S*H - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 22 - Words: 93,442 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 11/5/2008 - Published: 10/7/2008 - Complete
