First, my penname is a weird one, I know, but due to a problem I forgot about I had to change it quickly and this was the result. Further, I’m Dutch so English isn’t my native language, but I do my very best to improve. I was sixteen years old when I first published my stories, by now I'm nineteen. I've been away for three years, and I'm not so sure if I want to come back. When I was sixteen, I wrote in my profile: "I'm extremely wide-eyed, but hey, who cares, aren't all fanfic writers? They should be." I still agree.

I've been an ER fan for about six years now. My favorite character (and actress) is Abby, especially in combination with good old Carter or Luka.

To be honest, I've lost touch with ER two years ago. I didn't like the storylines anymore but now at the end of it all, the feeling is starting to come back. I just see fanfic as a fun way to speculate about the characters in different situations, and nothing is a crazy line of thought since it’s fanfic and everything is possible. Beautiful.

Right now I'm wondering if - in the middle of all the Neela/Ray fanfiction out there - there is still room for the popular genre of three years ago: Carby or Luby. Please leave your vote in the poll above so I know what people want.

‘Twelve Months’ was my second story which is also badly written in my opinion, but I do like the character and the storyline better.
‘Free Willy’ is a nonsense story based on a challenge, which is just fun to read once in my opinion.
'My Golden Rule’ is, in my opinion, my first good story with much better grammer than in my previous story. It’s about Abby during season 12, based on the spoilers I got to know, and so it ended up with Luby love and my own twist; Carter made a visit.
‘Our Golden Year’ is the sequel and is all about Luby and the pregnancy, just fluff and a healthy dose of worries and drama to keep things interesting enough. Just fun to write and hopefully fun to read.
‘The Young Troubled’ was the biggest joke I ever wrote. I always hated high school stories but I have to admit that it’s fun, and that I gave the latest chapters more attention than I gave the first ones. I'm very glad people like it!
'Against All Odds’ is an idea I had when I heard about the Darfur episode, because I’m a little bit in the need of writing a Carby. I just wrote something, and people were excited about it so I’m working on more chapters.

I've deleted "Have a little faith in me", "Chicago Beach", and "Twelve Months." If you're still looking for it (which would be extremely weird), I still have it on my PC.

I love reviews, they mean a lot to me. It's good to know if people enjoy my story, or have any comments. Really, reviews make me write faster!

Three years ago I ended my profile like this: "And one day, I'll read this all over again, and think; what the hell was I doing...?" That is true. Doesn't mean it would be great fun to start all over again. Hilarious even!!