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Joined 02-04-09, id: 1827948, Profile Updated: 10-31-19
Author has written 16 stories for Twilight, Harry Potter, and Pretty Little Liars.

Life can only disappoint you if you let it.


Email: ForeverWithoutHim@

Ko-fi: /ellakay


Well, what can I say? I've been writing since I was little. Writing is who I am and what I do. But my head and heart are in constant conflict with one another because part of me says, "Keep dreaming. Never give up. You will prevail," but the other part of me says, "Look at things logically. It's time to stop dreaming and get real. Where is writing going to get you?" It's a good thing I never listen to me, but some day I fear that I might.

If that day ever does come, I'd like to know that I at least made a difference with my words in some respect. So I continue to write from the heart despite that nagging inner-critic telling me that I'm trash. Because you know what? One woman's trash is another woman's treasure.

Throughout my writing journey, I summoned up the courage to publish my first series, "The Barking Mad Tale of a Teenage Werewolf". It is about a group of fun-loving werewolves (though not those corny B-grade horror movie wolf-man kind) who spend their time playing dare or dare (you read that right, because what place does truth have in playing outlandish games?), placing ridiculous bets, and having a little bit of fun while guarding their town against evil. There are wise cracking werewolves, non-sparkling vampires, and a dash of romance on this journey of self discovery. It's Twilight-light, minus the emo, and with more werewolves than vampires. The first book is called "An American Werewolf in Idaho". The second is "A Tale of Two Shih Tzus" and the third is "The Labrador of the Rings". The final installment is "The War of the Werewolves". And there is a prequel out titled "From Loss to Love". They are all on sale on Amazon as paperbacks and are up for sale on Kindle and Nook.


Fun little facts:

-A good heart only gets you so far in life. But it's the only way I know how to live. (rolls eyes, Thanks for that, mom). Generally I'm a happy person, but I have my days. We all do. I try not to let anyone see me at my worst. I vary between being painfully shy to boisterously loud. Depends on my mood. I'm about as predictable as an earthquake. It takes me a long time to talk to people, but when I start talking I never shut up. My friends tease me all the time about being so friendly. It's a running joke that I'm a Labrador Retriever puppy...and I truly kind of am. I love people, but I don't let many of them in.

-I love to make others laugh, because I like to see my friends happy. And not a day goes by that I don't smile (even those days when I have a broken heart). I believe that people ask less questions when you are smiling. I think that if you can't laugh at yourself then you take things too damn seriously.

-I believe in living in the moment. If you get too lost in the past you cry over what has been. And if you look to the future you're worried about what it will bring. Living in the present is simply the best...because we're not always guaranteed a tomorrow. So seize the day, take risks. Enjoy life. Live it up.

Live a day at a time. The moment you start watching the clock...you start counting down. Life is truly a beautiful thing.

“Work like you don't need the money, love like you've never been hurt, and live like there's no tomorrow.”

