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 Author has written 6 stories for Big Time Rush. Copyrighted original works beginning August 18, 2012. Unauthorized use and/or duplication of this material without express and written permission from this author and/or owner is strictly prohibited. Excerpts and links may be used, provided that full and clear credit is given to the author of these stories with appropriate and specific direction to the original content. This includes, but is not limited to, summaries, excerpts, and links. For those who are interested, Those You Trust, The Mission, and Letters to Santa are now available in my Amazon E-stores. I cannot post the links here, but I can pm it to you. Thank you to everyone! |
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Through My Eyes by downtonabbey15 reviews
He was mortified. He was "The Face" of Big Time Rush. He was supposed to look good. Besides, it wasn't technically starving himself if he couldn't feel he was starving. . . right? Rated T for an eating disorder.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 3 - Words: 7,804 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 6/28/2019 - Published: 4/7/2019 - James - Complete
Rekindled by Side1ways reviews
AU. Kendall's life is flipped upside down within the space of a day. Going from the most mundane being to one of the rarest, Kendall must try and navigate his new life. The obstacles in his path however won't make this transition easy. Especially when the news of his evolution spreads to the one waiting years for his revenge. Kames, Kendall/OC
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 25 - Words: 88,467 - Reviews: 93 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 6/23/2018 - Published: 3/8/2018 - [Kendall, James] - Complete
The Universe Is Dead The Universe Is Dying The Universe Is Us by potatochip53 reviews
Nobody ever thinks to ask the pretty boy. Oh yes, he can be arrogant and egotistical and sometimes downright irritating. That's just because he can hide it so well.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,183 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/20/2018 - James - Complete
Atonement by swagUPwindowsDOWN reviews
He thought they had learnt from the last time. He thought they knew that all that work had run him into the ground. But there was that new girl, and Kendall finally had a stable relationship with Jo. And somehow, he ended up with everything again. But this time, the consequences would be far greater than before.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 11,815 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 3 - Published: 2/12/2016 - Kendall, Carlos, Logan, James
Radio by StrongInTheRealWay reviews
"I pulled the gun to my head ready to pull the trigger." Carlos has always been a very outgoing going always looking out for his mother, but what happens when he has to go live with his father, a person he hasn't talked to in 2 years? Warning: self-harm
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 12 - Words: 18,722 - Reviews: 64 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 12/13/2015 - Published: 2/17/2013 - Kendall, Carlos, Logan, James
Cops and Robbers by BrittSmiles4BTR reviews
As Carlos looked out the window, his mind began to spiral. He began to think of how life is so unfair and how life can change in the blink of an eye. As he watched the clouds roll passed the window in the sky, he began to wonder why life was like a wicked game of Cops and Robbers... Rated K for Violence...
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,193 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/15/2015 - Complete
Iniquity by Evix reviews
Right before a concert, Kendall, James, Carlos and Logan get kidnapped by Hawk again but this time Hawk's intentions are not only to prevent them from performing and then letting them go again. This time Hawk wants to truly break Gustavo's dogs.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 34 - Words: 103,376 - Reviews: 1280 - Favs: 251 - Follows: 280 - Updated: 6/2/2015 - Published: 5/11/2012 - Kendall, Carlos, Logan, James
Big Time Movie Alternate by LittleWing reviews
What if Agent A went rogue? What if he was able to get not only the backpack containing the beetle, but also a member of the band? Lets find out.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Suspense - Chapters: 16 - Words: 18,550 - Reviews: 80 - Favs: 49 - Follows: 39 - Updated: 5/25/2015 - Published: 4/20/2013 - Kendall, Carlos, Logan, James - Complete
Kendall's Day Off by gargle reviews
Kendall just wants one quiet, carefree morning. But that's difficult when he can't ever stop being Kendall. Logan POV, not slash. Friendship, family, character study, action, and inevitable whumpage.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 13 - Words: 24,910 - Reviews: 78 - Favs: 67 - Follows: 70 - Updated: 12/12/2014 - Published: 4/8/2011 - Kendall, Logan
Unwind by ThatKamesLover15 reviews
Kendall, James, and Logan must sick together to avoid being caught and sent to harvest camp. On their journey they will meet people who will be help and a threat. Love will strike unexpectedly, feelings getting in the way of their survival. Kames. Possible Cargan.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 2 - Words: 25,052 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 8/13/2014 - Published: 8/1/2014 - [Kendall, James] Logan
Monochrome no Kiss by A Raven of Emotions reviews
AU Kames fic, Earl-to-be!Kendall and Demon butler!James. Mentions of Lumille and Cargan. Small summary: He's the perfect butler, does everything to a T. He's handsome, brash, and brilliant. And he never leaves his master's side. He's been there through it all, always on guard to protect the soul he awaits to claim. But when a demon and mortal fall in love, just what are the risks?
