Roxas and Axel Yaoi
Feelings left Alone

(This continues off from the part when Axel says quietly to himself, "I would," after hearing Roxas say, "No one would miss me anyway." Also, they wear BOXERS under their pants even though they wear leather. Why? Cuz no one will notice! Mwahahahaha! AND BEGIN!)

The blonde haired boy turned slightly, looking back to his closest friend, swearing he heard him mutter something. "Axel, what?" Roxas asked, fighting his leather Organization XIII uniform as it tried to stop him from further turning to the side.

Axel looked up, a nameless emotion lingering in his emerald eyes. He wasn't sure exactly what to say back. The normal Axel would have just shrugged it off, letting the younger boy dwell on it by himself, but this moment was different. The strong fire endlessly burning in his soul dimmed down to a small ember, the fire calmed by the presence of the blonde. The red head progressed toward the stilled Roxas, his shoulders swaying slightly with each step. When the red head was only standing about a foot away, the blonde felt a slight warmness rise to his cheeks.

"If you were to disappear, I would miss you." Axel announced, placing his hands on the smaller boy's shoulders.

Only seeing this notion as a sign of the close relation of friendship they developed, the blonde smiled, showing off his pearly whites. "Thanks, Axel. At least someone cares." he paused for a moment and looked up into the red head's face, locking sapphire with emerald spheres. "You're the best friend a guy can have."

Friend? Axel thought, shocked that hearing the word actually hurt his heart. Why? Wasn't he satisfied with being just the blonde's closest friend? Why did the classification of "friend" hurt so badly? Maybe…the red head began in thought, maybe what I feel is more than friendship…

"I…am only a friend?" Axel asked, the words spilling before he could hold them in. He continued to look into Roxas' eyes, disbelief swelling in the young boy's face.

"What more could you possibly want from me? I have given you trust, care…What more could I give?" Roxas gave a hurt look, disappointed by Axel's reply to his compliment. It was outright rude, uncalled for, but the look in the red head's eyes seemed lost, emptied out of the rebellious spirit he once possessed only moments ago.

Axel closed the distance between him and the blonde, looking down at those plush lips that were only Roxas. He never felt so confused in his life, it felt as if he were actually attracted to the young boy. He tried to push the thoughts of coming out of the closet out of his mind, but to no avail, terrible thoughts ran through his mind. He imagined the younger boy crying out his name, and he just had to feel those soft lips.
A cry it almost was, came from his lips as he felt the warm mouth of his older friend against his own. Roxas tried to escape the older man and took steps back, but Axel was there, taking steps forward along with him. It wasn't long until Axel had Roxas against the wall, hands pinning the young boy at the shoulders. The red head finally pulled back after what it seemed to be hours to the blonde later, taking in a long heavy breath.

"I want all of you, all to myself," Axel whispered as he brushed his lips against the blonde's ear, earning a soft moan.

"A-Axel, but we're both…" Roxas was interrupted as he felt something warm and wet move along his jaw line.

"It shouldn't matter, and I don't care." The red head continued on with his ministrations, hands moving onto the young boy's chest, pulling down the zipper to the robe agonizingly slow.

The blonde didn't give up. "We don't even have hearts, Axel. Its impossible for you or me to even feel this way...please..." Roxas tensed up as he felt a gloved finger run along his now bare collar bone, wanting nothing more than to escape.

"But when I'm with you," Axel argued, "I feel as if I do have a heart. I may not have a real beating heart, but I do have the one that you've given me," and the red head caught Roxas in a kiss again, soft, and gentle. He felt the younger boy try to squirm out of his grasp, but his strong hands kept the blonde still. Thinking of a better place for his ministrations, Axel pulled out of the kiss and lifted Roxas up in his arms, bridal style.

In an instant, before the blonde could protest, they were gone and appeared in a room. The walls were a fiery red, as if they would set ablaze themselves, the tables were red as well along with the floor, a small sofa, and a bed. The bed was slightly different though, the sheets were a little darker than the rest of the room and the head and foot boards had carvings in them that were to symbolize fire but were kept their original wooden color.

The blonde knew where they were.

"Why are we in your chamber? Put me down!" the blonde demanded, trying to get out of Axel's arms. Instead, the red head continued to carry him...over to the bed.

Roxas was placed on the silk sheets gently, his head comfortably on a pillow, but it wasn't long before Axel was above him, knees on either side of the young boy, hands on either side of his head.

"Roxas, you can't tell me you don't feel anything for me..." the red head said, pain gracing his emerald spheres. "Haven't I given you a heart the same way you have to me?"

