Name: Claire $(@

Age: 13! WOOHOO! TEENAGER!

Gender: No longer a tomboy, still a girl.

Looks: I'm not that pretty. About 5'4". I've got dirty blonde hair and my eyes are a weird mix of blue, green, and gray. My friends say I have the perfect looks, but I don't trust them on that.

Location: Somewhere in the U.S...

Currently: I'm such an idiot. I can't believe I took so long to realize this. I broke Sheff's heart. I think I really hurt him when I danced with that other guy at the dance. But it was just a joke! Anyone who knew the guy would say so. But he's been avoiding me for so long, I really think that's true. I'm sure that he likes me, even if he won't make a move. Maybe he'll get a move on now that he sees that I'm not completely shut to the guy market. He's probably just basing that conclusion off of my friends. But lately I've been hanging out with my punk-ish friends. I tried to totally turn into them after Sheff broke my heart, but I couldn't do it. Now I'm slowly turning into someone like them as my own identity. I think I broke Sheff's heart, but I KNOW it wasn't as bad as what he did to me. I've basically stopped eating. My normal friends (not punk-ish) are freaking out because I'm becoming less like them and more like my other friends (punk-ish ones) that don't eat. I think I've actually become worse than my other friends. I think they should be glad I haven't resorted to lower stuff like cutting and suicide. While it's something I used to consider, I've now decided that I'm above that. I'm gonna prove to Sheff and everyone else that I'm strong and I'll live this thing through as long as it takes. But the whole not-eating thing is all a result Sheff. I know he's eating fine. My friends said he had about seven slices of pizza today. What a pig... A cute pig.

Something my newer friend said also got to me. She just said, "You've got to wait for the right person, no matter how long it takes." It made me think that maybe Sheff ISN'T the right person. Maybe he really is just a long-standing crush. I know I'd feel safe around him and I wouldn't care what people thought, but that's gotta be what everyone feels if they have a boyfriend. Why else date them? Maybe he is just a crush... But I know I wouldn't feel right around anyone else. My guy friend thinks I should go out with this guy in my percussion class that always flirts with me. He's nicer, more perfect, funnier, smarter, more likely to say yes, less of a jerk, and not as cute, but still the only guy I've ever met that can pull off red hair and glasses. He somehow manages to make it look cute. He's a little too "I'm cute and I know it" but I guess Sheff is really like that, too. So this guy is an amazing musician, he gets all A's, he's nice to just about everyone, he'll do anything for attention (specifically mine), he's always funny, and definitely a nice piece of eye-candy on top of all that. The problem is I wouldn't feel right around him. I would constantly be thinking of what other people thought and all that. Then there's Mike.

I guess since Sheff has been ignoring me, I've been paying more attention to Mike. He WAY nicer, another nice piece of eye-candy, has the deepest chocolate eyes that I totally got lost in the first time ours met, he's athletic, and he's really smart. Also has a much longer list of pros than Sheff. I definitely feel much more comfortable with him than with the guy from percussion, but not as much as Sheff. My friend invited him to her birthday party on Saturday, but he's no longer sure if he can come. His cousins are coming into town. He also has the most tragic past. His dad died, and his mom has addiction problems and can't take care of him. He moved in with his grandparents which is why he came to our school. He also has THE cutest smile AND laugh. I'm definitely considering him seriously. Lastly, I've been getting paler lately. I think it's a sign of when stuff is leading up to something with Sheff. I have a connection with Sheff that just sounds stupid if I try to explain it. But once, last year when he was gone, I looked up at the moon and I knew he was looking at it, too. I don't know how, I just did. Kinda corny, eh? So I think something else is going to happen... soon. After all, we have one more day of school until winter break. I wonder what it is. I figured out this sign when I immediately got my color back after I danced with that guy. I just realized what that meant though. I need to sleep now. E-mail, peoples.

"The Look" Count: 10
1. 9-31: He was passing my social studies class and he slowed down so much and gave me "the look."
2. 10-4: He looked over at me in the cafeteria in the morning with again that odd expression I like to call "the look."
3. 10-4: He was once again passing my social studies class. This is a common one as you'll see.
4. 10-11: YET again, he passed my social studies class. I told you this is common. He's always going past.
5. 10-12: I had to talk to one of my friends right outside of his health class about rooming for our school trip and... "the look"...
6. 10-12: ONCE AGAIN, he passed my social studies class. You know what comes next...
7. 10-12: Besides the first time, this was the most intense look. I was out of my seat and turned around to talk to my friend on the bus and he was staring right at me from his bus. I totally blanked and my mouth just kinda stayed suspended from what I was saying. I probably looked so stupid...
8. 11-3: Our busses were right next to each other leaving the school parking lot and I had a perfect view of him. He stopped talking for a sec and looked over at me with... "the look"... ~dreamy girly expression~
9. 11-9: My friend loves doing make-overs and managed to get one on me. He seemed to like it at first when he looked at me, but then later he seemed not to like it. I took it off, but not because of him. I'd never do anything just for a guy.
10. 12-5: He was passing my socail studies class making these weird bird noises and he kept looking back at me with a slight "look."

