Sam has a dark secret that is twisting and tearing him up inside. But how can Dean ever even hope to help him if Sam refuses to trust in him. A survivor's story.

Sam Winchester shot himself nine years ago, leaving Adam and Dean to pick up the pieces of their lives and take on their father's hunt for the yellow-eyed demon. Now they've been zapped back into the past, just in time to stop their teenage brother from pulling the trigger.

After the events of "Brother's Blood," Sam and Dean are faced with teaming up with John to hunt the Yellow-Eyed Demon, all while keeping Sam's powers a secret and dodging their dad's questions about just why things between them are so... different. (Brother's Blood 'verse)

Pre-series. Sam is 17. The tension between father and son is escalating to an all-time high leading John and Sam to clash after a difficult hunt. A distressed Dean finds himself caught in the middle. *COMPLETED*

During the hunt for a dangerous fugitive, Neal cons a corrupt music exec. Angst: Friends vanish & Neal discloses secrets to Peter. Fluff: Neal undercover as a singer, con w/Sara, family reunion. Other: Father's Day w/Peter, Diana arrives. Jun-Aug 2004 in the CC AU where Peter recruited Neal instead of arresting him. Characters: Neal, Peter, Hughes, Jones, Diana, Mozzie, Sara, June

In 1675, thirteen people sat down to dinner. The host was the first to rise – to start a quarrel – and the first to die – mysteriously, with nobody having touched him. Now, using a series of seemingly unconnected clues and accounts from various witnesses, none of whom is being fully honest, Sam and Dean need to piece together a centuries-old mystery. Set in Season 2.

Neal's loyalties are tested when an old friend asks him to help steal a Vermeer. A cybercriminal, dubbed Azathoth by Mozzie, targets Peter and Neal. H/C: abduction, injuries, flashbacks, angst. Fluff: Family Day at Columbia, gaming convention, Halloween at the cabin. Sep-Oct 2004. Set within the Caffrey Conversation AU.

A company that drugs & blackmails clients has a connection to Adler H/C: Neal's bad reaction to the drug Angst: Byron dies, Neal remembers abuse, Whose side is Kate on? Fluff: Loopy Neal, Snowball fight, Neal's birthday Other: Neal meets Sara. Feb-Mar 2004 in CC AU where Peter recruited Neal instead of arresting him Characters: Neal, Peter, Hughes, Jones, Mozzie, Kate, June, Sara

What if the night of the second of November 1983 things didn't go quite as planned? The brothers would have a whole different story to tell, or would they? AU. Chapter Twenty. Epilogue. Complete.

The first, and last, time John Winchester hits Sam.

A trip to visit Jess ends up with more than Sam had bargained for. He will have to fight some unexpected demons, figuratively and literally, in a battle that will test his inner strength. Will Dean be able to help his brother, or is this something even he can't protect Sam from? Friendship & with John as a good father. 4th story in my Missing Piece verse with Sam in a wheelchair.

When an Air Force general asks to meet Neal, Peter is consumed with curiosity. Neal meets a former babysitter who tells a story from Neal's childhood. Angst: Neal's family clashed over whether he should go into WITSEC Fluff: Little Neal in a James Bond car. January 2004 in the CC AU where Peter recruited Neal instead of arresting him Characters: Neal, Peter, Jones

Sequel to 'Road to Confidence'. Dean, Sam and John are shocked when a hunt sends them back to the one place they never thought they'd have to visit again. They'll meet old friends and foes and tensions will rise when the hunt gets out of hand.

Sam has a hard time adjusting to an apple pie life after he goes to Stanford, and Dean comes to visit. Sam realizes that maybe, just maybe he can learn to balance the two worlds. Pre-Series. Sam POV. Central story in the Stanford Days 'verse.

John drops the boys off to spend a few weeks at their Uncle Bobby's...

Sam and Dean have their memories erased overnight in the midst of an otherwise typical hunt. Without a shared history, do they still make a good team? Relevant tags: Amnesia, BigBro!Dean, Hurt!Sam

It's been a month since John shot Sam and the boys are trying to move on with their lives. John's got other plans; however, and will stop at nothing until Sam is dead. Sam; however, won't go down without a fight and he knows he's not alone. Dean's got his back. *Sequel to "The Greatest Gift", slight AU, awesome/hurt!Sam, BigBrother/protective!Dean, caring!Bobby*

"Sam just stood there, a faded picture of Jessica in his hand. Dean braced himself, only for Sam's confused gaze to meet his. 'Dean, who is this?" And just like that, Dean's world crashed and burned around him." One of John's old hunts spells big trouble for the boys when Sam is hit with a curse that causes him to slowly lose his memories. *hurt!Sam, protective!Dean, guilty!John*

That night in the nursery, Mary died. Sam died too. Or at least, that is what John thought.

AU of post-season 5. Sam wakes up cold and alone, not sure what's real and what isn't. (M for mild language and violent themes.)

