TurnMyGriefToGracehide bio
 Author has written 33 stories for Grey's Anatomy. 27 year old registered nurse who writes fics to keep my sanity and put my medical knowledge to good use. Grey's Anatomy is the only fandom I write about, and ninety-nine percent of it is MerDer. They're my OTP. I love ( Happy reading! UPDATE as of 2/12/17: I'm alive! I sincerely apologize for my lack of updates in nearly a year (yikes!). Life is very busy, and honestly, Grey's just isn't leaving me very inspired these days. Since Derek's death, I've been in a writing funk, but I'm slowly trying to get back into the swing of things with Thinking Over. I'm currently working on the next chapter, and hope to have it posted sooner rather than later. Also, thank you for the sweet reviews lately. Your loyalty to this fic means so much to me, and I hope you'll continue to stick around. :) |
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You Might Die Trying by Wamzwrites reviews
Meredith is done with Derek, but when someone starts to target her, she lets him back in, unaware that letting him back in... may end up getting her killed. MerDer. FINISHED.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Romance - Chapters: 41 - Words: 111,328 - Reviews: 1019 - Favs: 295 - Follows: 268 - Updated: 10/31/2011 - Published: 3/21/2007 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
Life's Little Lessons by ShepherdGirl2113 reviews
Year by year, Meredith and Derek watch their children grow and are reminded constantly about what makes their life complete- the little lessons that it teaches them.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 13 - Words: 81,925 - Reviews: 170 - Favs: 116 - Follows: 99 - Updated: 3/27/2009 - Published: 7/2/2008 - Meredith G., Derek S.
Addicted by MeredithGreyPotter1 reviews
Season Four, MerDer. Derek is addicted to Meredith, and Meredith to Derek, but she won't admit it. What happens when one day Meredith's love for Derek is tested, as Derek's love for Meredith is constantly being tested? Rated T for mild sexual references.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,986 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 63 - Follows: 6 - Published: 10/5/2007 - Complete
Woman by like a criminal reviews
I hate to call this my version of the finale, but I guess that's what it is because yes. Meredith and Derek finally get somewhere!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,604 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 5 - Published: 5/17/2007 - Complete
The Nine Parts of Desire by TheFicChick reviews
You never really understand desire until you've seen a pregnant woman with a jar of peanut butter.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 11 - Words: 10,430 - Reviews: 255 - Favs: 227 - Follows: 91 - Updated: 4/2/2007 - Published: 3/13/2007 - Complete
Mission to Sleep by karensmith reviews
Meredith's POV & Derek's POV. Meredith has trouble sleeping in the oncall room and sets out to get some sleep.TCompleted.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,280 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 58 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 1/8/2007 - Published: 1/6/2007 - Complete
Heat by aquamaureen reviews
Married Merder Oneshot. It's Meredith's timeofthemonth, and Derek wants to cheer her up. Cute & fluffy. First time author!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,151 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 5 - Published: 1/2/2007 - Complete
Overture by like a criminal reviews
A slightly fluffy MerDer New Year's oneshot. And Happy New Year everyone!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,897 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 3 - Published: 1/1/2007 - Complete
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Thinking Over reviews
Mainly a MerDer story. Maybe the other characters. My Season 4 continuation after 4.11 in which I attempt to fix things. Hopefully a good healing fic. Enjoy.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Family/Romance - Chapters: 179 - Words: 819,829 - Reviews: 3517 - Favs: 703 - Follows: 602 - Updated: 2/20/2016 - Published: 1/10/2008 - Meredith G., Derek S.
