1Pagan3hide bio
Author has written 27 stories for Supernatural. As Promised: Here is the link for my books: "The Rain Song" http:///Rain-Song-Janice-Grove/dp/1935361317/ref=ntt_at_ep_dpt_2 "Going to California" http:///Going-California-Janice-Grove/dp/1936695049/ref=pd_sim_b_1 July 2, 2011: Exciting news! "Going to California" has now been released - yay!!! So, feel free to ask for it at your local bookstore or find it at ! Also: I was just informed that a couple of my stories have been nominated for awards at the Author's Note Convention happening July 16th in Roanoke, VA (Yes, I'll be there!), so check out the link - I'm so freaking excited!!! http:///nominations.html Oct. 3, 2010: If you'd like to follow my new blog, go to: I'm also on Facebook, Myspace and Twitter! About me? Jeez, let's see... I live in the United States with my husband, youngest son and our oversized German Shepherd puppy Loki. Most of the kids are grown so yes, I'm a grandma/nanna which is pretty cool! :) We have a small family owned business that keeps us going and busy most of the year, which probably explains my long lapses in updates on my stories (sorry about that). I'm a publisher author, with "The Rain Song" released and "Going to California" slated for summer 2011 release my mind gets jumbled with all the things I'm supposed to do and when. That's okay, I have plenty of outspoken friends who have no problem telling me to get back to work - LOL!!! I've met so many awesome people through fanfic and can only hope that one day I'll get to meet each and every one of those who have become a part of my heart. You know who you are and I wouldn't be where I am without all of your tugs and pushes to get busy - thanks so much, ladies!!! Pagan! :) Hi everyone! I've had a few people ask about which order my stories go, so I thought I'd help them out. Hope you all enjoy them, make sure you let me know! The Zeppelin Series (AKA: Little Sammy) The Rain Song (has been deleted due to publication) Going to California Bring It On Home Whole Lotta Love Heartbreaker Good Times Bad Times Sammy's First Christmas (one shot) Johnny Series Bullet with Butterfly Wings Bite the Bullet The Long Way Series The Long Way Home The Long Way Back Daddy Series Dee's Daddy Dee's a Daddy Possible Future Series Dazed and Confused Kashmir In the Still of the Night Stand Alone Stories Upside Down, Inside Out Briar Sammy Down and Out A Father's Love Cat's in the Cradle One Shots Meat Puppets What Is and What Should Never Be A Moment in Time The Song Remains the Same Sammy's First Christmas Getting Rusty Kiddo I hope this helps, take care!! Pagan! :) |
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The Innocents by Skye1963 reviews
AU-Michael and his brothers decided that instead of having the Vessels born human, they asked their Father that the boys be born as Angels. Uriel became angry and stole the two fledglings from Heaven only to have the fall into the hands of John and Mary Winchester. The boys were safe until one day, Sammy decided to go with his uncle on a hunt, not suspecting that it was a trap.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 6 - Words: 16,450 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 114 - Follows: 54 - Published: 12/21/2012 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
The Deal by cindy123 reviews
Story written for the Sam's bday fic exchange over at CWESS. Dean is injured and Sam makes a deal to save him. Very hurt/limp Dean...Guilty/hurt Sam...Guilty John. Dean age 18...Sam age 13.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Drama/Family - Chapters: 15 - Words: 47,535 - Reviews: 341 - Favs: 229 - Follows: 134 - Updated: 1/11/2011 - Published: 10/2/2010 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Changes by sendintheclowns reviews
Dean thinks Sam has changed, but not for the better. AU tag to Metamorphosis, episode 4.04.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 10,573 - Reviews: 63 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 35 - Updated: 1/10/2011 - Published: 1/8/2011 - Sam W., Dean W.
All it took was a ball of fluff by skag trendy reviews
An unbeta’d little gift for Phx, as another small ‘thankyou’ for all her help over the last year. Synopsis: Of all things, it was the ball of fluff that proved Sam was still Sammy. Set just after The End, Season 5.