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 13,239 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 7/12/2014 - Published: 7/2/2014 - [James, Kendall] - Complete
We Are by BTRElevate24seven reviews
"Life's too short to sit and wait for luck to come our way." Rating may go up. Possible slash later on.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,124 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 7/2/2014 - Published: 2/15/2014 - Kendall, Carlos, Logan, James
Forever and Ever by swagUPwindowsDOWN reviews
Their friendship is one in a million. No matter where they are or who they're with, they'll always be the best of friends. And no one or nothing can change that. For BTR Plot Adoption Forum's one shot challenge week.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,510 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 3 - Published: 7/2/2014 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
Last Christmas I Gave You My Heart by swagUPwindowsDOWN reviews
"I-I-I like Christmas. I l-like Santa...I-I-I-" He paused "...B-but...b-but Santa doesn't like me." Logan hasn't had a real Christmas in years. Not since his parents left without any warning. He only ever wants one thing for Christmas but Santa never gets it for him and he thinks it has to be his fault. 3 boys set out to change his mind and try to give Logan his one Christmas wish.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,268 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 12/18/2013 - Published: 12/16/2013 - Kendall, Carlos, Logan, James
Hidden Scars by Krazy4Kendall reviews
Kendall is haunted by what his abusive father did to him as a child. He suffers from constant flashbacks and hears his father's voice in his head. So he resorts to cutting himself in an attempt to stop the pain of his past. Will his demons be too much for him to face? Will he ruin his future with his past? Character death, sexual references, and drinking involved.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,476 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 33 - Updated: 9/17/2013 - Published: 8/7/2013 - Kendall, Carlos, Logan, James
First Time Catch by Kendalls LogieBear reviews
Au-ish. Logan and Kendalls parents walk in on their sons losing their virginity to each other.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,832 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 60 - Follows: 14 - Published: 8/14/2013 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
What Will Happen Now? by TalidaMueller reviews
The boys just finished one of their concerts and are on their way home, when somethings terrible happened. The boys need to be strong and stay together to get through this horrible time. Friendship, Family and Love will help them to recover, but is it maybe too late?
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 24 - Words: 30,862 - Reviews: 120 - Favs: 54 - Follows: 50 - Updated: 7/28/2013 - Published: 9/5/2012 - Kendall - Complete
Silence by TheLovelyRusher reviews
Kendall thought it was over, that the monster of his past was gone. But after 10 years, he's back, and the secret is out. The silence has been broken, and now it's a sick game of revenge, father against son, as the man who ruined Kendall's life ruins the lives of those closest to him as well.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 31 - Words: 79,229 - Reviews: 665 - Favs: 150 - Follows: 163 - Updated: 7/7/2013 - Published: 10/9/2011 - Kendall
The Unexpected Slumber Party by ElevatedSuperstar reviews
Kendall, James, Carlos, Logan, and... Jett Stetson... find themselves stuck spending the night together in the Palm Woods basement. But getting out of said basement is their first priority... A short story, not a novel :D
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,480 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 9 - Published: 12/21/2012 - James, Kendall
Big Brother, Baby Sister by BTRlover98 reviews
100 moments between Kendall and Katie.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K - English - Family - Chapters: 58 - Words: 52,696 - Reviews: 876 - Favs: 162 - Follows: 131 - Updated: 9/25/2012 - Published: 3/28/2011 - Kendall, Katie K.
Good People by TotallyLosingIt reviews
Sometimes bad things happen to good people. Carlos knows something's up with Kendall, but the blonde's not talking. Will his silence protect his friends? Or will Carlos' persistence put them all in danger?
