**** (in creepy Count Olaf voice) Hello, hello, hello! (back to normal voice) Welcome to the sequel of the sequel of A Mother's Worst Nightmare. I am wicked sorry for taking so long to post! I started writing this story straight after finishing TNLO, but my dipshit of a computer blacked out on me just recently and I lost EVERYTHING! Luckly, I got a Mac for Christmas and now it has become my best friend! Yay! But also, I have been auditioning for shows a lot! The next one I am auditoning for is "Gypsy" in february. My acting teacher is directing it and i am sooooo excited! AND i am also on the honor roll at my school! So this year is so far, so good! Let's just hope that the world doesn't end!

Just a reminder: Rosalie is british.

So anyways, here is the moment you all have been waiting for. Ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls, SVU addicts of all ages...Chapter 1 of Time To Wake Up (The Nightmare Ends)...

Chapter 1:

'You are leaving New York' a sign states as Mom's car drives past it. I turn in my seat and watch as New York disappears. Goodbye buildings. Goodbye bright lights and loud noices. I turn back and stare foward.

"I miss Manhattan already," I tell Mom.

"I know...but you'll like New Jersey too," she says, patting my knee.

The reason why we're going to New Jersey, is so that I can go to an inpatient clinic for my eating disorder. Mom says that the clinic is 'the best of the best'...but why there instead of somewhere in New York? I am being forced! This is unfair! I will not go! Nobody can make me go! I turn on my Ipod and blast the music. It hurts my ears, but it makes me feel better. Clears my head. I look out the window. New Jersey looks nice...but it isn't New York. My New York. I didn't realize that I fell asleep because the next thing I knew, Mom was shaking me.

"Rosalie honey? We're here," I open my eyes and sit up straight. I rip out my earbuds in shock. It looked like a hospital...a fricken mental hospital! Cold chills run down my spine. I can't move.

"Rosalie?"

No...

Mom gets out of the car.

No...

She comes to my side and opens the car door.

Please...

"Come on Rosalie,"

I'm not crazy...

"Rosalie, you have to get out,"

I blindly unbuckle my seat belt and Mom pulls me out of the car. She begins to lead me to the hospital entrance. I finally find my voice.

"No!" I cry, breaking away from Mom's grip.

"Rosalie..."

"I won't go in! You can't make me!"

"Yes I can and you will go in," Mom says sternly as she starts to walk towards me.

"I promise I'll eat more. I promise that I won't try to kill myself. Please just take me home!" I wail.

"You have promised all that to me before, but now I can't trust you anymore. You are going in and that's final," Mom takes my arm, but I push it away.

"No! Don't...touch...me. Don't bloody touch me!" I scream, as I start running down the street. Away from the hospital, but the instant that I start running, I feel my lungs begin to burn. Each breath I took was absolute torture...but I have to keep going. Suddenly I feel someone grab me from behind. Mom.

"Let go of me! LET ME GO!" I scream, trying to break free, but her grip was strong.

"Stop...stop...STOP!" Mom cries. I stop struggling.

"I'll hate you forever if you do this to me," Silence. Ha! Point to Rosalie Serena Benson.

"I know...but you have to go in. You have to get better," Mom finally whispers back.

I start to cry. I don't want to get better. I don't want to be fat again. Ana will just pop out of nowhere and she'll torture my mind. I know though, deep down in my gut, or what was once my gut, that I need to gain weight, but I am not Mom who always follows her gut. I follow my head and it tells me the worst things in the world. I turn around and bury my face in Mom's chest. She holds me tight and strokes my hair. When I finally calm down, Mom asks,

"Ready to go?" I pull away from her, and nod slowly. As we walk back to the hospital, I thought, Maybe, just maybe, this nightmare that I have been living, can end.

A/N 2: Most people must of got an email stating that I posted this story a couple of days ago. I am wicked sorry about that. When i posted this originally, the formatting was wicked screwed up when i looked at a preview of it. So i had to delete it and re-post. I hope I didn't cause any confusion. Thanks for reading and review!