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Joined 11-22-07, id: 1427488, Profile Updated: 10-20-17
Author has written 1 story for Hunter X Hunter.

Hello! Im a young writer and a reader :)

I like HxH to an unhealthy level.
Animes and Mangas I've seen and like: Owari no Seraph, Kuroshitsuji (the manga specifically more than the anime). Boku no dake (missing), death note (an old favourite), FMA (brotherhood), Noragami, Kill la Kill, Gurren Lagen, Madoka Magica, I probably need to see SAO and Shingeki again for I've forgotten everything. I know I have seen and liked much much more. Oh well. Currently seeing Boku no hero (my hero academia)

I'm that kind of person that is sweet, but shy. I tend to be in the wrong situation always and has serious ADD problems that makes me forget everything and loose always my stuff. Because I was an overachiever at school -they never diagnosed me until recently- Im that kind of person that when talking at someone while walking might be run over by a car or at least hit a light post because I wasn't looking . I love going out with my friends and learning from them. I have a few of them really close to my heart. But I tend to get scared of people in general.

What else?... I am a library mouse. I read and read and love reading. I tend to rationalize everything... And I have this double life where I write in fanfiction my demons and twisted ideas as well as my highest inspirations. I have an existential tone as a bass string background in my mind. Many people have hurt me in the past and I have survived abuse and major depression. I am now...surprisingly fine. Plot twist: writing saved me. It saved my life, it continuously does. I thank each, each reader out there and their support.

Because I didn't have such a normal life Im always mildly curious of knowing whether what im doing falls into the category of abnormal and not just weird. I came from a really crazy household and my life has had some terrible spin-offs...So I really want to know how other people end up here in fanfiction. Does anyone know how one ends up writing fan fiction here?Do you write out of pleasure as I do? . Why do you think you are writing or reading? If anyone wants to share their experience I'm really good at listening :)

Well in this case reading :P

I read all your messages, all your replies. And I save them in different places of my mind and heart. And then, because I'm scared of people, I truly struggle to answer back and sometimes I do. I'm sorry if you are one of the unfortunates that I haven't replied to yet. You weren't threatening or ever, maybe you were asking for help, I'm just... very avoidant, and struggle with it every day. But I love you all, so much


-Like sleeping with a cat at my feet

- I'm a nomad, I can sleep and live anywhere. Truly.

-sugar addict...yeah... and cat lover.

-I love to submerge myself in music, when i travel round the city.

-I like twisting song interpretations.

-Life has challenged me and made me pretty tough for stressful situations.

-I like being completely unconditional to my friends that have become my 'family'. Ill do anything...

-I am weary and wary of life. Im distrustful. But I have some secret pleasures:height and speed... They give me the biggest highs... and writing..

-I somehow ended up studying in Cambridge. I'm right here now. And I believe that my luck can't get any better. I thank every day this. But the demand of work makes it difficult to update. I try my best.

There you go...

You are welcome to visit me at the sister site of ffnet, er...fictionpress i think? my name is dadou... I should probably search for a link...

there http://www.fictionpress.info/s/3121936/1/Letters-to-you I haven't got novels (one day I'll upload my own stuff), but I have thoughts and stuff if your interested

I positively love Hunter x Hunter... The plot should be made a novel...

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Learning to Breathe by jennynivea reviews
After confronting the trauma of his past, Alec must learn to navigate love, intimacy and adulthood in this sequel to Learning to Be. Malec, Alec/Jace friendship and Lightwood family dynamics. See warnings inside.
Mortal Instruments - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 8 - Words: 45,377 - Reviews: 141 - Favs: 241 - Follows: 295 - Updated: 6/13 - Published: 8/30/2015 - Alec L., Jace W., Magnus B.
The Lost Night by Lyra Klaude reviews
"I knew what I was getting myself into. Killua was just like any normal new adult: An asshole. A gorgeous asshole. A gorgeous, strangely mysterious asshole. A gorgeous, mysterious, deliciously intelligent, heart-poundingly daring, trick-playing green-eyed asshole. The worst kind of asshole." Killua/OC
Hunter X Hunter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Crime - Chapters: 54 - Words: 437,958 - Reviews: 1148 - Favs: 646 - Follows: 617 - Updated: 12/16/2018 - Published: 12/18/2010 - Killua Z., OC
The House of the Rising Sun by The Kindly One reviews
"How did you find me?" asked Mika. "I overheard two men talking about you," answered Yu. "They called you 'The Jewel of the Quarter'." This is an AU set in turn of the century New Orleans, filled with drama, angst, sex, and a lot of dark themes. For mature audiences only. Slash. See additional warnings inside. Mika/Yu.
Seraph of the End/終わりのセラフ - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 16 - Words: 44,137 - Reviews: 105 - Favs: 69 - Follows: 49 - Updated: 2/14/2016 - Published: 12/23/2015 - [Mikaela H., Yuichiro H.] Ferid B. - Complete
Restless Nights by Blossomwitch reviews
Short ficlet about Gon and Killua's relationship evolving, based around the gag from the exam arc where we find out they're both extremely restless sleepers. Friendship, or pre-slash if you like.
Hunter X Hunter - Rated: K - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,095 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 161 - Follows: 30 - Published: 4/20/2012 - Gon F., Killua Z.
Saints and Sinners by windlily reviews
With a turf war on the horizon, four unlikely friends band together, determined to survive at all costs. This proves easier said than done when enemies arise at every turn. Even in the mirror. Gang AU starring the Fab Four.
Hunter X Hunter - Rated: T - English - Crime/Friendship - Chapters: 2 - Words: 12,474 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 44 - Updated: 1/24/2012 - Published: 9/30/2011 - Killua Z., Gon F.
where do we begin by doroniasobi reviews
the Zoldyck family has rules. Killua's heart, however, yearns for something else. — Killua and growing up. /for Frog-kun/
Hunter X Hunter - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,372 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 58 - Follows: 13 - Published: 4/17/2011 - Killua Z. - Complete
Split by Icemask12 reviews
L is surprised to find the son of his trusted colleage Soichiro Yagami in a psychiatric hospital, but Raito seems perfectly normal. However, there is more to him than meets the eye, and some experiences run more than skin deep...LxLight in later chapters.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Mystery - Chapters: 7 - Words: 37,234 - Reviews: 129 - Favs: 104 - Follows: 128 - Updated: 1/19/2010 - Published: 6/25/2009 - L, Light Y.
Amputation by Lanerose reviews
According to a German proverb, the death of a friend is equivalent to the loss of a limb.
Hunter X Hunter - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,435 - Reviews: 37 - Favs: 138 - Follows: 32 - Published: 9/22/2007 - Killua Z., Gon F. - Complete
Heh Killua reviews
What is your limit Killu? What can someone like...him expect? But he'd ran away and a golden boy had stumbled in his way. Now he'll do anything to protect him. Even when his past returns...to push him to the limit. Killu/Gon, light Kurapica/Leorio. Adult Situations, Abuse
Hunter X Hunter - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 34 - Words: 361,657 - Reviews: 807 - Favs: 382 - Follows: 399 - Updated: 1/25 - Published: 9/6/2011 - Gon F., Killua Z., Kurapika K., Leorio