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,150 - Reviews: 77 - Favs: 157 - Follows: 13 - Published: 2/27/2010 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
The Great Divide by Spense reviews
My take, certainly AU, on events immediately following episode 5.01.
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Family - Chapters: 4 - Words: 5,317 - Reviews: 37 - Favs: 43 - Follows: 28 - Updated: 9/15/2009 - Published: 9/14/2009 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Apocalypse, Take One by kelhome reviews
Castiel gives Dean a look at the future. Dean does not like what he sees.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Family/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,618 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 130 - Follows: 15 - Published: 7/30/2009 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Heat of the Moment by skag trendy reviews
When Sam is late home from school, John’s own brand of discipline goes a little too far. Sick Sam. Angsty/angry/guilty Dean. Angry/guilty John. Dean 19, Sam 15. WARNING FOR LANGUAGE!
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 11,575 - Reviews: 228 - Favs: 746 - Follows: 203 - Updated: 7/25/2009 - Published: 7/21/2009 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Hunter Of The Shadows by skag trendy reviews
Top Secret Fic for Darksupernatural. Happy Birthday! Teenage Sam and Dean on a hunt with their father, but when things go badly wrong it drastically alters the Winchester family dynamics. Will the boys survive? Lots of LIMP Sam and Protective Dean.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 28 - Words: 107,485 - Reviews: 1065 - Favs: 602 - Follows: 193 - Updated: 7/14/2009 - Published: 4/3/2009 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Of Fireworks and Brother Moments by darksupernatural reviews
Bro-mo for the Fourth of July! Happy times to all who celebrate! Just a few minutes with Dean and Sam as they stop along the road.
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 904 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/2/2009 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Troubled Water by Phreakycat reviews
Sam's pretty sure he's going to die under this bridge, next to this stupid, stinking river.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,973 - Reviews: 73 - Favs: 392 - Follows: 45 - Published: 4/28/2009 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
The Monster Is Really Suspicion by WindSpirit79 reviews
For all the fears and warnings, the boys find out the monster is really suspicion.
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,899 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 9 - Published: 1/23/2009 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Try To Remember by skag trendy reviews
He didn’t know his own name, and who the hell was that guy stalking him? Complete AU set after Blood Lust. Season 2. Please read the warnings before embarking on this adventure; it's the darkest story I've written to date.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Crime - Chapters: 1 - Words: 15,042 - Reviews: 48 - Favs: 87 - Follows: 18 - Published: 12/6/2008 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
War Zone by darksupernatural reviews
You promised if I went dark you'd kill me. You have to keep that promise...now. Dean please." The war comes home. Literally. Are the brothers strong enough to survive? Even with other hunters standing the line with them, can they win? See warnings.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 8 - Words: 33,910 - Reviews: 141 - Favs: 58 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 11/19/2008 - Published: 11/7/2008 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Revenge by maxandkiz reviews
Dean and Sammy fianlly get their revenge on Jack. Sequel to The Accident. Dean-14 Sammy-10
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Family - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,059 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 11/8/2008 - Published: 11/2/2008 - Sam W., Dean W.
A Brother's Worst Fear by darksupernatural reviews
The guy's go out for dinner and things go very wrong. How far will one brother go for the other? Read and see. Reviews welcome and appreciated. Features returning characters and an old friend. Just want you to know nothing supernatural belongs to me.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 10 - Words: 8,055 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 3 - Published: 9/24/2007 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Last Plane Out by Muffy Morrigan reviews
When Dean gets a call that Sam has been seriously injured how far will Dean go to get to his brother in time? HURT!Sam, protective Dean
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 4 - Words: 12,995 - Reviews: 164 - Favs: 485 - Follows: 117 - Updated: 8/24/2007 - Published: 8/22/2007 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Cracks In The Glass by cottonmouth reviews
Six months after Full Moon, Fast Cars, Sam and Dean are hunting together when the yelloweyed demon makes a reappearance, and Dean is brought face to face with his old life and the reasons he quit hunting in the first place. AU SamDean slash, mentions of c
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 25 - Words: 94,818 - Reviews: 307 - Favs: 200 - Follows: 68 - Updated: 8/5/2007 - Published: 4/10/2007 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Graduation Day by Muffy Morrigan reviews
Sam's graduation day and sometimes an insensitive jerk can have a chickflick moment, too
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,353 - Reviews: 44 - Favs: 71 - Follows: 12 - Published: 7/18/2007 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Classified by Rhapsodista reviews
Charlie's in trouble, and Don and the team race to save him. Will they get him back alive? A brothers story. Rated for violence and some language.
