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I'm sorry guys... I'm very sorry, but I feel like... This is the end of my fanfiction.net activities. The musical I'm playing in is soon to be performed, and after that I should get back to writing... In theory.

The thing is, my life has changed alot in the past half year. I've got other friends than I had before, more reliable friends, but also friends that I spend time with ALOT more than I ever did with whoever I knew.

Another point is that I'm not very up to date anymore with Inuyasha, which I really regret, but when school and the musical AND friends are taking up your time it's not really like it's strange. And if it were so that I had a great idea for a story but... I lack inspiration. I've had half a year of trying to think of a storyline, but unfortunately, nothing has come out. Demonic Wings was my last try to get my inspiration back, but I was already too late, 'cause when I thought of that my life was already full of stuff to do. Not like I could go and memorize the book which I wanted to base the story upon for afternoons and afternoons.

I feel really sorry, especially for those who've always supported me. ChristyKay is one of them, I've mentioned her so many times before, Nghi, but I don't know if she's still called that (I'm ashamed, yes...) and all of the reviewers that supported me.

I've decided to quit when, 2 weeks ago or something, someone emailed me, or rather, flamed me. My stories sucked, but for me that was not the point. She commented me on my BIO, and I realised: I had written that BIO a year ago... O_O I didn't even recognise myself in what I had written here. It kinda made me realise that in my life, the way it is now, there is no place for fanfiction.

It seems like I'm banning all fanfiction when I say it like this, but that's not what I mean. For me, it's like a book that has slowly closed, and now it's just not that important to me (I'm sorry...) But closed books can always be opened again, so maybe I'll be back, but for now...

This is it.

I'm sorry, especially for the people who've waited for me to return here and write again. I want you to know that I might be reading stuff every once in a while, but I definitely won't be writing anymore. Not now, is what I mean.

And personal to ChristyKay: I WILL edit and betaread your Halloween oneshot, that's something I will TAKE time for.

But in general: S@n-ch@n is gone off fanfiction.net

My honest apologies to everyone.