Wow...the slowest of slow burn stories! I've been reading this for YEARS, waiting for these two to finally admit their feelings (admittedly, yes, Killua was dealing with a lot of stuff). And this chapter finally got us there, and the way you wrote it was just fantastic, you're really attuned to their relationship, everything seems so in character.

Anyways, I know you're probably SUPER busy, but I do hope you continue with this story at some point. I know i can't wait for the next chapter!

Just a random review begging you to come back
COME BACK PLEASE!
The plot is so great so far. last time I was here was 3 years ago and holy moly I read it again with the new chapters and edits and HOLY MOLY it is even better than anytime before. I love the angst in the story and how each one has his way to comfort the other. I really like the bond you created between Leorio and Killua. adorable. Everyone here is talking about how Killua and gon are cute and all but can we just talk about how precious Kurapica and Leorio together? I hope they will finally confess their love as well as Killua and gon!
anywaaaaay, I'm EXCITED for the upcoming parts, Gon finally finding out the whole truth. I am sure this will help their relationship blossom. Maybe Gon will casually recalls to Kurapica and Leorio their encounter with Illumi on the ship? not to mention that Kurapica is already suspecting him. Or Killua's meeting with father. I CAN'T WAIT.

important note I forgot to mention in my pervious review: I've read in one of your A/Ns that you are thinking of elimination and start publishing this story in Ao3, please don't delete it! Not all the readers hAve access to Ao3, including myself and it will sadden me to death to wake up oneday and couldn't find this fic.
of course, the choose is yours to make. do whatever pleases you, no pressure.
But if you are really going to delete it from this site, just drop a small A/N to inform us. Hugs~~

Just wanted to say that of all the FanFictions I've read, this story is by far the best. it's the only one I won't stop reading and keep coming back to. it's crazy how I can't stop thinking about it and already imagining the future scenes lol. each time I go and read a random chater I learn something new and understand things better. it never gets old. your writing is really beautiful and it's surprising how you're able to write with such emotions and convey them. I feel like I'm there, I feel every word and honestly that's what I like about this story. Thank you for your hard effort and for never giving up on this amazing story and I hope we are lucky enough to be blessed with yet another chapter very soon.

I LOVE this story. This is the type of angst I was looking for, the best hxh fic I've ever read. you added a depth to all the characters but without them being out of character. The fully detailed descriptions and the way the characters entracts with each other is just...wow. am speechless. can't wait for everyone's reaction after learning the full truth ( and here's a lowkey me wishing that nanny is not really dead and little Killua will meet her again... IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR?)
lol I can probably rant in forever. I've read it about 2 times now probably going to the 3rd if you didn't update this month! Eventhough I hate cliff hangers and that little kiss at the end( WAS THAT EVEN A KISS!?) had driven me crazy but I'm truly happy I got the chance to read this even if it isn't finished yet. I'll forever be grateful that I've read your story. I'd rather read this unfinished than not having a chance to read it at all.
I love you and love this story so much. I'll always wait for you.

A brutally honest comment:
Lately I haven’t been going back to read this like I used to. For quite some time I’d read snippets of this story frequently, before bed or during long car rides. But recently I’ve been having sex, and now that I know what that world is actually like, I haven’t had the heart to read this again. I could imagine how horrible and gut wrenching killua’s experience was, but even more so now and that hurts. However, even with a heavy heart this story means everything to me. I used to read it during tough times, to escape my reality and enter one in the imagination. Thank you for giving this to us and I hope that you can update it, however as we are all saying, feel free to take your time.

Like everyone else here in the reviews, I don't want to stress you to update soon. I am just here to let you know that I am checking for a new chapter every now and then ( everyday lol) and YES I'm re reading this fic for the third time!
This story is so so very amazing and you won't understand how much this story means to me. The story, the plot twists, the way you explain and describe the characters' feelings and the time transitions are SO FUCKING AMAZING.
Another reason I like this fic that I am getting psychologically and emotionally beat up while reading no matter how many times I've read it and that shows how powerful your reading it.
Thank you for everything you've written so far. I really hope my review might motivate you to write more.
lots of love

Dear author, you have no idea how much I needed tha

I really hope you still plan on updating this story for us someday

I never had a chance to write a review on chapter 30 (a.k.a my favourite chapter of all times) So here I am after reading this amazing fic for the second time I couldn't stop myself.
I liked the way you developed the relationship between Gon and Killua and especially when you switched to Gon's pov. My favourite part when he was practicing coming out to aunt Mito. " I like him beyond liking" omg this sentence had me in tears!
I like how you made him so aware of both himself and Killua. Even without knowing the full story, he still senses something is wrong with his best friend. and please don't let me talk about the dancing part OMG THIS WAS GENIUS!
I don't want to pressure you to update, don't rush! we are waiting for you.

I read the latest chapter and went back to read chapter 1 and HOLY MOLY I've totally forgotten how it all began. it feels like ages ago!
So, I have become obsessed with this story, thinking about it the whole time! the emotions and Killua's internal conflict he undergoes is wonderfully written. Lol I was just looking for a fanfic about killugon and holy crap, I had no idea what kind of emotional roller coaster I was leading my self into. I never regretted though, never will. I' m in love with it and then my crazy obession started after chapter 10? I really don't know whether to love or hate you. I was...shocked. To say shocked is to utter the biggest underestimate in the world I have never read something so.. heavy like this and the way it was written and detailed was GREAT. I hope you'll update soon
sending you hugs and kisses

Jesus, I've been following this story since forever. No regrets though. When I began, I had no idea how to empathize with it, I was too young, too naive. Now it hits me differently. Life can truly hurt, yeah?
Still surprised how you managed to make me squirm at the end of the chapter. It was an excellent closure, and an interesting prelude of what's next. (I do hope you keep on updating)
Also, Mito is really great. I think it's awesome how, in the cannon story and in this fic, her character portrays the struggle of loving, a love that is so strong because it allows the beloved an unrestricted freedom. How difficult it is to love in freedom, how restrictive can love be, how entitled can people feel to their emotions, how easy we assign a sense of propierty to the people we hold beloved.
Honestly, at this point, I stay not for the fandom, but for the writing. Even though, the memories of my teenager years, all that time I spent on this fic, all the things I ran away from and secluded myself in this little world, all of that make it all the more sweeter to read.
Lastly, I truly thank you for spending what I imagine is a truly remarkable amount of time on this fic. Even after all this year, even after all things that must have happened or are happening on your life, at least what little we grasp from your author's notes.

And, I mean, it has been years, is it too much to ask for a little kiss? I know this is not the point of the story, I know, I know...but that ending... man, you are killin me!

Stay home and stay safe
Best regards

I really enjoyed reading your story. your amazing style of writing is what makes it more real as if we are with them! it is so hard nowadays to find such amazing work like this and I want you to know that you are THE BEST.

Hey! I don't even know where to start. this fic is and will always be in my heart. you've already said you'll never give up on this story and I believe you.
you've a way of writing that makes the story even more amazing. you're so talented! I know it takes alot of time and effort but we can wait because it really worth it.
I want to thanK you for always coming back and giving is this explendid content. take care of yourself. take your time. we are all here waiting for you.

ok... this review took me two hours to write. I was trying to write my thoughts about this story so that they make sense to you and aren't just a review of me crying and ranting Lol. your writing is beautiful and touches me deeply every single time. damn,your writing is so vivid and raw and oh my God the FEELINGS !
thank you for continuing this story. Can't wait for the next chapter am sure it's gonna be lit!
I hope you're doing well in this tough time.