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Suspense - Chapters: 12 - Words: 27,598 - Reviews: 169 - Favs: 66 - Follows: 48 - Updated: 9/22/2012 - Published: 5/11/2012 - Carlos, Kendall - Complete
Fatal by Loganator-JR reviews
Seeking revenge for his family's death, a DEA agent is forced to go undercover in one of the most feared crime families in LA. "Stab them, run them over, put bullets into their heads, paralyze them, disintegrate them. No matter what you do; they'll still be back. As good as new. Ruining your life. Killing everything you love." -Logan
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 17 - Words: 26,625 - Reviews: 99 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 8/29/2012 - Published: 7/14/2012 - Logan - Complete
Composing Late by mizukilen reviews
Kendall is a bull. Strong and stubborn. He can't lean on anyone. He has to be strong. But with this pride, will his own insanity take over before his friends can help? Lot's of Angst.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 10 - Words: 11,330 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 8/11/2012 - Published: 7/29/2012 - Kendall - Complete
Big Time Bite by EpicallyObsessed reviews
A night gone wrong changes James life forever and leads him on a journey to find answers and more importantly... a cure.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Suspense - Chapters: 14 - Words: 20,135 - Reviews: 48 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 8/7/2012 - Published: 6/20/2012 - James - Complete
A Dark Knight by CelestialSonata7 reviews
Mrs. Knight and Kendall don't talk about it. Katie was too young to remember or be effected by it. The boys don't know about it. The day that everything changed for the Knight family. No Slash.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,158 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 7 - Published: 7/4/2012 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
Help Me Get Rid Of These Scars by chocolate-colombo reviews
Gavin's out of the picture. Kendall was alive and well. His friends and family were still by his side, helping him in every way possible...so what more does Kendall need? Continuation of I Just Need One Miracle
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 6,046 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 6/18/2012 - Published: 6/8/2012 - Kendall, James - Complete
Big Time Leaderless by sara303 reviews
Kendall, the fearless leader of Big Time Rush, gets hurts after a freak accident. Can the 3 remaining memebers survive with Gustavo while their friend recover?
Big Time Rush - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Humor - Chapters: 20 - Words: 16,199 - Reviews: 78 - Favs: 67 - Follows: 31 - Updated: 6/14/2012 - Published: 2/9/2011 - Kendall, Carlos - Complete
I'm At A Pay Phone by imdftmyba reviews
Before they became BTR, Four best friends lived in Minnesota, one of them was Kendall Knight who'd always felt the pressure to be as good a man as his father had been. Some times he doesn't quite achieve this. Sometimes things just don't go his way.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,284 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 4 - Published: 5/31/2012 - Kendall
Two Minutes by TotallyLosingIt reviews
"A lot can happen in two minutes." A massive earthquake strikes the Palm Woods. Separated and injured, can the boys make it out alive?
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 15 - Words: 29,355 - Reviews: 185 - Favs: 97 - Follows: 82 - Updated: 5/23/2012 - Published: 2/11/2012 - Complete
I Just Need One Miracle by chocolate-colombo reviews
When Carlos and Logan are attacked one night, the boys' lives worsen as the secrets of what happened are revealed.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 31 - Words: 49,495 - Reviews: 207 - Favs: 73 - Follows: 73 - Updated: 5/15/2012 - Published: 11/22/2011 - Kendall, Carlos - Complete
Another Reason by HeavenRose reviews
The police say Kendall simply ran away, but Logan, James and Carlos are convinced their friend had a more significant reason for leaving. Driving Mrs. Knight's stolen car, they set out to find Kendall and bring him home - before it's too late.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Friendship - Chapters: 32 - Words: 156,839 - Reviews: 552 - Favs: 181 - Follows: 107 - Updated: 3/13/2012 - Published: 3/13/2011 - Kendall, Carlos, Logan, James - Complete
Shattered by ArmedWithMyComputer reviews
Car accident. Blood. Angst. Whumpage. Hurt/Comfort. Will the boys be able to make it through this time, against all the odds?
