I used to be so angry, but am no longer. This is why I changed my name, my profile picture, and am changing the message on my page. I've come so far in the last 4 years, and yet, I still have so far left to go. But, I wouldn't still be here if it wasn't for a friend I met not so long after my angry words of the past were posted on here. A friend that has become more then a friend, she's now my sister, and I would do anything for her. The only thing I regret is that it took me so long to get to this point, even with her pushing and shoving me, I was much too stubborn to see. I didn't want to change, for the future she was pointing out to me. Didn't want to change my anger, my hurt, or anything else, I just wanted the future as she described it. But I wasn't allowed that future, no matter how much I wanted it, until I opened my eyes and let go. And I'm finally starting to do that. I'm glad it's not too late for me to change, though it very well could have been. Right now, she's the most important person in my life, though I'm not in hers, but soon, she may be no longer the most important person to me, so I'm taking the time to remember this moment, before it changes. And change it will and must, if I want that future.

Unfortunately, I will also probably be removing my current fanfictions eventually, because I never really got back in the mood to finish them, and I'm sorry for that. But, I will work on adding new ones, better ones, when an idea sparks in my mind. If anyone wishes to take over the stories, please pm me, and as long as I'm given credit for what's already posted, they're yours.

(09-27-14 above, 10-21-14 below)

I'm now interested in a completely different fandom, and the pairing Bellamione. Since I've read practically every one I could get my hands on, on here, from writers including MadameCissy, Another Girl Grasping, Greyella, Ladyfun, and liidg, among others (if your name isn't listed here, please don't be offended, just contact me and I'll take a look at your stories, if I like them I'll add your name), I decided to do the only thing one can do when one has run out of reading material. Write new stuff! I'm still fleshing it out in my head, but I have a pretty good idea for one, and hope to have it up fairly soon, as long as I can stop dawdling and looking for more Bellamione's I've yet to read. So much harder then it sounds..

3-3-15

I updated Look into my eyes last night, however, it doesn't say I did for some reason. But rest assured, it it updated.

5-30-15

I recently created a tumblr account. I'm still learning it, but my username is ATOAH, the initials for this account. Once I figure things out, I'll start posting when I'm working on my current story, when I post a chapter, etc.