Here Are The Basics About Me!

Name: Misha (Melissa)

Sex: Female

Location: USA

Faith: Atheist

Occupation: Fast Food Employee (TACO BELL, BITCHES!), Student

Obsessions: Yaoi, Final Fantasy, Death Note

Preferred Music: Metal, Alternative, Rock (Korn, Dir en Grey, The Birthday Massacre, Slipknot, Mushroom Head, Arch Enemy, Cradle of Filth, Dimmu Borgir, System of a Down, AC/DC, Rasputina, KYO, Marilyn Manson, Lacuna Coil)

Absolute Fav. Pairings (Seme/Uke): SasuNaru (Naruto) and RaitoxL (Death Note)

Absolute Fav. Anime/Manga: Death Note, Kikaider, Yami no Matsuei, Negima!, D.N.Angel, Little Butterfly

Favorite Writer on : Miya-chan! (Miyamashi)

Favorite Story on : Business as Usual by Miyamashi, followed by Alice Syndrome authored by Biohazard child

Hobbies: Drawing, writing, exploring new music, reading

Likes: Dark things, be it emotionally dark or dark looking. The 'Gothic Lolita' style (artwork and clothing), submission, innocence, guy on guy love, solitude, work.

Abhorred things: Closed-minded people, short reviews, rudeness, being watched, being pried at, failure, stupid people, EMO KIDS and just about everything involving them (style, stereotype like what people think they act like, music, artwork). I actually use the word 'emo' as an insult. Also, I hate people who try to be what they have no right to be.

If I Were Stereotyped: I don't know. I own a white and gold South Pole jacket and wear it frequently. I have straight leg pants. I have a white and red summer dress that has flowers on it. I have a sweater which promotes punk. I have a brown and cream striped turtle neck. I wear a little of everything, my looks change daily. But, if I were stereotyped by music, I would be a metal head, easy. Probably even a goth.

Summary: I'm a proud animaniac (not the cartoon, a name a friend of mine dawned upon me) and have been since fourth grade. It wasn't until I began watching Inu Yasha that it really kicked in. Like almost every girl, my first anime was Sailor Moon. The only anime that I watched when I was little that I still like are Outlaw Star and Gundam Wing. The first time I have ever seen yaoi in any shape or form was when a friend of mine lent me Gravitation vol. 1 by Maki Murakami back in sixth grade. I couldn't help the butterflies that formed in my belly when Shuichi and Yuki kissed. As the years passed, I started to like yaoi more and more. It wasn't until my sophomore year I had tossed all the boundaries I made for myself of what to like and what not to like about yaoi out the door (except one: my hatred of furries). Incest . . . shota . . . tentacles . . . I'm for it all!

I began writing seriously when I entered high school and spawned the idea of Closed Eyes back in December 2005. It wasn't until recently that I made an attempt to write something completely different than what I'm used to; Horror. Looking back, I'm so amazed as to how much I've progressed since then it's almost scary. I went from amateur long dialogues and short description to a healthy balance of both. If I ever finish one of my many stories, I plan them to be published under a pseudonym without my parents' knowledge. Like I'm really going to let them know I write sex. Pfft. By posting my work online, I hope to receive constructive criticism to improve my writing and learn what I'm doing wrong.

Unfortunately, it seems I will only receive attention for my more erotic works. That makes me sad.

As of late, I have taken up a new drawing style, although drawing doesn't have much to do with this site I'm mentioning it anyway. Thick stripes, random crosses, lanky girls with long necks, spots. All black, white, and pink. It's pretty cool I think.

Works

Current FanFic Works:

... Vacancy (RaitoxL) - Raito has discovered L's weakness; the detective liked him. During his ploy to bring about the death of L, will the vacant, empty space in his heart be filled and will he spare him? Anything goes where God is only a man. A man known as Kira. Rating: M, Word Count: 10,164, In Progress, Warnings: Explicit Gay Sex, Angst, Drama, Too Similar to Life (ask me if you don't understand)

... Freedom (RaitoxL) - Anything to be free. Anything to escape. Rating: M, Word Count: 3,584, Complete, Warnings: Explicit Gay Sex, Angst

... Feelings Left Alone (AkuRoku, Riku/Sora) - Roxas questions his emotions and purpose for life, while Sora is afflicted with a terrible feeling of paranoia. Rating: M, Word Count: 9,548, Not Complete/Dead, Warnings: Explicit Gay Sex, Super Angst

Future FanFic Works:

... Attention (MelloxNear) - He needed this more than life itself. He would do anything to be looked at, especially by the one he hated most. (( Yeah, it doesn't seem all too thrilling, but I'm in a MelloxNear mood. It's just going to be a oneshot PWP (Porn Without Plot).

... More Than a Gang Fight (LxRaito) - Since running away from Wammy's House, he had forgotten who he was. That is, until Kira came along. (( Another oneshot in progress. That is, a very long oneshot. Lots of plot with planned sex at the end. I haven't exactly finished it yet. I felt that I should appease the LxRaito fans, although I prefer RaitoxL.

Non-Fic Works (PM me or suttin if you want them):

... Closed Eyes - Who ever knew brotherly love could evolve into something so . . . disturbing? Enter the world of Damien and find out what exactly went wrong. Rating: NC-17, Word Count: 23,730, Not Complete/Hiatus,Warnings: Heterosexual Foreplay, Incest, Shota, Explicit Gay Sex, Minor Violence, Super Angst

... Scream Your Heart Out (PWP) - Rei isn't who you really think she is. In fact, she isn't even a 'she.' Her true name is Tatsumi, and he has been sucked into the underground world of lust and sex. Rating: M, Word Count: 23,809, Not Complete/Hiatus, Warnings: Explicit Gay Sex, Incest

... Ill - Every time you touch me, all I feel is pain. Every time we kiss, it only makes things worse. Every time I see you with her, I just want to die. What have you done to me? What disease have you infected me with? Rating: M, Word Count: 13,432, Not Complete/Hiatus, Warnings: Explicit Heterosexual Sex, Explicit Gay Sex, Super Angst

... Macabre - What can one man do under the avaricious desire to find the one he loves? What would he have done having known the heinous world created by the malevolence of humans that awaited him? Rating: M, Word Count: 11,776, Not Complete/Hiatus, Warnings: Horrific Images, Graphic Violence, Explicit Heterosexual Sex, Shota, Posted at http:///story/81842