"The world holds infinite possibilities for us."

I like rain, but only when I'm inside with a cup of hot chocolate in my bed along with a good book to read. I like playing the guitar, and writing songs, when writing stories is not enough of an outlet for me. I like pleasing people, people who I care about, because their happiness is so much more precious than mine, but when someone I know destroys their happiness, I destroy them. I'm usually an honest person, and I believe in always being honest wholeheartedly, but sometimes, my honesty hurts myself more than other people. I take risks only when I am more than fifty percent sure that the risk is worth it, although looking back, maybe the chances weren't really worth it. I like to think that I am a good person, despite the constant sarcasm and occasional innuendos, but underneath it all, I have no doubt that if I were to be in the hunger games, I would survive for a long time because contrary to their beliefs, I didn't become friends with my friends for nothing. I hate letting people down, but I have no qualms about doing it if people have constantly let me down.

And I suppose, maybe that's why I put a stop to writing You Remind Me Of Someone.

I thought I was tough. And in real life, I am. I face the bullies. Once, without meaning to, I was the bully. But here, online? The bullies are faceless, nameless, murky shadows that keep changing form and shape and words that sting that you try as you might to forget, but never would. So yes, maybe I am weak. I guess I should've known it was a risky thing to do crossovers, because either of the sides of the story can attack you.

Which is why I deviated to one-shots within a loving community, called Shenny. I love Shenny so much, that it aches to watch the current season. I've stopped watching season 7 after The locomotive something episode, because, because, because. And it's been disappointing for a while now. So to my dear fellow Shenny shippers, if the time ever does come when the writers have knocked their head and realize it's Shenny that works, tell me. You'll find me wallowing in a cave where wishes don't come true.

Oh, and The Fault in Our Stars is not released until mid September in my country. FML.