A Series of Seven Thursdays reviews
Post Risk (11x08) two shot. MerDer, as always. Very spoilery if you haven't seen the episode. Enjoy!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 2 - Words: 9,216 - Reviews: 50 - Favs: 66 - Follows: 69 - Updated: 11/30/2014 - Published: 11/23/2014 - Derek S., Meredith G. - Complete
The Age of Princesses and Pirate Ships reviews
This is my usual post-season finale one shot. Very, very spoilery of you haven't seen the season nine finale. For once, I actually loved how Shonda handled the MerDer story, and I wanted to expand on it. Enjoy, and let me know what you think!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,579 - Reviews: 36 - Favs: 62 - Follows: 18 - Published: 5/21/2013 - Meredith G., Derek S., Zola S. - Complete
My Future In You reviews
This picks up after 9x18, "Idle Hands." MerDer and Zola (as usual), because I can never get enough of them. Very spoilery if you haven't seen the episode yet. Enjoy, and please let me know what you think!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,919 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 67 - Follows: 26 - Published: 3/24/2013 - Meredith G., Derek S., Zola S. - Complete
Keep Warm reviews
MerDer and Zola Christmas one shot. Little glimpses into their holiday season, and of course, includes mentions of baby number two! Slightly spoilery if you're not caught up with season 9. Enjoy, and let me know what you think!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,353 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 43 - Follows: 11 - Published: 12/24/2012 - Derek S., Meredith G. - Complete
Entwined reviews
This is a post "I Was Made for Lovin' You" one shot. MerDer, as always. Very spoilery if you haven't seen episode 9.07. Meredith and Derek discusses the events of the night before, with a little Zola mixed in, just because she's too adorable not to include. Enjoy, and please let me know what you think!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,139 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 54 - Follows: 14 - Published: 12/2/2012 - Derek S., Meredith G. - Complete
Are We There Yet? reviews
A post-Flight one shot, MerDer-centric. Spoilery if you haven't seen the season 8 finale. It's written chronologically, and like the last one shot I wrote, contains glimpses that span over time, and not just a few days. MerDer cope with a loss.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,888 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 61 - Follows: 11 - Published: 5/21/2012 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
Before I Ever Knew You reviews
This is different from my other fics. It's not really a post-episode fic, but glimpses into Meredith, Derek and Zola's everyday life, which we rarely get to see. It's also a past/present/future fic, and is sectioned off into mini-fics. Enjoy!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,439 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 43 - Follows: 8 - Published: 3/3/2012 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
The First Snowflake reviews
This is set on Meredith and Derek's first Christmas with Zola, sometime after 8x10. Spoilery if you haven't seen season 8. We could all use some Christmas happiness, right? Enjoy!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,208 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 9 - Published: 12/11/2011 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
Far Far reviews
So, this is another fix-it one shot to add to the vault, based after 8.02, and includes spoilery stuff from the promos, too, in which Meredith and Derek have an actual conversation. Crazy thought, isn't it? Anyway, enjoy!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,550 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 6 - Published: 9/25/2011 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
Your Side Now reviews
This is just a post season seven finale one shot, set the next morning. I wanted to attempt to fix what happened between Meredith and Derek in that episode, because I felt somewhat let down by the ending. I hope you enjoy it.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,564 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 54 - Follows: 11 - Published: 5/21/2011 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
Everything, All at Once reviews
One shot. MerDer, as usual, based after 7.11, "Disarm." Spoilery if you haven't seen the episode. Later on that night when they're at home. Enjoy!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,428 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 9 - Published: 1/8/2011 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
All Those Pretty Lights reviews
MerDer. Post 7.10. Not really spoilery. Just something short and Christmasy that I think was important, and not really addressed on the show. Enjoy!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,575 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 7 - Published: 12/23/2010 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
Once Upon a Road Trip reviews
MerDer; post season six. Not spoilery. Random one shot idea that I couldn't get out of my head. The thought of Meredith and Derek taking a road trip together amused me, so I wrote something. Enjoy!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,317 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 7 - Published: 9/4/2010 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
The Yard Work Correlation reviews
MerDer. Set sometime in the future, created from the prompt words "autumn, leaves, kids." One shot, mostly fluff. Enjoy!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,675 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 9 - Published: 7/25/2010 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
Grilled Cheese With a Side of Bribery reviews
Post season six one shot. Meredith tries to be wifely. Just something fun and happy and hopeful after that doozie of a season finale. MerDer, as usual. Enjoy!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,741 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 54 - Follows: 9 - Published: 7/10/2010 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
Unarmed reviews
Post season six finale mini fic in which I pick up the pieces left behind. Strictly MerDer. We could all use a little therapy after that episode, right? Very spoilery if you haven't the season six finale yet.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 3 - Words: 5,448 - Reviews: 91 - Favs: 90 - Follows: 79 - Updated: 5/25/2010 - Published: 5/21/2010 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