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 27 - Words: 47,668 - Reviews: 490 - Favs: 130 - Follows: 75 - Updated: 12/28/2011 - Published: 8/31/2011 - Complete
1 Corinthians 13:4 by OldFanfictionThatIHateDearly reviews
Haha, relax. It's just a group of snapshots of how bromantic our wittle boys are. Some whumpy, some cute, some fun... the works.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,800 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 4 - Published: 10/24/2011 - Complete
Will You Just Listen to Me for a Second? by My-Name-Is-Tori reviews
A terrible accident leaves Kendall in the hospital on life support. Full summary inside.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 27 - Words: 30,374 - Reviews: 145 - Favs: 57 - Follows: 33 - Updated: 9/19/2011 - Published: 11/8/2010 - Kendall, Carlos - Complete
Head On Collision by Miss Fenway reviews
"A man is not old until his regrets take the place of his dreams." - Proverb. James Diamond was only seventeen years old but his regrets had already taken the place of his dreams. NO SLASH!
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 52 - Words: 158,862 - Reviews: 971 - Favs: 168 - Follows: 91 - Updated: 7/30/2011 - Published: 11/26/2010 - Complete
Break Me by TimeWasting reviews
He's lost and he doesn't know where to go. He's ugly and convinced that love will never touch him. But can anyone blame him? His innocence was stolen.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 10 - Words: 12,236 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 5/19/2011 - Published: 1/19/2011 - Kendall
Hope by Miss Fenway reviews
He never gave up hoping that one day he would be found and be safe again. A brief look at Logan's experiences in 'All These Lives' and 'September'. Rated M to be safe. NO SLASH!
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,982 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 6 - Published: 2/26/2011 - Logan - Complete
Live and Let Live by DarkElements10 reviews
Kendall Knight: Leader of Big Time Rush, big brother, loving son, and the one that put his friends in the hospital. Somehow, it doesn't have the same ring to it. NO SLASH!
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 30 - Words: 36,313 - Reviews: 174 - Favs: 72 - Follows: 52 - Updated: 2/21/2011 - Published: 7/20/2010 - Kendall - Complete
September by Miss Fenway reviews
"So we take what comes and we keep on going, leaning on each other's shoulders. Then we turn around and see we've come so far somehow." - 'Halfway There' by BTR. Sequel to 'All These Lives'. NO SLASH!
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 12 - Words: 60,766 - Reviews: 197 - Favs: 75 - Follows: 28 - Updated: 2/5/2011 - Published: 1/11/2011 - Complete
An Unlikely Hero by TealMoose reviews
During a freezing day in Winter, the tables turn and Logan finally gets his chance to be the hero when his friend is in need. One-shot, No Slash. Dedicated to Falling to Fly.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,933 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 3 - Published: 1/27/2011 - Complete
Lie To Me by SecretLifeOfAChemNerd reviews
He could see everything, but not by choice. Sure, it could be useful at times, but being able to tell every time someone was lying wasn't all you think it'd be. It came with a cost. A big cost.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,040 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 4 - Published: 1/1/2011 - Kendall - Complete
Big Time Problem by XxxAnimaniacxxX reviews
Gustavo said something he regrets and now he's going to see what it would be like if BTRhad never met. Please R&R!
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 4,275 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 10/23/2010 - Published: 8/30/2010 - Gustavo R. - Complete
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Dawn reviews
One word was all it took for him to want to leave this world. What will it take to bring him back?
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Family/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 18,969 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 2 - Published: 7/1 - Kendall, Carlos, Logan, James - Complete
Wagonny reviews
When Logan and Carlos take a childhood toy out for the first time in nearly a year, will things take a turn for the worse?
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 7 - Words: 14,890 - Reviews: 51 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 8/10/2018 - Published: 6/5/2015 - Kendall, Carlos, Logan, James
One SentenceExpanded reviews
How just a few words can say everything
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,158 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 2 - Published: 8/10/2018 - Kendall, Carlos, Logan, James - Complete
Shadows reviews
Some believe that there are creatures that exist between this world and the next. There are shadows that move from dark corner to dark corner, searching the night for victims that they can feed from. They visit you as you sleep, stealing a piece of your soul, as they avoid the light.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Horror/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,831 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 6 - Published: 10/30/2016
One Sentence reviews
How just a few words can say everything
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,105 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 11 - Published: 8/21/2014 - Kendall - Complete
In the Name of Friendship reviews
Friendships are put to the test when an impossible work schedule causes tempers to fly. Angry words make one boy doubt himself and another to realize the sacrifices that have been made in the name of friendship.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10,075 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 42 - Follows: 12 - Published: 7/5/2014 - Kendall, Carlos, Logan, James - Complete
