My name's Ender, and I'm a 20 year old Canadian. Agender, they/them pronouns please. And by please I mean use them or I'll burn your house down.

My Tumblr is gay-jesus-probably, and I'd advise checking it out if you want to see me screaming about whatever I'm writing, or throwing out bonuses, spoilers, character designs, and so on. Check out the tag "holy shit it's my writing" on the blog if you want to skip all the shitposts and social justice.

I also have an AO3 account, Gay_Jesus_Probably, which is for the sake of crossposting all my works. ...Is what I'd like to say, but tbh I'm kind of terrible at crossposting? It took me awhile to figure out how AO3's formatting worked, on account of me being a dumbass, so once I'd worked that out there was a bit of a backlog of stuff posted here that wasn't up there. And I just kind of... never got around to moving them. And then I managed to post some new stuff on both accounts at the same time I finished them, except then I wrote some stuff for a fandom that barely existed on here, so I posted it on AO3 and not here... basically it's a clusterfuck. I swear, both accounts are me, I'm just an idiot.

I promise absolutely nothing when it comes to update times. Unless I've promised a specific schedule, in which case you hold me to it and tear me apart the second I slip. I have those for a REASON damn it.

I'm a NaNo writer, so... expect this profile to go dark for all of November, and probably a fair part of December while I bang out a novel and then recover from writing said novel. If I ever decide to churn out a fanfic novel, believe me, you all will be the first to know.

Long list of fandoms that probably isn't worth going in to right now.

I am extremely pansexual, and generally just sick of seeing straight couples in 99% of my media, so... please know, I write literally no straight couples whatsoever. Everybody's LGBTQ. All of them. It might look straight sometimes, but I guarantee, one of them's ace, or bi, or pan, or nonbinary or something. This is a no straights zone. I'm also aromantic, so for obvious reasons romance...

I've got some pretty major ADHD, and even with my meds, focusing is never going to be my strong suit. So if you see any weird, gaping errors in any of my works that look like they could have been picked up by anyone with a careful eye, please feel free to let me know, because I'm not good at doing it myself. Just, be patient with me for being a little scattered, it's how I am. I've also got some pretty heavy RSD (Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria) so if you could also pair it with something nice that would be appreciated, because otherwise I'll spend the week in a feedback loop of self loathing. It be like that, you know?

DISCONTINUED FICS

Not All Who Wander (Gravity Falls)

This was written when I was on like, hour 48 of no sleep. I'm sure it was going somewhere, but I don't actually remember anything about writing or posting this, so I think it should stay in the realm of horribly sleep deprived.

Lunam Ignis Cold Flame (Kingdom Hearts)

I briefly got super into the idea of an Axelnort AU, but tbh? Ran out of steam on that one fairly quickly, and I don't think I'm wandering back in. At least, not enough for specific fics, cause I do have a fair amount of unpublished material for this AU. I think there's a few little pre-KH1 snippets, and there's a couple thousand words of post-DDD stuff I wrote before KH3 came out. And while that is very interesting, it requires enough explanatory preamble from me that I don't really see a point in posting it. If you're interested, feel free to PM me about it, I'll give you the preamble and links to the google docs.

ON HIATUS

Uh. Let's just go ahead and assume literally every single project is on hiatus, because seriously sticking to a schedule is hard. I'm very sorry.

The reason for this was me getting a new laptop back in March 2018. I transfered all my files over, no problems there... except I've always pirated Microsoft Word (fuck the police and all that), and this time the pirated copy I was provided with didn't work. Thanks dad. And while I had the free trial period to get my files copied over to Google Docs, I didn't get around to it, so they were all locked into read-only files, which is inconvenient cause I kind of need to be able to work with my documents as I go. I couldn't even copy them, which was bad, because that is way too much stuff to transcribe. Like, even my outlines I need to be able to work with as I go, because I add and change things, so I really couldn't just start a Google doc where the Word doc ended. Basically, I was stuck.

Until February of 2019, when my laptop updated, and for some reason Microsoft Word was suddenly convinced that yes, I was still in the free trial period, and had about three days until everything locked on me. I'd learned my lesson in that department, so I got literally everything copied over into google docs that night. So now I've got all my outlines, WIP's, and completed work available to me, and open to work with... I just need to get back into the swing of it, cause it was about a year of disrupted writing, and I kind of lost all my good habits. So everything's on hold cause I'm not a functional human being.

And now, for specifics about projects.

Displacement Division (Star Wars)

Oh don't worry, we are DEFINITELY getting back to these. Especially Displacement, because I'm not abandoning this behemoth now. We've got a lot of story left. But re-reading it is kind of painful, because let's be honest here, the earlier chapters are not my finest work. So I've got the first three parts all together in their own docs now, minus the AN's, and I'm currently working on editing the whole thing. It goes better when the chapters are all together, makes it easier for me to keep the whole thing moving smoothly. Once the edits of Displacement are done, I'll get back to writing.

As for Division, if I'm totally honest, when I started it the outline wasn't super great. I mean, I kind of knew where I was going, but I got myself turned around way too much. Ended up having to just delete the whole thing and start over again. It happens. On the bright side, the new outline is some good shit - Division's going to be a fun ride. And by fun I mean painful. So fun for me! Anyways since it's only got one chapter posted, all of this changes literally nothing. It'll resume after I'm done with the Displacement edits.