Reality is scary isn't it? Dreams are beautiful and safe. If only I could dream forever... but then I won't know the truth.

Writers are birds with wings of imagination. Those beautiful wings guides us to a wider view. At times, they will rest or they will continue the path by walking. Continue to fly and create.

Hi there! Please call me Moon.

So if you're here, you might want the full story as to why I suddenly left and reappeared. Well, here's what I got.

I fell in love with writing when I was 12, just barely in middle school. I loved to create, I loved to dream, I did not want to believe in the dull reality that I lived in. I wanted to become someone else through writing. I wanted the freedom that I couldn’t gain in another world. It was fun, beautiful, and every day I woke up to do nothing but read books and write fanfictions.

Yet no matter how much I love writing, no matter how much I gained through the years, no matter how much I want to become a writer… I cannot or I simply do not have the confidence to.

I cannot write to evoke people, I cannot write with the same passion that I had possessed, I can’t imagine the same way I used to, and that’s what scares me. You know, I thought I could write forever, but I’ve lost the passion that I had when I first started writing.

I will be going to college in September 2015. (Finally you know how old I am) Like many authors before me, I am officially quitting Fanfiction because I don’t think that I will have time. I could try to stop in, maybe, but no promises and probably no new stories.

Enough of my rambling, I know. But there are some things that I’ve been holding in.

My true last message is that I hope that those of you who have passion, who can invoke, who can create, those who are even just a year younger than me or even my age, will continue to write and become the next creators of what is to come.

But whatever you do, please don’t waste your entire youth in this place. After one of my favorite authors retired, I finally looked out into the world. The world is amazing, even if it’s just the small part that I’ve seen. I’ve had fun, I’ve cried, and I reaffirmed the fact that I’m not alone.

And guys, if you think that I’m a good writer, I can’t even hold a candle to some people outside this fandom. Something in my bones shake and my hands tremble, I am scared of their writing, because it’s that good. I’m not saying quit here, but at don’t get so obsessed with one world.

Thank you guys for everything. May you dream larger than I ever could.

My New Account(if anyone's interested):

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This is simply an ‘official’ goodbye because I’m not sure when exactly I’ll stop writing forever, but…I think it’s time for me for move on from Fanfiction.net. If you need me (which you probably won’t) then feel free to find me again and I’ll talk with you as long as you’d like. I have a similar name in several places.

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