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Author has written 26 stories for StarTrek: The Next Generation, StarTrek: The Original Series, StarTrek: Other, StarTrek: Enterprise, StarTrek: Voyager, Harry Potter, CSI, House, M.D., M*A*S*H, and El Goonish Shive. I have decided to preserve my profile as it was when I was a teenager. The following is that profile as it appeared on 05-29-2010. Enjoy, internet historians! My profile has been changed and now only contains love for everyone. Love, love, love... But the world, sadly, contains hate. I found the following while reading another member's profile, and it struck me. Thankfully my differences haven't hurt me yet, but I'm still afraid they will. Fight for love and kindness in all things: I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time just because she was 'different'. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again. I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear. We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men. I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me. I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male. I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men. I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that. We are the couple who can never hold hands in public because of the disgusted glares that follow us. I am the woman who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual. I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me. I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind. I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male. I am the girl ashamed to tell my own friends I'm a lesbian because they constantly make fun of them. I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson." I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most: love. XOXO 1) Being gay is not natural. Real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, liposuction and air conditioning 2) Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, in the same way that 3) Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy 4) Straight marriage has been around a long time and hasn't changed 5) Straight marriage will be less meaningful if gay marriage were 6) Straight marriages are valid because they produce children. Gay 7) Obviously gay parents will raise gay children, since straight 8) Gay marriage is not supported by religion. In a theocracy like 9) Children can never succeed without a male and a female role model 10) Gay marriage will change the foundation of society; we could Copy this to your profile if you believe in legalizing gay marriage! XOXO To you I give my heart, my kindness, and my joy. To you I give my essence, my everything, and all that I am. To you I give my strength, the help you to rise above. To you I give what I can not keep. You are perfection in everything you do. For you I hide my pain, my tears, and my sorrow. For you I smile always, laugh often. For you, anything. Everything. I do not know you, stranger, but I love you. XOXO Aww, are you feeling the butterflies of love yet? If not, you need to read more inspirational books or something. Or I just need to write better five minute poetry... Whichever. XOXO Loving quotes: Wilson: That smugness of yours really is an attractive quality. House: Thank you. It was either that or get my hair highlighted. Smugness is easier to maintain. X House: Chase loves me. And isn't Turkish. Wilson: No, Cameron loves you. Chase just loves his job. O Foreman: Yeah, you're all about nurturing. House: Do you need a hug? X Cameron: All this hate is toxic. O Wilson: I love my wife. House: You love all your wives. XOXO You know when you live in 2007 when... 1.) You accidentaly enter your password on a microwave. 2.) You haven't played solitare with real cards for years 3.) The reason for not staying in touch with your friends is they dont have a screenname or my space 4.) You'd rather look all over the house for the remote instead of just pushing the buttons on the TV 6.) Your boss doesn't even have the ability to do your job. 7.) As you read this list you keep nodding and smiling. 8.) As you read this list you think about sending it to all your friends. 9.) You were too busy nodding and smiling to notice number 5. 10.) You scrolled back up to see if there was a number 5. 10.) You've read this before and looked for the missing number 5. 11. You didn't notice that there were two number 10's. 12.) Now you are laughing at yourself stupidly. Put this in your profile if you fell for that, and you know you did. XOXOXO Whatever you do, where ever you go, go lovingly. And pick up some more sap on your way to the store, I used all mine up. Kidding... With love, Adenil |