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Joined 10-06-07, id: 1391939, Profile Updated: 06-14-15
Author has written 3 stories for Law and Order: SVU.

The Names NICOLE bro!!

I love to write fan fiction about real issues that are raw and have been pushed into the shadows by society. My best friend is on here Writingformysoul12, we love to co-write stories, check her stuff out its amazeballs.

My favorite shows include:

Law and Order SVU (ON TOP OF COURSE)

Orange is the New Black

Army Wives

90210

Favorite artist at this time is Demi Lovato!!

"Now I'm A Warrior"

Favorite actress of course is Mariska Hargitay. I can honestly say her and Demi Lovato have pretty much saved my life.

Favorite quotes:

Law and Order SVU from Olivia Benson aka Mariska Hargitay

“The truth is everybody changes everyday and some things are more devastating than others. But we never are the same and there are two ways to deal with these changes, you either accept them or you fight them like hell all the way.” (110- Closure)

“Because then the abuse becomes real. If you keep quiet you can pretend that it’s not.” (619- Intoxicated)

“I know that it’s hard to imagine right now, but you survived the abuse. You’re gonna survive the recovery.” (1308- Educated Guess)

“I look in the mirror I don’t like what I see.” (1317- Justice Denied)

“I’ve been doing this for a long time and I understand the shame and the stigma. But keeping the abuse secret doesn’t make it go away.” (1408- Lessons Learned)

“You know what I’ve seen? Is that people who have gone through unfair, horrific experiences, is that they have this will, and when they get support, a chance, they can not only survive, they can thrive.”

For all you people who come across my profile if you are going through any of it, please know you are not alone. There is help and support and you don't have to keep silent and deal with it on your own. I went so long believing I was alone and I had to keep my silence, but that only gave my abuser power over me. Please speak up or you can PM and I will be happy to give you resources that are available. PM even if its to reach out and you are telling someone for the first time. YOU all are AMAZING!