Mariah Tate never used to believe in ghosts. This was before John Winchester saved her from being strangled to death by a vengeful spirit. The two become unlikely friends and over the course of many years, Mariah and the Winchesters become like family. *A series of various one-shots featuring Wee!Chesters, Hurt!Sam and Dean, Sick!Sam and Dean, Awesome!John, and much more!*

Sam can just barely see Dean looking down at him. They lock eyes. Dean nods once before looking up. "Dad?" "Dean." Dean sighs. Then looks back down at Sam, his baby brother, hanging from his hand above his possible death. "Dad, I'm going to let go." preseries and moves into wincest but nothing too major. I keep the focus on the plot.

It's just a straightforward salt-and-burn, so Dean and John decide it'll be the perfect job to give Sam as his first solo hunt. And then it stops being so straightforward.

Story #1 of the Redefining Joy 'Verse. Sam is hurt after a routine hunt. AU set sometime during Season 2. Romance with OFC for Sam.

John is lost on a hunt and the boys go to live with Bobby. Summaries suck, hate them with a passion. If you like drama and angst and misunderstandings and schmoop, you'll like this!

Dean is 10 and Sammy is 6 until his brother needs his help and the Wish transforms him into a 24 year old. Dad comes home from a hunt and something is…wrong. Once more it's up to adult Sam to protect young Dean from danger. Third in the Wish 'verse.

Completely AU, FBI 'verse – Hurt Sam, Hurt Dean – with John, Mary, Bobby...and many others – When the gunfire stops, Dean's shirt and both his hands are covered in blood, but he's alive. Across the way, Sam lies unmoving on the floor.

A series of shorts about Bobby Singer's relationship with Sam and Dean over the years. Inspired by "Death's Door." Lots of angsty schmoop and young Winchesters. NOW: Sam struggles with grief over Jess; Bobby struggles with his faith. Season 1 spoilers.

What happens when Harry's mind snaps. Can he recover? rape, abuse, torture

Gabriel has a proposition: on November 2, 1983, Sam dies instead of Mary. Sam goes straight up to Heaven, bypassing a miserable life and the horror of the Cage. His family has relative peace. Sam says no. If only it were that simple.

The instincts that raised the hackles on the back of one's neck, that warned one when something was watching... I knew with that extra sense that I wasn't alone. Pre-Season: hurt!Sam, angst!everyone. Outsider POV, sort-of.

Sammy has just figured out that life isn't fair for his older brother, Dean. He wishes there was some way he could help. When his wish comes true their lives are changed forever. AU, hurt!Dean, sick!Dean, protective!Sam, reverse de-aging Dean 8, Sam 4&24

As Harry goes back to Hogwarts for his sixth year, can he, along with his new and very familiar Defense teachers, overcome his internal battles to help turn the tides of the real ones starting outside? eventual HG

John thinks Dean is ready to do the research for a hunt of his own. Sammy may need to grow up in a hurry to help his bother. Hurt!Dean Protective!Sam Wee!chester Reverse de-aging AU Second story in the Wish 'verse. Ages Dean 9 Sammy 5 and 24.

Set in my ADKOD 'verse. After a fight with John, Dean takes Sam to look after him on his own. When Sam gets sick, Dean needs help from a kind stranger. But danger never leaves the Winchesters alone for long. Teenchester Dean 15 Autistic Sam 11 COMPLETE

Pre-Series, Teenchesters – It was just routine surgery. But this was Sam. Nothing was routine. - Sick!Hurt!Hospitalized!Sam, Worried!Awesome!BigBrother!Dean – John, Bobby, and Pastor Jim also included

AU John and Mary live only to hunt evil after losing their sons to the fire. When they enlist a runaway to play bait for a monster, they discover things aren't always what they seem.

What happened after everything didn't end. Starts as a missing scene from Swan Song and goes from there. H/C. Rating for Language.

In 1999 Sam dies on a hunt. It was an accident or at least that's what John and Dean keep telling themselves until eight years later a dying woman tells them to find him, to find Sam.

An alternate beginning to the series. No slash.

Episode 1.15. When Sam and Dean take an Apocalyptic hunt, they get a whole lot more than they bargained for when their father shows up. Now, what they all find will teach them more than they wanted to know about family, trust, and following orders.

Episode 1.12. In the aftermath of Alastair's attack, the brothers are broken. Despite best efforts, the boys continue to struggle with their fears and weaknesses. Can they conquer these new wounds in time? Or will they end up as victims after all?

Episode 11. Sam and Dean try to get themselves back on track with a simple hunt. However, the brothers learn with painful clarity that they will never escape what is in store for them and maybe, this time, they don’t want to.

Story had since been reedited (2015) by my awesome beta Gabi2305 for grammar mistakes! Sequel to 'The Missing Piece'. 8 years later. John leaves the boys and the 2 of them find themselves in the middle of the hunt. All the while both boys are taking small steps to gain confidence in places where it didn't exist before. COMPLETE!

