A note for my readers:

02/18/16: Hello, everyone. There has been a lot going on with my family and it has really taken a toll on me. On top of that I have pneumonia and a friend of mine passed away from pneumonia last August. I went to the hospital and had an IV stuck in my arm, blood work done, all that jazz. I've been secluded to my room, sitting in my bed since Monday and I'm really lonely D:

I am incredibly sorry that I have not updated or posted any stories for two years now, but I have been watching and am glad that you guys still come to read and leave reviews for me. It definitely gives me motivation to get back into the swing of things. I can't promise that my updates will be consistent, but I'll do my best. It's been really difficult for me lately to do anything so I hope you'll understand.

If you want to know what's going on PM me. I'm not really keeping it a secret. In fact, I think if I saw a psychologist he/she would tell me talking it out would be good for me to move on and heal.

Until we meet again my lovely readers,

~Meilin

Today's Mood:
Thoughts of The Day:

Song of the Moment:

"Scars to your Beautiful" - Alessia Cara

She just wants to be beautiful - she goes unnoticed.
She knows no limits. She craves attention.
She praises an image. She prays to be sculpted by the sculptor.
Oh, she don't see the light that's shining deeper than the eyes can find it.
Maybe we have made her blind so she tries to cover up her pain,
and cut her woes away; cause covergirls don't cry after their face is made.

But there's a hope that's waiting for you in the dark.
You should know you're beautiful just the way you are.
And you don't have to change a thing the world can change its heart.
No scars to your beautiful; we're stars and we're beautiful.
Oh-oh-oh, Oh-oh-oh-oh, Oh-oh-oh, Oh-oh-oh-oh.
And you don't have to change a thing.
The world could change its heart.
No scars to your beautiful; we're stars and we're beautiful.

She has dreams to be an envy so she's starving.
You know, "Covergirls eat nothing".
She says, "Beauty is pain and there's beauty in everything.
What's a little bit of hunger? I could go a little while longer."
She fades away.
She don't see her perfect; She don't understand she's worth it;
Or that beauty goes deeper than the surface.
Ah Oh, Ah Ah Oh. So to all the girls that's hurting,
let me be your mirror, help you see a little bit clearer
that light that shines within.

There's a hope that's waiting for you in the dark.
You should know you're beautiful just the way you are.
And you don't have to change a thing the world can change its heart.
No scars to your beautiful; we're stars and we're beautiful.
Oh-oh-oh, Oh-oh-oh-oh, Oh-oh-oh, Oh-oh-oh-oh.
And you don't have to change a thing.
The world could change its heart.
No scars to your beautiful; we're stars and we're beautiful.

No better you than the you that you are. (2x)
No better life than the life we're living. (2x)
No better time for your shine. You're a star. (2x)
Oh, you're beautiful. Oh, you're beautiful!~

There's a hope that's waiting for you in the dark.
You should know you're beautiful just the way you are.
And you don't have to change a thing the world can change its heart.
No scars to your beautiful; we're stars and we're beautiful.
Oh-oh-oh, Oh-oh-oh-oh, Oh-oh-oh, Oh-oh-oh-oh.
And you don't have to change a thing.
The world could change its heart.
No scars to your beautiful; we're stars and we're beautiful.

Profile Quotes:
None can feel the pain of a shooting star,
knowing it cannot return to the Heavens.

The loneliest people are the kindest.
The saddest people smile the brightest.
The most damaged people are the wisest.
All because they do not wish to see anyone else suffer the way they do.

Sometimes, people who are thousands of miles away from you,
can make you feel better than people right beside you.

When someone accepts you from the bottom of their heart,
that person becomes the most important person to you.

The worst feeling isn't being lonely,
but being forgotten by the person you can't forget.

I feel lonely every single day of my life,
but I'm afraid to admit it to the people that love me.

Sometimes, you forgive people simply because you still want them in your life.

In order to move on, you must understand why you felt what you did and why you no longer need to feel it.

Dear Lord:

So far today, I am doing all right.
I have not gossiped, lost my temper, been greedy, grumpy, nasty, selfish or self-indulgent.
I have not whined, cursed nor eaten any chocolate.
However, I am going to get out of bed in a few minutes, and I will need a lot more help after that.

Amen

Venting Corner:

Need to Vent too? Want to PM me about your problems? Just need to say something to a stranger? I'm here, I'll listen. You can count on me :)

Every Abortion Is Just . . .

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

What's so great about that?

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