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Let Me Be There by WritingForMySoul12 reviews
Shelby and Rachel are given a second chance at their relationship thanks to Rachel being dealt a cruel hand of fate one stormy day. Will Rachel allow Shelby back into her heart after it's been torn to shreds? Will Shelby be able to help her fix the broken pieces? Eventual Faberry love. Brittana/Berry friendship. *TW: ED & SH, Graphic Rape*
Glee - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 20 - Words: 33,298 - Reviews: 119 - Favs: 145 - Follows: 228 - Updated: 4/7 - Published: 10/22/2014 - [Rachel B., Quinn F.] Shelby C.
Save Me by SVUlover reviews
Seventeen years after giving birth to her and Elliot's secret daughter and making the difficult decision to put her up for adoption, the child Olivia thought she'd never see again shows up asking for their help, setting into motion a chain of events that will change their lives forever. ExO
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Family/Drama - Chapters: 44 - Words: 142,660 - Reviews: 446 - Favs: 241 - Follows: 224 - Updated: 5/11/2018 - Published: 8/22/2011 - [E. Stabler, O. Benson] OC - Complete
We Band Together Through Thick and Thin by KDanceWriteDream reviews
What happens when someone from Emma's life makes a surprise appearance? Will she be able to survive it, or will she crack under pressure? Will her friends be able to help and support her? Or will this person ruin her life forever?
Red Band Society - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 23 - Words: 30,017 - Reviews: 158 - Favs: 61 - Follows: 73 - Updated: 11/27/2016 - Published: 10/8/2014 - Complete
Lies, Love, Life by dabombbritt reviews
"Going home means facing everything that you left behind." -Charlie. Phoebe Johnson is admitted to Ocean Park Hospital after experiencing a horrible accident involving the death of her twin sister and father. Watching her mother slowly die before her, she is pushed to the brink of sanity and turns to self harm. Can Bee finally confront her disease or lie to the Red Bands forever?
Red Band Society - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 40 - Words: 84,153 - Reviews: 135 - Favs: 49 - Follows: 53 - Updated: 3/28/2016 - Published: 11/26/2014 - Emma C., Jordi P., Leo R., OC
Fragile Ghosts by LiaGrace reviews
You never think it's going to happen to you and then it happened to Amanda's daughter, Meredith. Suddenly nothing's as it seems anymore and things just continue to spiral down out of their control. When faced with the task of getting through something so horrific, it seems the only thing that may help you is the people who continue to love you, even when you don't love yourself.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 27 - Words: 60,000 - Reviews: 192 - Favs: 61 - Follows: 65 - Updated: 8/11/2015 - Published: 11/9/2014 - O. Benson, A. Rollins, N. Amaro - Complete
Affliction by Doodle19 reviews
Everybody has problems and everbody chooses to deal with them in their own way. So when the world around Rachel and the walls she put up come crashing down, how will she deal? And will anybody be there to help her survive? Rating subject to change.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 45 - Words: 359,409 - Reviews: 377 - Favs: 206 - Follows: 248 - Updated: 10/30/2014 - Published: 9/30/2011 - Rachel B. - Complete
Hit Me by PancakesAndSunshine reviews
After suffering abuse at Nate's hands, Amanda confides in someone she least expected: the one and only Nick Amaro. Can he be the one to recall her to life, or will it evolve into something more? *Rated T for sex, abuse, mentions of alcohol. *TRIGGER WARNING: Abuse*
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 5 - Words: 6,566 - Reviews: 75 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 50 - Updated: 1/4/2014 - Published: 12/26/2013 - A. Rollins, N. Amaro
Behind The Bravery by BensidyCity reviews
Melaina Benson and Eli Stabler are as inseparable as ever. When a shooting occurs at their elementary school, they are forced to choose between life and each other. That's not the easiest decision to make when you're ten years old.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 14 - Words: 16,254 - Reviews: 78 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 36 - Updated: 8/23/2013 - Published: 9/7/2011 - O. Benson
Pieces of the Sky by aznlurve reviews
Skylar is a young girl who had her innocence stolen away from her. She has never known love or family. Can Olivia save her?
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,561 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 6/15/2013 - Published: 6/3/2013 - O. Benson, A. Rollins
Time To Wake Up The Nightmare Ends by CeilingFanCumberbatch reviews
Olivia Benson went through every mother's nightmare. Rosalie Benson went through a nightmare that lived on. Now, will both suffer more or will they learn to cope with what happened to them.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 21 - Words: 24,025 - Reviews: 58 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 10/11/2012 - Published: 1/12/2012 - O. Benson - Complete
You Can't Save Them All by Zan1781 reviews
No matter how hard you try, you can't save them all. But maybe, just maybe, you can still make a difference.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,045 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 7 - Published: 6/22/2012 - O. Benson
Pernicious by Avy Kaye reviews
Renesmee Carlie Cullen is not a happy camper. She's sick and tired of being controlled by her family. But when she discovers something she CAN control, things get ugly. Can she resolve the coldness between her family and herself? And what about that intriguing boy in all her classes that seems to see right through her? Rated T for eating disorders and possible mild language.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Drama/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,269 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 3 - Published: 6/16/2012 - Renesmee C./Nessie