Sequel to Line Of Fire. Eight years after John and Azazel made their peace, the demon finds himself in a position of needing what he promised the hunter he'd never touch again: Sam. Warning for language, imagery, action, and character death not the boys

Episode 1.05. Every night Sam dies. Cold or hot, it doesn’t matter; it always ends the same way – with Dean facing his fears, feeling the pain over and over again. And every day the boy is there, waiting for his chance to get out... and get even.

Episode 1.03. While recouping at Bobby’s Dean tries to seek out a way to pull Sam from his slump. After Dean is attacked in his nightmares, he and Sam must use an unusual new ability to hunt a creature which only appears in dreams.

Episode 1.02. The brothers find themselves back on the road, pursuing what appears to be an easy hunt, desperate to resume a life that passes as normal for them. Only all signs are pointing to something that doesn’t meet the eye, not even in their world.

Episode 1.01. When all his options are taken away, Dean is left to fight without his brother. Alone and bereft, Dean is faced with disturbing revelations about the Yellow Eyed Demon’s plan. But just how big is it? What Dean learns will change everything.

AU! Teen!Chester. LIMP!DEAN! The family bonds are pushed to the limits when a hunt goes more wrong than John could have expected. With Dean hurt, how will the family stay together, how will things change? Not a death fic!

All three Winchesters are forced to learn a lesson they won't soon forget.

Betrayed by his friends and sentenced to Azkaban. What will Harry do now that the war is over? Will he go back to those who betrayed him or will he continue running? AU Post OoTP

Ten years ago Sam Winchester made a deal to save his father and brother. The deal was about to be claimed and Dean Winchester knows nothing about it. Evil!Jo, Evil!Bella, Misslead!Dean, Limp!Sam, Limp!Dean AU From AHBL

Teenchester. Young Dean and Sam never thought that a random act of nature would destroy their house and have them struggling to survive. Now it's a race against time for Dean to get to Sam in time before it's too late! Hurt Sam. Hurt/big brother Dean.

AU story - picks up at the flashback from "I Know What You Did Last Summer" - What if the new Crossroads Demon granted Sam's request for a deal? **Contains Season 4 spoilers.**

Story had since been reedited (2014) by my awesome beta Gabi2305 for grammar mistakes! Teens! Sam and Dean didn't grow up together. Sam's neglected in foster care and paralyzed. Dean's a troubled teen hunter. They meet at school and become best friends. Dean realizes that Sam is the missing piece that can bring his family together. COMPLETE

Something's wrong with Sam’s visions, a building collapses and something evil lurks in the dark – the Winchesters have their hands full once again. Takes place after Dead Man’s Blood.

Battle lines are drawn when the touch of the Fae is felt in the town where the Winchesters have found refuge. The repercussions could change the family’s path forever. Sam 18 Dean 22.

To try and change his destiny, Sam makes a deal of his own. Dean is not happy. Seriouslylimphurt/Sam pissedprotective/Dean helpful/Bobby. Throw in some Castiel/Uriel/Lilith/Alastair with a bit of Ruby. Rating for mentions of non-con, torture, language.

Sam had been pretty sure his day couldn’t get any worse. He’d figured wrong. Co-written with Faye Dartmouth for Authoressnebula who is simply awesome.

Devil's Trap redone and taken in a whole different direction. In an hour of need, Sam unleashes an unimaginable power to save his family that sets him on the path towards his destiny. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE REVIEW!

What happens that will make Dean turn on his little brother? Why would he ever shoot Sam? And can they figure out how to fix it before life gets any worse for the Winchester's? Or will Sam's disappearing act change their lives forever? TeenChesters!

AU! Sirius is Harry's father! What happens when Harry finally discovers the truth about his parentage? Will this new situation destroy their relationship or will it strengthen it? And to top it all Old Voldemort wants Sirius for something...

Harry was sent to Azkaban and was later found to be innocent. With the help of Ron, he will find out who his true friends are. Will he forgive those who betrayed him? Will he be able to let the world know what kind of man Dumbledore really is? Who

Neil gets an unsuspected visitor from the future. Can this visitor help to rebuild the relationship between Neil and his father?

Kidnapped and imprisoned, Sam & Dean only have each other and their inner resources to get them through. *warning - wincest*

AU A secret is revealed that could change the lives of Sirius and Harry. Warning some implications of child abuse. No Slash

COMPLETE Sequel to TOAC. Voldemort has returned but not everyone is ready to believe it. Harry enters his fifth year at Hogwarts changed from the events of the Triwizard Tournament but how much can one person endure before they eventually break?

In response to The Werewolf Challenge. Harry finds himself involved in yet another year of revolving changes. Secrets are revealed, family found and werewolves...

AU. Sirius arrived at Godrics Hollow first on Halloween 1981 and took Harry Potter before Hagrid arrived. Now everyone thinks Sirius has turned evil, taken Remus with him and that Harry has been lost forever. If only they knew what a mistake they made...