"You live, and you breathe, and then you die. Sometime in between, you fall in love. Some loves stay forever, while others last merely a day. But they’re always there, underneath all the years of hurt and pride and growing. If it’s true love, it’s never forgotten or lost. Don’t say it’s too young for love, or it’s too soon. Love knows no age or distance or amount of time. Love is a feeling, embedded deep within the hearts of two people, that squeezes them tightly and threatens never to let go."

hey there. :)

i'm ashton. and i'm sixteen years of age. i've got curly blonde hair and blue-green eyes :D

i'm addicted to volleyball, z a n e s s a, mango lotion, writing, peanut butter & banana sandwiches, and oatmeal raisin cookies.

music, like volleyball, is my life.

i am ONLY troyella/zanessa. i read only ONE troypay story that, surprisingly, i loved.

i have a dog named a l b e r t :D

i think i'm the only teenage girl on earth that's NOT in love with twilight/edward cullen/etc.

my family and friends are my lifeline, for serious.

you should get to know more about me, that was only the beginning.

check out my FPdotcom account: http://www.fictionpress.info/~ashkashbgash

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Current Stories

1. Forbidden - She was addicted-- to him. He was like her drug; he became her addiction. He had gotten her stuck between her fantasies and reality. He was the demon she couldn't face down. He was the leech sucking the life and blood out of her body. Her sweetest drug. Her only concern was the when and where-- as if the location even mattered-- where she could get her fix of him again. Her obsession wouldn't let her leave. She had let go, stopped fighting, and relinquished the power and control she once possessed into his reins.

She couldn't even remember when it all began, the only thing she knew is that it had gone on for far too long. She was overridden with guilt at knowing the fact that she would continue to creep out in the middle of the night to see him and spend those nights with him, some filled with nothing but love and his gentle mannerisms and the others filled with heated passion, while he's completely transformed and gives it to her rough. Thinking back to the nights with the latter involved, her eyes gleam with memories and as much as she tries to fight it, a smirk creeps onto her mouth and tugs at the corner of her lips. As time passed, the guilt was washed away, for the feelings of the pleasure, both physical and emotional, surpassed any feelings of regret she could have had. But now, as it now reaches its 8 month mark, the time has come. She'd look straight into those ocean blue and at times, navy, eyes of his and tell him 'no'. No more, she'd say. She'd planned it out in her head for the most part. She's look into those eyes with nothing but determination and with steadfastness, she'd tell him that it had to stop and she couldn't do this anymore. As much as it'd hurt to cut off the strings and end it all, it had to be done.

Inspiration - http://www. youtube. com/watch?v=9uaRfvpj2e8

Future Stories

2. Crime and Punishment - She was happy, right?

She thought so—she could have anything she wanted at the snap of her finger. Scott was filthy rich, doing whatever he was doing, but Gabriella needed something different. She craved excitement, anything spontaneous, and anything to spice up her dull, insignificant marriage. Above all, she wanted a loving husband; one that was around more often, one that showed that even the slightest things she did made him fall more in love with her each day, a husband that cared about her.

Gabriella walked into her spacious bathroom and began her shower, letting the lukewarm water cascade down her body. She was preparing herself for another day painfully by herself, even though when Scott was at home, it was as if she was still alone. After her shower, she returned to her and Scott’s bedroom, dressed in an ivory and light yellow sundress and white sandals, and made her way to the kitchen for breakfast.

She enjoyed a light meal of cornflakes with strawberries, a piece of toast, and some orange juice before grabbing her purse off one of the hooks off the door. That day, she planned to enjoy a day out instead of staying cooped inside the house all day. She was halfway out of the front door before her home phone rang, with a message that would change her life forever…

3. The Point of No Return - There's a point in our lives where we can't turn back...

After Lava Springs, Ryan has fallen for Gabriella. Hard. Soon she begins to take control of his entire mind, and as their friendship strengthens, he can help but have violent thoughts of getting Troy out of the picture. Unknowingly, Gabriella falls for Ryan, but is afraid of how Troy will react. And she's been having this almost sixth sense that someone is watching her, waiting for the right moment to take her from Troy. She finds herself caught between the two boys that mean the most to her. And now it's the point of no return.