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The Dawn of Autumn reviews
Alison DiLaurentis rules her town with a sharp tongue and an even sharper attitude. But she meets her match when Emily Fields, rebel with a cause rolls into town on her motorcycle and captures Alison's attention, and her heart. But there is more to Emily than meets the eye. Her mysterious past begins to bleed into her future, and it invokes Alison to go on the ride of her life.
Pretty Little Liars - Rated: T - English - Romance/Mystery - Chapters: 19 - Words: 231,986 - Reviews: 500 - Favs: 60 - Follows: 71 - Updated: 18h - Published: 3/27 - Emily F., Alison D.
The Heart of Beacon Heights reviews
How far is too far? In love, where do you draw the line? Distance? Murders? Lies? Alison and Emily have done it all before. The question is, with one half of Alison's heart in Rosewood, Pennsylvania and the other half constantly beating out of her chest in Beacon Heights, Oregon...how far is she willing to go to protect those she loves? Rating may change.
Pretty Little Liars - Rated: T - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 104,287 - Reviews: 122 - Favs: 67 - Follows: 81 - Updated: 3/21 - Published: 4/9/2019 - Emily F., Alison D.
Tapestry of Scars reviews
War is hard. Surviving what comes after it is harder. Emily is haunted by her past. Alison is worried about her future. Then their present collides. Two broken people. One phone call. And a night that changes them both forever. Hidden scars. Dark secrets. Emison AU.
Pretty Little Liars - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 22 - Words: 228,341 - Reviews: 280 - Favs: 81 - Follows: 78 - Updated: 3/17 - Published: 9/21/2019 - Emily F., Alison D. - Complete
From Friendship to Forever reviews
A collection of one-shots spanning through the years following Emily Fields and Alison DiLaurentis. Fetus Emison and Domestic Family Emison. And of course, appearances by the other Liars, because they're fam.
Pretty Little Liars - Rated: T - English - Family/Romance - Chapters: 16 - Words: 46,167 - Reviews: 96 - Favs: 54 - Follows: 64 - Updated: 12/31/2019 - Published: 10/30/2018 - Emily F., Alison D.
Bring it On Home To Me reviews
Alison DiLaurentis has spent her entire life searching for answers about who she wants to be. With the drama in Beacon Heights coming to a close, she has finally been able to piece together the broken shards of who she thought she was. Following her heart, she ends up on a plane back to Rosewood. Things have changed, but so has she. One-shot follow up of "The Perfectionists".
Pretty Little Liars - Rated: T - English - Family/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,592 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 10 - Published: 9/27/2019 - Emily F., Alison D. - Complete
In Her Eyes reviews
Love is not selective. The heart sees everything, but when it loves, it loves fully. For high school senior Alison DiLaurentis love is a weapon she wields for power. Until Emily Fields comes into her life and leaves her totally defenseless. But secrets from the past are bubbling beneath the surface and the two soon learn that it's not love that is blind. It's navigating it. AU.
Pretty Little Liars - Rated: M - English - Romance/Mystery - Chapters: 35 - Words: 468,455 - Reviews: 674 - Favs: 121 - Follows: 139 - Updated: 9/6/2019 - Published: 12/9/2018 - Emily F., Alison D. - Complete
Still Waters Run Deep reviews
There are moments in life that alter the very essence of a person's soul. For the DiLaurentis-Fields family, one moment changes everything. One moment tests Alison and Emily and their family in ways they never could have imagined. Will the waves drag them below the surface, or will they survive the rough current and make it through the storm together?
Pretty Little Liars - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 37 - Words: 480,912 - Reviews: 669 - Favs: 107 - Follows: 118 - Updated: 5/30/2019 - Published: 3/4/2018 - Emily F., Alison D. - Complete
You're Not Alone reviews
One Day. One massive life-changing event. New York, 2001. AU Emison family one-shot.
Pretty Little Liars - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,792 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 10 - Published: 9/13/2018 - Emily F., Alison D. - Complete
Matters of the Heart reviews
Emily Fields has no plans to return to her hometown of Rosewood, but that changes after she gets a letter from Alison DiLaurentis. Love is a strong enough incentive for her to go back, but things are different now. Emily is harboring secrets that none of her loved ones know about. Starts in season 6B, with a twist (aka angst).
Pretty Little Liars - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 39 - Words: 305,147 - Reviews: 463 - Favs: 165 - Follows: 171 - Updated: 2/26/2018 - Published: 10/2/2017 - Emily F., Alison D. - Complete
The Last Testament of Maya St Germain reviews
Twist on "The Lady Killer" (Ep 3.12). Emily and Caleb are caught in the crossfire of Maya's killer, and things at the lighthouse don't unfold exactly the way they did on screen. Rated-M for violence. Starts out the way it does on the show, but things take a deadly twist. It's a "what could have been?" to up the ante. Originally started as one-shot, but needed a few chapter breaks.
Pretty Little Liars - Rated: M - English - Suspense/Horror - Chapters: 3 - Words: 10,501 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 5 - Published: 9/25/2017 - Hanna M., Emily F., Maya St. G., Caleb R.
I'll Be Loving You, Always reviews
A chance meeting in the park. A tale of time healing old wounds. A friendship that neither Severus Snape nor Lily Potter has forgotten. And a tiny human that makes weird noises. Only rated T cuz I'm paranoid about the ratings on this site. Nothing too harsh (though the little ones should skip the author's note, as it gets real, emotions and such). ONE-SHOT. Dedicated to Manchester
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,203 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/25/2017 - Complete
Leah's Sunrise reviews
It only took death for him to realize how much he loved her." For anyone who ever wondered "what-if" for Leah and Jacob. "What-if" Jacob had never broken away? "What-if" he hadn't imprinted? "What-if" life was completely different? M for language.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 55 - Words: 227,186 - Reviews: 1198 - Favs: 672 - Follows: 186 - Updated: 6/22/2015 - Published: 4/24/2009 - Jacob, Leah - Complete
The Dawn Was Already Broken reviews
Breaking Dawn from Leah's POV. Prelude: "She was pregnant? I snorted out a callous laugh. Here I was, a mutated genetic dead end. Having kids for me was completely out of the question. And this leech loving whiny little runt vampire wannabe was going to have a kid! Life is completely and utterly unfair." Rated M for language.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 69 - Words: 235,658 - Reviews: 73 - Favs: 78 - Follows: 31 - Published: 6/1/2012 - Leah, Jacob - Complete
Diaries of a Pregnant Werewolf Oneshot reviews
"This is what I've become. I have succumbed to evil and turned into everything I ever hated. I'm a nesting mother to be who is writing in a diary to satisfy my boredom." Leah Clearwater pregnant. Follows "The Dawn Was Already Broken" M for dirty language.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,923 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 4/1/2011 - Published: 1/20/2011 - Leah, Embry - Complete
The Moon's Dark Side reviews
What would you do if the one person you loved, the one person you trusted, and the only happiness you had ever known, left you alone and heartbroken? Leah Clearwater had the answer to that. Screw you world! I'm out! Rated M for language and dark tones.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 10 - Words: 37,153 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 49 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 4/1/2011 - Published: 4/6/2009 - Leah, Seth - Complete
Emmett Cullen: Wedding Planner, One Shot reviews
Emmett plans Bella and Edward's wedding and hijinks ensue... 'Nuff said. Rated T for language. "You know the type of guy that everyone gets pissed at for being such a lovable goof? Yeah, that’s me."
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 3 - Words: 7,802 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 4/1/2011 - Published: 1/2/2010 - Emmett, Edward - Complete