Numb3rs - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14,164 - Reviews: 52 - Favs: 252 - Follows: 38 - Published: 6/27/2007 - Charlie E., Don E. - Complete
That's My Story by Tolakasa reviews
Preseries, Stanford. Sam's dormmates are relieving exam stress by telling their best stories of horrific family antics.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,892 - Reviews: 110 - Favs: 1,112 - Follows: 129 - Published: 4/5/2007 - Sam W., Jessica M./Jess - Complete
Ambush by Rachelly reviews
Dean and Sam run into serious trouble when hunters gang together and make Sam their prey, and Dean, his only hope. Sam angst, Dean angst, hurtSam, hurt Dean.. NOW 1595 reviews! Thanks guys!
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 29 - Words: 224,993 - Reviews: 1644 - Favs: 821 - Follows: 267 - Updated: 3/28/2007 - Published: 1/3/2007 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
The Kill by sissa610 reviews
A curse,which returns Sam to the age of three,leaves Dean fighting for the life of his brother from a demon.it's great i promise! Now Finished!
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 15 - Words: 14,222 - Reviews: 123 - Favs: 115 - Follows: 50 - Updated: 3/27/2007 - Published: 2/7/2007 - Complete
Spirit by Ciya reviews
AU What could have happened in the epi 'In My Time Of Dying' if Sam was the only one who could see Dean.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 8,590 - Reviews: 46 - Favs: 134 - Follows: 34 - Updated: 2/25/2007 - Published: 2/24/2007 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Breathing Became So Hard by dancer51 reviews
Set directly after ELAC. Dean wonders what made him forget that he still had the most important thing in his world.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 5,627 - Reviews: 127 - Favs: 250 - Follows: 92 - Updated: 2/11/2007 - Published: 12/26/2006 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
How Did This Happen? by FraidyCat reviews
Charlie's life takes an unexpected turn.
Numb3rs - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 31 - Words: 48,340 - Reviews: 255 - Favs: 54 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 1/24/2007 - Published: 1/4/2007 - Charlie E., Don E. - Complete
Living Expenses by Tolakasa reviews
Preseries. Scholarships don't pay for everything. When you're not talking to your family, that makes summer the worst time of the year.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,974 - Reviews: 166 - Favs: 1,052 - Follows: 100 - Published: 12/15/2006 - Sam W. - Complete
Between the Shadows by Dawn N reviews
Follows Devil's Trap. The Winchester family is faced with something it never saw coming not even in their worst fears, especially Dean's. NOW COMPLETE!
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 28 - Words: 173,158 - Reviews: 1530 - Favs: 542 - Follows: 182 - Updated: 10/21/2006 - Published: 6/24/2006 - Complete
Faux pas by Phx reviews
‘Okay,’ Dean decided as he heard the change in Sam’s voice, ‘fun time’s over.’ He only wanted to torment the kid, not have him traumatized…
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,253 - Reviews: 65 - Favs: 237 - Follows: 32 - Published: 10/10/2006 - Complete
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From Inside the Looking Glass reviews
AU! limp!Sammy, guilty!John. A vengeful spirit has its sights set on John but it's the youngest Winchester who pays the price. Will the family be able to stay strong in the aftermath, or will the spirit's plan ultimately succeed?