Next Dance: 2 days

Quote: "Mike Jones! Rick James! R-r-r-r-r-r-remix!"~Classmate, Jimmy Schmeidicker AKA Shimmy-Dicker(Story: He just keep yelling these lines in Spanish class. I don't even try to understand him...)

Policies To Live By:

1. Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world, who helps you when you are in your sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends. Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."

2. It takes a second to meet the right person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, and a lifetime to forget them.

3. You know you're in love when all you can think about is that one special person and you can't stand to be away from them for more then one second. You miss them even though they're standing right next to you. You fall asleep thinking about them, and dream about them every night.

4. The one who makes you cry isn't worth your tears. The one who is worth your tears would never make you cry.

5. Don't cry because it’s over smile because it happened.

6. When the world ends, there will be nothing left to do, but to sing.

7. Silence is the true music...

8. Boys have ego bubbles. Girls have complex bubble systems.

9. When you fall off a cliff, your friends are always the ones there to catch you.

Music:

Death Cab for Cutie
Fall Out Boy
Starting Line
Motion City Soundtrack
Evanescence
Simple Plan
Green Day
Good Charlotte
Black Eyed Peas
Nickelback
Pink
Kelly Clarkson

Musicals:

Wicked
Avenue Q
Tick. Tick. BOOM.
Rent
The Lion King
Mulan

Shows:

Inuyasha (Sesshy is a hottie!)
Rurouni Kenshin (Sano's a hottie, too!)
Teen Titans (Nobody that cute...)
Fullmetal Alchemist (Ed's ok... Not quite up there with Sesshomaru and Sanosuke, though.)

And a little bit of Cowboy Bebop, Samurai Champloo, and s-Cry-ed sprinkled in...

Hobbies:

Soccer! (Eight years now! Go me! I can kick your ass bad! Literally!)
Drawing (Gradually getting better in this area. Still not that great, but you should have seen me before!)
Writing (obviously...) (We have a writing team at school that I'm on! It's so much fun!)
Lacrosse (My team sucks. It's so pathetic...)
Snowboarding (I went to Peek 'n Peek! 'Twas AWESOME!)
Watching anime (another obvious one...)
Percussion (One word... AWESOME! Two more words... HOTT GUYS!)
Theatre (I tried out for select choir and a show! Made the show, select choir results still to come...)

Fave Pairings:

SessSan (I absolutely love this one and my stories reflect it!)
SessOC (This one, too.)
SessKag (Not so much...)
InuKag (I'm a sucker for the classics)
InuSan (They're both strong and are sorta outsiders in their own way. And Naraku killed people they loved. Basically, many similarities.)
MirSan (I think Miroku has some issues which will make even more amazing if these two do become a couple!)
ShiRin (They're so kawaii! And Sesshomaru is like Rin's father! SessRin is a disgusting pairing that I hate!)

Stories soon to come...

Dark Experience: Another band fic. Sango and Miroku love each other and confess their love just before Miroku must move to America! Sango feels she has nothing to live for and tries to commit suicide. Sesshomaru jumps in at the last moment to save her. Sango doesn't think much of this friendship until it takes a whole nother direction... SessSan, InuKag

Hanyou: What happens when the almighty taiyokai of the west saves the very thing he hates most just for Rin's sake? I'll tell you what happens. Love. He soon realizes this no ordinary hanyou. She has the emotionless mask of a yokai and is more powerful than most. How is she so powerful? Where does her story start? And why can't she tell? SesOC

Inu the Latte Boy: Kagome is having a lot of trouble at home. She is verbally abused by her mother after her father committed suicide. She runs to seek the comfort of her best friend Sango and finds more than that. Inuyasha works at the coffe shop in which they meet. He offers her a new home and a chance at a new life free of her mother. But can she stay hidden long enough? InuKag, SesSan MirOC

Death to Love: Sesshomaru seeks out Kagome and tells her to come with him. Little does he know, she has changed a lot in her two years in the Feudal Era, though it is mainly because of events in her era. Her parents got a divorce and her mother may be having an even harder time than her. Her mother's frustratiuons cause Kagome to spend most of her time in the Feudal Era. Her miko skills have drastically improved and she is able to train against even Inuyasha now! She challenges Sesshomaru and after a long, fierce battle, she loses. He takes her lifeless body back to his castle and revives her. You can guess what happens next... SesKag

Orphans: Everybody's in an orphanage originally run by Kikyo, Kaede's sister and Inuyasha's ex-girlfriend, now run by Kaede after Kikyo is killed by Naraku. Inuyasha comes to work a few years after Kikyo's death. There he meets Kagome, a girl with a strange past and an even stranger future. Many adventures shall ensue... InuKag MirSan SesOC

Real Life: I'm not sure if this will be posted. It all depends on how the ending goes. This will be entirely based on my life. All of the Inuyasha characters will be in it along with many OCs. It will be posted if I think it has enough life to it and a happy ending.

High School... Sux: Just a funny fic with adventures of high school and dating and things like that. Not much of a summary to give. Might not be posted.

Tales of the Past: Kagome has left the feudal era and now has grandchildren. Kagome had told them the story of Inuyasha when they were younger. One afternoon, her grandson dares his sister to jump into the well. She does and when he looks down, she is not there. Kagome must go back to the past where she meets some old friends and new enemies...

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