The blonde was silent for a moment. He did feel for Axel, but what the red head was doing was only striking fear. Thoughts of escape were rushing through his mind...and how it seemed a fire was really burning in Axel's eyes...Wait, why was he suddenly noticing this about Axel? Now that he thought about it, why was he so afraid? He couldn't well say that he didn't enjoyed the red head's ministrations, for each lingering touch felt like a blessing to his skin. Then it hit him, his fear came from acceptance, but now, he didn't have to worry, for he knew Axel would always accept him...

"You have..." Roxas admitted, looking away from those emerald spheres, "I was just too much of a fool for running away from it...I'm sorry." He moved to feet together, then realized his boots were gone. With one glance downward, he noticed Axel was barefoot as well.

Axel smiled at his friend and gently took the young boy's chin in his hand, making blue spheres look into his own. "It's alright," and again, Axel locked his lips with the blonde's. To his surprise, the blonde kissed back, even wrapping his slender arms around the red head's neck. The older boy began to continue which he was doing earlier, his hand back on Roxas' uniform zipper, unzipping it further. A sigh escaped from the young boy's lips as gloved fingertips graced his bare chest, swirling teasingly around a pink nub. The blonde rose into Axel's touch begging for more. To his dismay, Axel pulled away.

"Just let me take this off..." and Axel zipped the uniform all the way and slipped it off of the young boy. He locked Roxas into another kiss as he slowly slide the leather pants off the blonde's hips, fingers ghosting at the swelling hardness already forming. The red head licked the blonde's lower lip, begging for entrance. Roxas granted him access, hips rising into the working gloved fingers from below. Wanting to see some of Axel, he began to work the zipper of the red head's uniform, working faster than Axel had worked on him. The gloved fingers began to tremble as Axel's tongue explored the warm cavern, occasionally stroking his tongue along the blondes.

With Axel's robe now sliding down around his elbows, Roxas ran his fingers along the red head's spine, making him shiver. Becoming impatient, Axel pulled out of the kiss and practically ripped off the leather pants that stuck to Roxas like a second skin, causing the smaller boy to gasp in surprise. He grinned as he saw only one layer of fabric remained in his way of seeing his newfound love. Roxas only blushed, feeling a little uncomfortable under Axel's staring. The blonde was already hard, which made Axel laugh. The red head took off his robe completely, discarding it to the floor, and placed his fingers on the waistband that hugged the blonde's hips, but another set of hands pulled them away.

"Not until yours are gone too," Roxas sighed almost shyly, finally deciding to remove his gloves, taking off Axel's gloves as well.

"Of course, angel," Axel replied, beginning to pull off the leather pants on him.

Roxas blinked. "A-angel?"

"Why not?"

"It's just...I dunno..." the blonde answered, a pink color in his cheeks.

The red head chuckled, then literally ripped his own pants off, almost taking the under garment with them, revealing that he was also in a hard state. He didn't really have much patience when it came down to it, he didn't really have the right temper to deal with patience. Axel finally changed his position and began to straddle the young boy's hips, rocking forward to cause his hardness to rub against the blonde's, bringing moans from the both of them. Wanting more, Roxas rose his hips to meet the red head's, moaning and sighing from the friction.

Their actions only made them harder, making each burn with lustful desires. They rocked faster, grinding against the other. Axel leaned down for another kiss, sliding in his tongue when Roxas let out a moan. The red head's hands traveled along the blonde's slim figure, then a finger and thumb caught one of the nubs and tweaked it. The blonde moaned into his paramour's mouth, rising into every touch. Thinking proved to be difficult as a hand wormed down the boxers and grabbed the blonde's shaft, causing him to break his lips away from Axel and let out a long moan.

The red head chuckled. "You like that, Angel?" he let a finger swirl around the head.

"Ah...Ax...el..." was all the blonde could managed. He raised his hips into the hand, begging for more.

"Say please," the red head said, smirking.

"Axel!" Roxas beamed, but his voice soon lowered to a deep moan as Axel gave a light squeeze. "F-fine...please?"

Victorious, Axel laughed for a moment then began pumping the boy, loving the sounds that escalated from the blonde. The red head moved his lips to the blonde's neck and nibbled at the skin there. Roxas began to thrust into his friend's hand, moaning loudly at the feeling. It felt so new, for Roxas has never touched himself before. He just never really thought about it or felt the need to, but now he just needed more friction. He let Axel know this, and the red head happily complied. When the blonde felt as if he were to burst, Axel pulled his hand away. The blonde sighed in disappointment, making the red head laugh.

"Even though you look adorable when you pout, don't worry. I'll be sure you get to feel that wanted release you've been begging for..." Axel informed, voice thick with lust. His kisses moved down to the blonde's collar bone, being sure to leave a love bite. The red head's actions made Roxas writhe under him, only encouraging the man to continue. Axel then encased a nub with his lips, sucking and nibbling on it, making Roxas rise up to meet his lips. The red head moved along the blonde's torso quicker, pausing at Roxas' navel to dip his tongue in a few times.

