Whatup, I'm Kenna, I'm 17, and I never freaking learned how to write.

She/Her

Bisexual

I update whenever the hell I can because I have an extremely hectic schedule.

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Instagram: iksnyzsak

Wattpad: weareyourlegacy

AO3: I_wrote_my_own_deliverance

I fangirl over:

-Musicals

-Star Wars

-Marvel

-Literally anything by Rick Riordian

-Voltron

-Harry Potter

-KOLTC

-Jurassic World

Things I like to do outside of the fandom:

-Train/ride/work with horses (rodeo, jumping, eventing, etc)

-Dance

-Randomly quote vines (it's a bad habit)

-Wallowing in self-pity Be positive

Peter Parker is Tony Stark's adopted son, fite me.

Favorite musicals: Hamilton (obviously), Dear Evan Hansen, Be More Chill, Heathers, Newsies, The Lightning Thief, Hadestown, Phantom of the Opera, Chicago, Calamity Jane, Seven Brides for Seven Brothers, Beauty and the Beast

Favorite bands/singers: Clipping, Alec Benjamin, Labrinth, Novo Amor, Panic! at the Disco, Chelsea Cutler, Childish Gambino, Alan Silvestri, Ben Platt

Favorite canon ships: Percabeth, Solangelo, Snowbaz, Pepperony, Reylo, Lams (okay, I'm sorry, but they're totally canon, have you read their letters? They're hella gay.)

Favorite non-canon ships: Klance, Meggy, Mullette, Jeffmads, Ironstrange, Stucky, Sokeefe, Stormpilot

Some of my favorite quotes:

"When my prayers to God were met with indifference, I picked up a pen, I wrote my own deliverance." -Hamilton

"Let the past die. Kill it if you have to. That's the only way to become what you were meant to be." -Ben Solo

"Our family doesn't get to decide who we are. We decide who we are." -Keefe Sencen

"And when I drift off, I will dream of you...it's always you." -Tony Stark

"Whoa, back the T-Rex up!" -Keefe Sencen

"Rise up, wise up, eyes up" - Hamilton

"You make me lovely, and it is so lovely to be lovely to the one I love." -All The Bright Places

Playlist for Picking Up the Pieces:

All For Us-Labrinth

Sound The Bugle-Bryan Adams

To Die For-Sam Smith

Home-Machine Gun Kelley

The Call-Regina Spektor

Mansion-NF

Hide and Seek-Imogen Heap

Can You Hold Me-NF

Medicate-Gabbie Hanna

Bad Liar-Imagine Dragons

Red Flags-LEW

Therapy Session-NF

Gabriel-Alec Benjamin

Lucid Dreams-Juice WRLD

Your Shirt-Chelsea Cutler

Out Loud-Gabbie Hanna

At My Best-Machine Gun Kelley

Carry You-Novo Amor

Head Above Water-Avril Lavigne

Self Care For When You Hit Rock Bottom

(because we've all been there before)

-can’t shower or take a bath? Me either. Dry shampoo can make your hair look and feel cleaner, and baby wipes or makeup wipes work great to get the top layer of grime off your skin.

-can’t wash your sheets and make your bed? I feel you. Push your blankets out of the way and shake the crumbs off your sheet. it will at least be a bit more comfortable.

-can’t even change out of your dirty pajamas? Been there. Hit yourself with some febreeze and a lint roller. if you can, brush your hair. if you can’t, hair ties and bobby pins are fantastic.

-can’t make anything to eat? same. if you can, there’s no shame in ordering food. In fact, it’s probably better you eat something rather than go hungry. If you can’t, try and find something that comes pre-made or takes minimal effort to make. at the very least, drink some water.

can’t respond to messages or reach out for help? Yeah, I get that. set an alarm for a few hours from now and respond to any messages you need to once you’ve given yourself time to prepare. if they’re Important Messages that need Professional Responses, you can find fill-in-the-blank format rough drafts on google. As far as personal messages go, don’t feel bad for sending a mass “I’m sorry, I’m in a personal emergency right now. I’ll get back to you as soon as I can.” response to everyone.

-can’t even sleep because it’s so bad? Asmr videos always knock me out, personally, but I also watch a lot of bob ross. Just try to find something quiet and soothing to use as background noise and take your mind off it, or at least give you a more peaceful environment to think about it.

-can’t go for a walk/drive? Try opening the blinds or curtains. You’re still exposing yourself to the outside world. Baby steps. (I also play animal crossing or sims; it may be virtual but fuck it. I went on a walk.)

-can’t go into work/school? let people know. let your coworkers or classmates know it’s an emergency and you can’t make it. give yourself up to two days, but then you have to go back. ask to have your work emailed to you so you know what you missed.

-can’t brush your teeth and wash your face? Makeup or baby wipes and gum or mouthwash. don’t let yourself physically rot bc you’re rotting emotionally.

-remember that you’ve been here before. if you survived then you can survive now. that’s what this is about- survival. you don’t have to be living your Best Life. right now, it’s more than enough that you’re alive