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 25 - Words: 41,048 - Reviews: 240 - Favs: 83 - Follows: 107 - Updated: 11/20/2011 - Published: 1/2/2010
Dodge a Bullet reviews
AU! Sequel to Bullet with Butterfly Wings and Bite the Bullet. Normal becomes scarce when a blast from the recent past makes an appearance and turns the Winchesters perfect lives upside down.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 9 - Words: 16,253 - Reviews: 53 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 31 - Updated: 11/17/2011 - Published: 6/11/2010
The Long Goodbye reviews
AU. Teen!Chester. John goes off on a hunt but doesn't return. Fifteen year old Dean does what he has to in order to do the best for Sammy.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Family/Drama - Chapters: 27 - Words: 48,976 - Reviews: 296 - Favs: 110 - Follows: 128 - Updated: 11/16/2010 - Published: 5/29/2009 - Complete
A Recovered Moment reviews
Tag to Salvation. John and Sam share a Father/Son moment. Caring!John I know...shocker, right?
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,190 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 3 - Published: 10/3/2010 - Complete
Shattered Heart reviews
Preseries. Hopefully AU! Sam finds out something from Jess.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 967 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 2 - Published: 2/7/2010 - Sam W., Jessica M./Jess - Complete
The Ties that Bind reviews
AU! Teen!Chester. LIMP!DEAN! The family bonds are pushed to the limits when a hunt goes more wrong than John could have expected. With Dean hurt, how will the family stay together, how will things change? Not a death fic!
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 12 - Words: 24,177 - Reviews: 102 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 63 - Updated: 12/29/2009 - Published: 6/6/2009 - Complete
Cat's in the Cradle reviews
AU! When John and Dean go to Maine to stop a Shtriga, they find more than they bargained for when they find the missing member of their family... with his critically ill daughter.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 21 - Words: 42,164 - Reviews: 291 - Favs: 166 - Follows: 125 - Updated: 11/20/2009 - Published: 4/14/2009 - Complete
Moonlight Serenade reviews
Wee!Chesters of sorts... PreSeries. A night drive leads to doubts, solutions and absolution for one single father
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 535 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 3 - Published: 10/11/2009 - Complete
Puppy Dog Eyes reviews
Set after ELAC. An early bday for Sammygirl1963. A big brother in a surly mood makes a halfhearted wish... what could possibly happen?
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Family/Humor - Chapters: 7 - Words: 10,268 - Reviews: 89 - Favs: 65 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 9/20/2009 - Published: 8/9/2009 - Complete
Down and Out reviews
AU! A hunt gone bad leaves the Winchester's one man down and another doubting his worth. Can what happened be undone six years later when fate brings all the players back together?
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 22 - Words: 49,363 - Reviews: 134 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 38 - Updated: 9/19/2009 - Published: 10/12/2008 - Complete
In The Still of the Night reviews
Severely AU! John and Dean are trying to find the answers to their parents death while fighting to protect their little brother Sammy from the very thing that tore their family apart.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Family/Drama - Chapters: 15 - Words: 33,825 - Reviews: 93 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 43 - Updated: 5/11/2009 - Published: 9/21/2008 - Complete
A Father's Love reviews
Preseries. Teen!chesters. John takes the boys on a simple camping trip to celebrate a successful hunt and to have some downtime with his boys, but nothing ever seems to go according to plan, does it? Sammygirl1963 and darksupernatural, I hope you like it!