Adventures in Whoville reviews
MerDer one shot, set after "Suicide is Painless." Basically an extension of the "Whoville" scene, in which they have a conversation that lasts longer than 30 seconds. Spoilery if you haven't seen the episode. Enjoy.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,166 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 56 - Follows: 9 - Published: 3/27/2010 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
Cut from the Same Cloth reviews
MerDer one shot, set directly after "I Like You So Much Better When You're Naked." Based on Joan Rater's blog excerpt, which sums up the point that even when they fight, they're on the same team, because that's marriage. Enjoy.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,096 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 11 - Published: 1/22/2010 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas reviews
Filling in the missing pieces from "Holidaze," like a remembrance of George, a stocking for Derek, requisite MerDer fluff, and how Christmas dinner came about. Festive one shot. MerDer, as always. Enjoy!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,035 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 8 - Published: 12/21/2009 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
The Headboard Chronicles reviews
I noticed in the latest episode that this is Meredith and Derek's third headboard. And I was curious as to why that is, even though I'm sure we can all figure out the dirty reasons behind it. Set between 6.06 and 6.07. Enjoy.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,083 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 70 - Follows: 12 - Published: 10/31/2009 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
Jello Therapy reviews
Things weren’t okay. But Derek always managed to make even the crappiest day into a better one. And right now, that’s all she really needed. Jell-O was nice too.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 994 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 44 - Follows: 13 - Published: 10/16/2009 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
The Heart of Life reviews
A post season five finale one shot. MerDer-centric. "Leaning into the fear is part of life; giving thanks for every day, no matter the outcome. Of everything George taught them, that was the most important."
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,011 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 7 - Published: 6/12/2009 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
World Spins Madly On reviews
A post season five finale one shot. Half ensemble, half MerDer. Essentially I tied up some loose ends and tried to give some season six optimism. "The past few days have been a testament of willpower. Strength. Family." Hope you enjoy it.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,204 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 10 - Published: 5/15/2009 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
You Could Model These Professionally reviews
A post 5.20 MerDer one shot. Some Izzie and Cris. Possible spoilers for future episodes, but mostly MerDer wedding talk. Enjoy!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,876 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 12 - Published: 4/29/2009 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
What If You reviews
She’s been there for him every time he needed her, and even when he didn’t. That’s just what you do when you love someone. You don’t run and hide and pretend everything is okay. Meredith knows from experience that stuff like that is crap. 5.17 oneshot.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,183 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 10 - Published: 3/13/2009 - Derek S., Meredith G. - Complete
They Bring Me to You reviews
She’s not big on holidays. He knows that. That’s why he didn’t go out and buy bouquets of roses or a teddy bear or anything else that she’d hold against him forever.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,907 - Reviews: 34 - Favs: 96 - Follows: 16 - Published: 2/13/2009 - Derek S., Meredith G. - Complete
My Dear Acquaintance A Happy New Year reviews
A MerDer New Year's Eve one shot based after episode 5.10. Enjoy. :
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,422 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 7 - Published: 12/31/2008 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
All That I Want reviews
A MerDer Christmas one-shot based after 5.10. Talking, progress, holiday fluff. Hopefully a nice holiday fic. Enjoy.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,149 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 8 - Published: 12/19/2008 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
Someone Else's Life reviews
A post 5.05, "There's No "I" in Team" one shot. MerDer progress and learning, told from Meredith's POV. Enjoy.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,563 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 7 - Published: 10/26/2008 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
And Then You reviews
A MerDer one shot that takes place after the season five premiere, told from Meredith's perspective. I wanted to give her a little hope, since she seems kind of lost and scared right now. Hope you like it. Reviews are appreciated.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,760 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 7 - Published: 9/27/2008 - Complete
Under the Milky Way reviews
A post-Freedom one shot. Derek returns to Meredith in their house of candles, written from Meredith's perspective. Just a sweet little one shot. Enjoy.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,775 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 6 - Published: 8/8/2008 - Complete
Nicest Thing reviews
A post "The Becoming" one shot. The night after Meredith left Dr. Wyatt's office. Meredith and Derek have an actual conversation and attempt to make progress. Because really, without talking, they're not ever going to get their champagne. And they need it
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,084 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 9 - Published: 5/10/2008 - Complete
