Some wounds heal more slowly than others, and some can only mend when the conditions are right. Ethan/Alicia (One-shot) set during the aftermath of the night that changed everything. Angsty/sensitive themes.

Three-parter / sensitive themes. After 2 1/2 years of tension and upset, Alicia is almost unreachable at the most wonderful time of the year as a result of her past trauma. It’s a race against time for Ethan to reach his best friend and try to find the magic once more.

Dr. Alicia Munroe returns to Holby ED after a year off aloof and guarded, with baggage even those closest to her cannot begin to understand. As time passes by, and as truth unravells piece by piece, secrets threaten to destroy life as they all know it.

After things took a turn for the worst, Alicia remains in a coma unable to be roused. Upon admission to the hospital, the team discovered through extensive testing a horror that nobody anticipated: a pregnancy. The gruelling decision to deliver the baby pre-term was made, but with a newborn whose mother is almost gone, there’s a moral minefield and many unanswered questions.

Is it ever too late to save things with the person you should have never let go? Ethan/Alicia one-shot, AU of the ending S33Ep8.

After Alicia’s first night home since she was discharged, Ethan decides she shouldn’t wake up alone and miserable. One shot.

The entire department is rocked by the devastating events of August 4th, of which nobody ever dreamed would happen. As people heal, what caused the fateful night to unfold the way it did becomes more and more apparent.

After the ambulance overturns due to an explosion, staff are rushed to hospital. Alicia’s exisiting injuries are worsened and in an awakening moment, Ethan realises his shortcomings and guilt for being so absent in his best friend’s life. One shot.

After a long three months recovering from that night, Alicia takes the final intimate step — the biggest risk yet — to heal and move on for good. Rated ‘T’ for suggestive/explicit themes and references. One-shot inspired by song lyrics.

Broken and vulnerable by the heartless actions of a colleague, Alicia is left struggling to come to terms with that night. As PTSD manifests, she blocks the world out around her the only way she knows how. It is a battle of ex-partner & best friend Ethan to save her from isolation and spiralling downwards even further, but there are consequences for him further down the line.

When a suspicious cardboard box is discovered in the waiting area of the E.D, the team quickly realises it is an unusual Tuesday day shift. However, Ethan remains haunted by a secret he has no choice but to keep, otherwise life will be destroyed for good.

After time has widened the rift, what remains of what was once beautiful? Is it possible to save everything?

With new life comes lots of exciting opportunities. However, a looming diagnosis of an incurable disease passed on through genetics is a recipe for disaster. Especially when one parent is still completely in the dark.

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Comfort is found in the strangest of places - places that used to be home. Trigger / sensitive themes

All Alicia Munroe wants is to love and to be loved. One argument too many rocks her and leads her to drink and nights with men she only knows the first name of. The worst happens and her already-broken world is smashed. Distrustful of men and hurting on the inside, it’s a race to soften the turmoil and find the woman that once was.

Noticing that Ethan is down, Charlie decides to take him under his wing and offer some honest fatherly advice. One-shot ahead of this week’s ep28.

It is snowing heavily outside, and they have a dispute to settle. Whose idea will triumph and who will win? One-shot — (main story is Half Chance hence picture) *rated T for suggestive themes*

After rekindling on the hospital balcony, life resumes for Ethan and Alicia as they have always dreamed it someday would. However, nothing is ever straightforward, especially not when there’s a secret threatening to surface — one that could irreparably change everything.

After a particularly difficult day in the ED, the staffroom ends up in a state beyond repair. Feeling demoralised and at his lowest, Ethan reaches out for help. However, help does not come without the threat of stirring emotion up again. One-shot.

After months of fighting and being apart, Ethan is determined to make it up to his best friend. Little does he know, she’s already been waiting up in the hope he surprises her. Etica one-shot.

After an awful shift in the ED and an argument, Alicia is more than down. She writes an article to combat her feelings of hopelessness, but is joined by an unexpected person . *set as continuation of S32, Ep22*

After finally getting to know one another properly, Ethan is keen to delve into his girlfriend’s past and learn the reasons why she was guarded for so long. One-shot.

Something had changed, they both knew it, but the reality was too painful to face. Instead they just ignore the fact that the ocean between is growing bigger and bigger with each passing day. It is a race to anchor themselves and find belonging before it’s too late.