Sealed lips by Forever sleeping reviews
Story may be triggering. Caution for eating disorder. Main characters : Mercedes/Kurt friendship and Mercedes/Sam Romance Mercedes fell fast into a world which hurt more than it helped where food changed from Comfort to Necessary to Enemy. Read
Glee - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 6,554 - Reviews: 61 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 41 - Updated: 3/20/2012 - Published: 1/29/2012 - Mercedes J., Sam E.
The Nightmare Lives On by CeilingFanCumberbatch reviews
The sequel to A Mother's Worst Nightmare! Has Rosalie gotten over her kidnap/rape? Read to find out! Honestly, if you havn't already, read AMWN, so you won't get lost!
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 16 - Words: 17,822 - Reviews: 87 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 12/3/2011 - Published: 10/18/2011 - O. Benson - Complete
Catalyst by LaoevanSVU reviews
Olivia Benson has always been one of the strongest characters on SVU with her willpower, kindness, and faith. What would happen though if her mother Serena died earlier on in her hard life, when she was only a teenager? AU story/a bit OOC. Chapter 2 is up
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 7,499 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 10/23/2011 - Published: 9/24/2011 - O. Benson
A Mother's Worst Nightmare by CeilingFanCumberbatch reviews
COMPLETELY REWRITTEN! Olivia and her daughter Rosalie were two average people, until Rosalie was attacked while at a party. Soon after when things seemed alright...well? Read and find out for yourself. ;
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Drama/Family - Chapters: 11 - Words: 7,979 - Reviews: 55 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 10/7/2011 - Published: 9/17/2011 - O. Benson, E. Stabler - Complete
To Hell and Back by Ranowa Hikura reviews
My 'Gone' sequel! Casey is back from Witness Protection and spiraling deeper into depression, though she won't let Olivia help her. When something forces her to consider life without Olivia, Casey makes a decision that will change both their lives.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 19,728 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 9/12/2011 - Published: 9/5/2011 - C. Novak, O. Benson - Complete
Olivia's Dark Nights by Lady Jayne DeSota reviews
After her assault at Sealview, Olivia has a hard time readjusting to her normal life. She is battling demons and dangerous addictions from the past. Uncharacteristically risky behavior ensues. Can Olivia save herself? Can anyone save her? *UPDATED*
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 21 - Words: 32,494 - Reviews: 172 - Favs: 69 - Follows: 67 - Updated: 9/7/2011 - Published: 2/15/2009 - O. Benson, C. Novak - Complete
Wednesday After School by Zan1781 reviews
An eleventh grader is sexually assaulted at school. Will Olivia, Alex, and the rest of the gang be able to help her cope?
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Angst/Crime - Chapters: 10 - Words: 18,708 - Reviews: 67 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 23 - Updated: 2/23/2011 - Published: 2/5/2011 - O. Benson, A. Cabot - Complete
The Art of Breaking by piper maru duchovny reviews
If breaking was an art form, Lizzie Stabler was the Mona Lisa. - Lizzie Stabler's boyfriend abuses her and she turns to her father's partner for safety. - Eventual EO. "Stop the violence, no more silence."
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 9,657 - Reviews: 54 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 55 - Updated: 5/24/2010 - Published: 3/29/2010 - E. Stabler, O. Benson
16 years of Miss Benson by sydneyariel reviews
What if Liv was 16 when she had her little girl, now she is all grown up, Diana Ariel Benson! She is now 16 but her mom let’s her go out for a night while she’s working a case, what could happen? E/O! DISCALIMER- i own nothing but dialouge, damn it!
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Drama/Crime - Chapters: 9 - Words: 10,868 - Reviews: 36 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 4/19/2010 - Published: 2/19/2010 - E. Stabler, O. Benson
In the Ghetto by CCWaT reviews
EO: On her way home, Olivia finds a little girl who has been raped. Unable to find her parents Olivia takes her into her home to be her foster mom. Deals with self-harm in chapter 9 . Please R&R: This is my first L&O SVU FF.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 10 - Words: 18,399 - Reviews: 90 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 38 - Updated: 4/22/2009 - Published: 1/11/2008 - O. Benson, E. Stabler
The World is Cruel by blueskies723 reviews
Last Book of the Alex Series. Sarah Cabot heads off to college, but doesn't want to. This isn't the only thing she doesn't want, and what she got brings Alex back to old memories. Disclaimer and Author's note inside.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Family - Chapters: 8 - Words: 9,099 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 10/30/2008 - Published: 10/19/2008 - A. Cabot - Complete
Sweet Revenge by blueskies723 reviews
Post-Confession,and Post-Breaking Down.Sometimes Kim Greyleck should keep her mouth shut. Olivia tells Casey, and Casey tells Danielle.What does Danielle do?Get in trouble.But what goes around comes around eventually...Disclaimer and Note inside.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 13 - Words: 14,997 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 10/14/2008 - Published: 10/2/2008 - C. Novak, K. Greylek - Complete
Sick Inside by wheredoesithurt reviews
Emma's parents are going away for the week, leaving the house all to herself and Baby Jack. It's the perfect time for... exercising? And of course, lots of Manny. MEMMA. Rated for Anorexia.
Degrassi - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 16 - Words: 13,685 - Reviews: 80 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 32 - Updated: 9/8/2008 - Published: 10/7/2007 - Emma N., Manny S. - Complete