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 5 - Words: 11,309 - Reviews: 54 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 37 - Updated: 4/6/2009 - Published: 3/11/2009 - Complete
Kashmir reviews
AU to Croatoan. Years ago the Winchester family was torn apart. Now a hunt has gone wrong sending a son to find a cure only to find long buried truths, while another continues to face his losses and fights to keep his life his own.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 28 - Words: 72,832 - Reviews: 339 - Favs: 94 - Follows: 58 - Updated: 3/11/2009 - Published: 8/1/2008 - Complete
Dee's a Daddy! reviews
AU! Sequel to Dee's Daddy. Dean's been saved from the pit and now he has to piece together the sudden appearance of his son while trying to figure out how to save his brother.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 10 - Words: 21,918 - Reviews: 56 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 2/26/2009 - Published: 12/27/2008 - Complete
Bite the Bullet reviews
SEQUEL to Bullet with Butterfly Wings! Johnny is finally starting to get used to his life as Sam Winchester with everything that goes along with it, but suddenly a blast from the past threatens to destroy what he cherishes most.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 29 - Words: 64,106 - Reviews: 227 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 10/22/2008 - Published: 4/14/2008 - Complete
The Long Way Back reviews
SEQUEL TO: THE LONG WAY HOME! AU! Sam and Dean are about to find out that sometimes the hardest thing isn't creating a home, it's finding your way back to it.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 26 - Words: 61,773 - Reviews: 214 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 30 - Updated: 9/14/2008 - Published: 4/1/2008 - Complete
Getting Rusty Kiddo reviews
Preseries oneshot. Caring!John! A visit to a store shows John just how much his baby boy has grown up.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,373 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 4 - Published: 8/21/2008 - Complete
Briar Sammy reviews
Wee!Chester! Dean 10, Sammy 6... When a dare results in the yougest Winchester being transformed, what will it take for John and Dean to get him back in one piece; not to mention back to himself?
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Humor/Family - Chapters: 3 - Words: 5,114 - Reviews: 44 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 5/30/2008 - Published: 5/23/2008 - Complete
Dazed and Confused reviews
When John's misperceptions blind him to what's really going on with his son, will Sammy pay the ultimate price? Limp/Hurt! Sammy, Protective!Dean, Angsty/Guilty!John
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 28 - Words: 62,185 - Reviews: 409 - Favs: 256 - Follows: 114 - Updated: 5/14/2008 - Published: 2/17/2008 - Complete
Bullet with Butterfly Wings reviews
The demon wasn't the only one that visited the Winchester's that fateful night, and they took the youngest member of the family with them. Now years later on vacation, an odd encounter raises the question: Is Sammy still alive?
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 42 - Words: 117,619 - Reviews: 368 - Favs: 109 - Follows: 66 - Updated: 4/6/2008 - Published: 12/23/2007 - Complete
The Song Remains the Same reviews
Oneshot AU to the Pilot episode. Some things may change, but the song remains the same.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Family/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,592 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 2 - Published: 3/24/2008 - Complete
A Moment In Time reviews
Oneshot!limpsam!, angsty!Dean/John, with a 'What the...' moment at the end... oh! possible tissue alert!
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 920 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 5 - Published: 3/24/2008 - Complete
The Long Way Home reviews
AU. Dean makes a decision to force his Dad to become the father his brother needs, but when he finds out how badly his plan backfires, it's going to take everything he has with the help of his friends to bring Sammy home. !Crazy John!
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 54 - Words: 149,930 - Reviews: 519 - Favs: 201 - Follows: 102 - Updated: 2/19/2008 - Published: 11/7/2007 - Complete
Dee's Daddy reviews
When a well meaning witch chooses to help Dean out of the crossroads deal, it leaves one brother not himself, and the other in over his head.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Family/Drama - Chapters: 15 - Words: 35,300 - Reviews: 124 - Favs: 65 - Follows: 38 - Updated: 2/17/2008 - Published: 1/16/2008 - Complete
Upside Down, Inside Out reviews
Preseries. Sam's having trouble with their latest move, but when he stumbles into a class experiment, his family wonders if he's being affected by outside influences, and the end results could completly shatter their family.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Family/Drama - Chapters: 10 - Words: 21,756 - Reviews: 84 - Favs: 65 - Follows: 36 - Updated: 12/26/2007 - Published: 10/29/2007 - Complete
What is and what should never be reviews
One shot, after AHBL2, S2spoilers. Sometimes paranoia is a good thing, sometimes it's not.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 644 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/28/2007 - Complete
Meat Puppets reviews
One shot, takes place right after AHBL2, spoilers. Things aren't always what they seem.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 346 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 2 - Published: 9/28/2007 - Complete