"Oh...Axel..." the blonde moaned as the nubs on his chest were tweaked again. His senses were being attacked...and if felt wonderful.

Axel withdrew his tongue from the blonde's navel and moved lower, using his chin to push down the snug boxers the boy wore. He greeted each new bare patch of skin with kisses and nibs, then took the waist band in his teeth, pulling down the boxers the rest of the way, being sure the fabric brushed over Roxas' weeping shaft. The red head flung them out of his mouth and they flew to the floor, landing on the leather they had previously discarded. Axel looked down at his beloved, not bothering to hide his hungry emerald spheres. Roxas blushed again and turned his head.

"Do you have to stare like that?" the blonde asked shyly.

"But you're so beautiful, no need to be embarrassed," Axel reassured, then gave the young boy a chaste kiss and pulled away. He then lowered his head slowly to the head of the blonde's shaft, but stopped when he felt two hands tangled in his rebellious red hair. The red head looked up, emerald locking with sapphire spheres.

"Axel..." It wasn't a question or a demand, nor a beg, but it somehow the meaning got to Axel.

"I want to, so hush," the red head replied, finally giving one of the blonde's erect nipples a break and slid a finger into Roxas' mouth. On instinct, Roxas began to suck on it to much of Axel's delight. The older boy lowered his head down once again, giving the blonde's shaft an agonizing lick along the underside then up to the head where he let his tongue wrap around it. Roxas moaned loudly around Axel's finger and tried his hardest to hold his hips back. He didn't want this treatment to end with a wrong move.

Axel respected the blonde's control and soon encased the head in his mouth, sucking on it gently but then harder as a beg from the blonde. Moans escalated when the red head took more of the blonde into his mouth, moving his other hand onto Roxas' hip, holding it firmly down. The other hand had now two fingers sliding in and out of the blonde's mouth.

A collage of emotions and pleasure was plaguing Roxas. The blonde wanted to shove his cock into his paramour's mouth but held back. The feeling was unbearable and it was driving him crazy. His fingers tangled in the red hair, painfully slow pushing his hands against Axel's head, begging him to take more of him.

Again, Axel complied. He relaxed as he deep throated the blonde, running his tongue along the length, sucking roughly, earning more mewls from the young boy. Once he had Roxas fully, he began to bob his head. This went on for a few moments, before Roxas had moaned loudly, clutching onto Axel's hair tightly. Taking this early sign, Axel pulled away enough till only the head was still in his mouth and began to suck roughly as the hand that was on the blonde's hip moved to pump the base of his shaft. Roxas let out more mewls.

"Axel! Oh gods..." he cried, moaning out Axel's name, rising to meet the red head's mouth. It wasn't long before his orgasm swept him, releasing his load into Axel's awaiting mouth.

After swallowing most of he could of the blonde's cum, Axel pulled back, smirking as he swiped some of the white substance from the corner of his lips. The red head brought the finger to Roxas' lips.

"Go on, have a taste," Axel ordered. Not to his surprise, the blonde deftly took the finger into his mouth, sucking on it gingerly, knowing the effect was sending blood to the red head's groin.

Seeing this as an opportune moment to lubricate his fingers, Axel forced two fingers into the blonde's mouth. Once he felt they were ready, the red head pulled them back. Slowly, the fingers moved down Roxas' body, slipping behind him once they past the blonde's hips. As he found the ring of muscle he quested for, the red head crashed his lips with the blonde's, enjoying the mewl that came. Almost instantly, the mewl turned into a sound of discomfort as Roxas felt a finger rub along his entrance, lubricating the tight ring then entering. Roxas writhed under his red headed lover, not knowing exactly of what to feel of the intrusion.

The blonde pulled away from his lover's lips at he felt another digit ease inside him.

"It feels so..."

"Weird?" Axel finished. He chuckled as he began to scissor his fingers against the tight walls. "You just wait til I find..." but the red head was cut off as he heard the blonde moan loudly. His grin was plagued with lust as he stroked the spot again, loving the sounds he heard. The older man slipped in one more finger, stretching his blonde love further and stroking the sweet spot more roughly.

Roxas was beginning to see stars, nothing had felt so good before. He began grinding his hips against the intruding digits, moaning as his prostate was touched again and again. The blonde wanted more, the fingers inside him no longer satisfied the aching lust. At first, he was not sure what he wanted, but when he looked down to see Axel's arousal, it hit him.

"Axel..." Roxas begged.

Smirking, the red head listened. "Yes?"

The blonde bit his lip, a little shy and a small blush tinting his cheeks. "Fuck me."