Tiny (ridiculously full of cheese) Etica one shot ahead of next couple of week’s episodes.

Short prose piece depicting the lows of love — how it very much isn’t all sunshine and rainbows.

When it emerges everyone at Holby is at risk of losing their job, there’s chaos. For Ethan in particular, he can’t find a solution to escape the life he has been propelled into. Things change when someone unexpected offers help to he and Alicia, but they are put in an impossible situation.

When a young medic tragically ceases to be, there’s a ripple effect of grief that takes the department in a chokehold. Eventually, everyone starts moves on. Upon clearing out, Ethan discovers a discarded tatty notebook of Cal’s. Challenge though it may prove, he is determined to tick off every last bullet point as a tribute to the big brother he lost.

Brushing aside doubt and anxiousness, Ethan jumps to the responsibility of single father, largely coping well. Putting the past behind him, he sets out to make a better future for the fragment of remaining family he has - blood is thicker than water. Glueing things back together piece by piece, he is determined no obstacle will wedge between him and his little human.

It is a shift like any other, with all the chaos of Boxing Day. Holby is at its peak busiest time and the department fast runs out of essentials. Dr Gardner sends two of her medics to go and search for equipment, with interesting consequences.

After a long shift in a new role, Ethan seeks solace in solitude on the balcony of the ED. Someone unexpected turns up, choosing a chilly conversation outside over the annual department Christmas do. (One-shot, my take on the trailer)

Many men have disappointed Alicia in her lifetime. Though a successful, glitzy, bright medic, people seem to leave in a heartbeat. Alone, she struggles to cope with the sense of abandonment and bad habits soon worm their way in. Christmas sings heartache loud and clear, and oceans must be crossed to reach her before she becomes unreachable for good.

When Lily's Christmas plans fall through, a certain someone offers to step up and make sure she does the things she originally wanted to do. (1/3 Christmas fics from me, Connie/Sam and Alicia/Ethan to follow)

Winter should be magical for Ethan. New home and newly a qualified consultant, it is a time of many ‘firsts’. But, there’s a missing piece.

The worst night of Ethan's life threatens to have more long term consequences as time progresses. With both Cal and Alicia fragile, all responsibility falls to him. No comfort lies in knowing their worst nightmare is still on the loose, and being powerless to do anything about it, nobody is out of the woods.

A series of festive mishaps involving the adventures of Lily & Iain.

After Iain's return from war, Lily is left to pick up the pieces and glue them together in an attempt to rediscover the man who got lost out there. (Triggers of PTSD/conflict)

Lily confronts Iain about his feelings for Sam. One-shot based around my take of this week's Ep9.

Having settled down in her career, Lily is content and almost complete. Agreements normally suit her well, but when feelings are involved, it changes things.

When a busy Lily gives Iain the all-important task of finding Halloween costumes for their sons, it proves a lot easier than he first imagined it might.

Lily's vivid dreams start to affect her waking life and threaten to thwart the budding relationship she has with Iain. However, as he soon realises, there's more meaning to her dreams than either first imagined.

In the wake of Caleb's death, Ethan is stricken with grief and struggles with accepting that his worst nightmare is still on the loose. When Alicia discovers she's pregnant, there's potential that everything could change forever.

A relaxing bath takes a turn that Lily wasn't quite expecting.

On Valentine's Day, Iain presents Lily with a more unique gift. As time passes, she finds herself more affected by it than she ever could have imagined.

It takes the fading of daylight for feelings to be realised.

As Lily opens up about her past, Iain learns secrets of hers that have never been told before. He soon realises there is much more to her than meets the eye.

At Lily's cousin's wedding, Iain asks Lily to dance and is met with less hesitation than he first thought.

(Prev. called Let Me In) Iain and Lily grow closer whilst figuring out if each other is worth the risk. It's not all straightforward, and everything seems to be getting in the way of their happiness together.

(just your generic Liain fic, inspired by bits of music and poetry that I stumble upon) I take ideas/suggestions via review or PM, as well as my own.

Some things are better left unsaid - especially things that never should have happened.

Ethan and Alicia are on-off ever since the night of New Year's Eve. The only thing holding Ethan back is his brother.

One-shot. Typical evening in the lives of Lily and Iain, who have a son together.