The Best Thing in the World by blueskies723 reviews
The Third Book of the Alex Series.Pre Ghost/Ghost/Post Ghost. Sarah and her mother are on good terms with each other, but will unexpected events make Sarah emotional again? Disclaimer and Author's Note inside.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Family - Chapters: 6 - Words: 6,329 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 8/21/2008 - Published: 8/18/2008 - A. Cabot - Complete
A Change for the Better by star1835 reviews
New summary: Vanessa, Olivia's niece, gets raped then gets 2 surprise visits by 2 people from her past. Will she tell Olivia about her rape? Or will she push everyone away, even the one person who she truly loves?
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 20 - Words: 38,059 - Reviews: 45 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 8/17/2008 - Published: 5/21/2008 - O. Benson, C. Lake - Complete
This Is Home by blueskies723 reviews
The First Book of the Alex Series.Post Guilt.After ten years of existence, Sarah Lynn Cabot goes to New York City to live with her mother. But will Sarah adjust, or will she want to go back home? Disclaimer and Author's note inside.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Family - Chapters: 7 - Words: 6,603 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 8/15/2008 - Published: 8/14/2008 - A. Cabot - Complete
You've Changed Me by GilmoreGirl14 reviews
Part one of the E/O trilogy...There's a new girl in the SVU offices who's stolen Elliot's heart...her name is Olivia...e/o...read ch.6 summary before you read chapter 1!
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 19 - Words: 15,266 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 8/2/2008 - Published: 7/7/2008 - Complete
Destruction by blueskies723 reviews
The last book in the Rebecca Turner Series. Casey is going back to her old ways and is digging herself a hole. Will Rebecca and the others help her before it's too late? Disclaimer,Warning and Author's note inside.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Crime/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 9 - Words: 10,409 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 8/1/2008 - Published: 7/31/2008 - Complete
Close to Home by JessCuddy13 reviews
Rape victim kills herself and her daughter, whose a result of the rape, blames herself. JO...DUH! down wit all u EOshippers! jk! review plz! p.s. i made up the victims name so i didnt spell anythin wrong! CHAPTER 6 UP! final chapter!
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 6 - Words: 2,132 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 7/26/2008 - Published: 8/14/2007 - Complete
The Locket by blueskies723 reviews
The first book of The Casey Series:Ten years later, Casey finally sees her younger sister,Danielle. But there is so much to learn after ten years of being separated. Disclaimer and Warning inside.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 7 - Words: 8,158 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/10/2008 - C. Novak - Complete
My Marco by darco reviews
My version of what should happen in Season 7 in the world of Darco. First time writer, be gentle. Rated T to be safe for future chapters.
Degrassi - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 18 - Words: 28,395 - Reviews: 75 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 3/6/2008 - Published: 10/3/2007 - Marco D.
The Unauthorized Story of a Lesbian Undercover by TexasWatermelon reviews
Ellie gets an interesting assignment from Jesse, and looks to Paige for help.[Pellie] Rating for language and mild sexual reference.
Degrassi - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 17 - Words: 44,547 - Reviews: 89 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 11/25/2007 - Published: 6/25/2007 - Ellie N., Paige M.
Catch Me by Mr. JRyan reviews
Ever since Dylan had left to go play hockey for Zurich, Marco hadn’t been the same. Everyone thought he was acting very ‘PreSean Ellie.’ They didn’t know how right they were. Darco, bit of Sparco. Warning, self mutilation.
Degrassi - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 13 - Words: 32,557 - Reviews: 127 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 9/3/2007 - Published: 6/27/2007 - Marco D., Dylan M. - Complete
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A Second Chance reviews
The night Olivia Benson and Brian Cassidy slept together they made a baby. A beautiful little girl. Olivia didn't feel like she would make a good Mother because of her past with her own Mother so she gave the girl up for adoption. 13 years later Mother & daughter are reunited when her daughter ends up her newest case victim. *DARK TRIGGERS*
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 8 - Words: 11,714 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 45 - Updated: 8/15/2015 - Published: 6/12/2015 - A. Cabot, O. Benson
Secretly Breaking reviews
Sophia has had a rough life from the start. She moves to New York to get away from it all. But when her past catches up with her and she is on the verge of committing suicide and believes she's not worth saving, who will be there in the end to save her from herself before it's too late? (Co-written with WritingForMySoul12)
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 5 - Words: 5,589 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 8/6/2015 - Published: 6/14/2015
Catch Me reviews
Admitting it was one thing but actually facing that it happened was another. Amanda is on a downward spiral and is on the verge of taking her own life. Can anyone save her? Who will be there to catch her when she falls? **Trigger Warning: Self-Harm and Eating Disorder** Co-written with WritingForMySoul12Be sure to check out some of her stories they are really good.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 5,203 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 8/3/2015 - Published: 7/15/2015 - A. Rollins, O. Benson
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