"Words are, in my not-so-humble opinion, our most inexhaustible source of magic. Capable of both inflicting injury, and remedying it." -Albus Percival Wulfric Brian Dumbledore.

((((update: still a great quote, but important to note that trans lives matter, and they deserve respect))))

Update (7/5/20):

Hello friends! I hope you're all staying safe and doing okay and healthy!

If you're looking to learn something about me, I've updated random parts of this page, but you probably won't get too much from this profile tbh (most stuff is wildly out of date, except for Renaissance update times oops). Feel free to PM me any questions or concerns or if you just want to be friends :)

Current Status (7/5/20):

Renaissance

Chapter 25:

Word Count: like 3000-4000ish idk???
Approximate Update Date: hopefully by end of July :(

Writer's Block has been murdering me. You'd think, oh hey quarantine == let's-finally-update-fanfic-nonstop. But nope! I do have a good chunk written, but honestly I have no idea if I like it. Probably going to need to plan some stuff out before returning to this. But it will be updated! We've come way too far to end now. I may need to write something new at some point just to say I published another fanfic since I literally haven't ever since this one started, but this story will be concluded!

Other Stories

Alluring Nightmare: Fun fact: I actually have a doc in which I planned out up to like chapter 33 or something. Will that ever get written? Who knows, probably not tbh, but ideally that'd be cool.

Conceal, Don't Feel: tbh i'll probably rewrite this story for the 1000th time instead of updating it.

Call Me Crazy: ugh no i reread this story and just no.

Rewrites (not actually a story): Since I have grown as a writer over the years, I have been toying with the idea of rewriting a bunch of my old stories (particularly X-Virus Saga, Nagihiko's Father, Airplanes, Rima's Life as a Vampire, Easter's Revenge, and more!). There is a possibility that once I reach the point in Renaissance I want to, I may take a break from all of my current works to rewrite my older stuff, keeping the basic plots the same but making them actually make sense. Betrayal, Deception, Persevere, and Human to Chara: All of these are stories that I have put on indefinite hiatus, and have every intention of rewriting, especially Deception. A Shining Star, Glimmering Hearts, Human By Day Pokemon By Night, Magnets, My Lost Father, Pokemon Black: Withering Flower and Shadow Hearts are officially discontinued and are almost definitely not going to be rewritten (My Lost Father being the exception sort of kind of).

If the idea of one of my discontinued stories intrigues you, feel free to shoot me a PM if you would like to construct a story in a similar fashion. I may rewrite a story like Shadow Hearts/Glimmering Hearts one day. Any hiatus stories will be continued/rewritten one day, and as such, I will not be accepting any offers for others to take that premise. However, if your idea is similar but not exactly the same, that is acceptable.

Other Accounts

Archive Of Our Own: QueenofSpades98 (I will be posting my favorite stories I have on here on there).

Tumblr: (I don't actually use this, but I'll try to soon!)

Twitter: pika_thunder25 (mostly video game stuff)

FictionPress: QueenofSpades98 (I posted one story, but I'm not super active on here).

WattPad: queenofspades98 (Going to at the very least post Renaissance soon).

Facts about me (NOTE: lots of things are wildly out of date; perhaps I'll update one day):

-For some reason, I don't feel comfortable posting my name on here (not that my name is particularly uncommon or anything), so you can call me whatever you want. If you really have some burning desire to know my name, I'll tell you through PM.

-I am of the female variety.

-I am twenty-two-years-old.

-My birthday is April 13th.

-As of January 2020, I have had this account for nine years, which is beyond insane (and i've been reading/writing fanfics for longer than that yikes)

-I am a huge nerd. Not only do I obsess over video games, TV shows, and books a crazy amount, I actually like school part of the time, and I have a weird obsession with math, science, and computer science.

-I am a huge fan of video games, especially Nintendo. I have loved Nintendo since I was in a stroller, and I will never stop. My love for Nintendo topples my love for anything else, and Mario, Pokemon, Kirby, Smash Bros, etc. are always going to be my first love.

-In terms of video games, I also love Kingdom Hearts, Final Fantasy (VI, VII, X), Portal, and Undertale, to name a few.

-I have a major obsession with Disney. I've gone to Disney World 10 times thus far, and I will quote Disney songs randomly. My favorite Disney films of all time are Aladdin and Mulan.

-I really like binge-watching TV shows. Some of my favorite TV shows are: Sherlock (we don't talk about season 4), Game of Thrones, Daredevil, Jessica Jones, Avatar: The Last Airbender, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Firefly, Doctor Who.

-Writing is nothing without reading! Some of my favorite books are: Harry Potter, Hunger Games, The Giver, The Fault in Our Stars, Lord of the Flies, Feed, Alice in Wonderland, the Stranger, Brave New World, Catcher in the Rye, the Great Gatsby, A Game of Thrones, and many many more I am blanking out on!

-I love to go on rants about anything imaginable. I'm really quiet and timid, but mention a topic I'm passionate about and I won't shut up. I really love to go on rants about feminism/gender stereotypes especially.

-I mostly write for the Shugo Chara! fandom, even though I am considerably less obsessed with SC than I am with everything else. The reason most of my stories are SC is because I am not afraid to do crazy things with those characters. I have less of an emotional attachment with them than I do with, say, Mario or Pokemon (though Pokemon I do write a lot for too), so it's much easier to write for them. Also, SC didn't really have a definitive ending. That's the reason I don't write Harry Potter fanfiction, because I can't mess up the continuity. It's a weird mental block.

-ya gurl is a college grad in CS !!! you may not realize cause i have no pics of a graduation because there was no graduation (thx rona), but I do have the diploma and job to confirm :)

-I have low self-esteem, which really sucks. I have no confidence in my writing or practically anything.

-I'm really socially awkward, and it's bad. Perhaps this coincides with the last fact, but I wish I was better at making friends.

-Speaking of making friends, I love making friends. I suck at it, but I love having many friends. That includes on here. Feel free to shoot me a PM! I love talking to lots of people, even if I am slow to replying :). I usually read the stories of my friends too, just saying.

-I like listening to music. I need music to write. It gives me ideas and moods.

-Speaking of music, I have the weirdest music taste. I listen to music specifically to foster ideas for stories. You can catch me listening to Evanescence and Within Temptation, but also Disney music. Video Game music is my jam; I've been really into the Undertale soundtrack recently. update (2020): probably humming some random hamilton song or whatever game i'm playing (persona 4 golden currently).

Stories I want to write in the future:

Crossbows and Screwdrivers (Hunger Games x Doctor Who): After Rue dies, the games seem to change for Katniss. She knows that she needs to win for Rue's sake. However, shortly before she is supposed to discover Peeta, she hears a mysterious sound, and suddenly, she sees a blue box with a strange man that promises her an escape.

Probably won't write this anymore to be honest. I'm not really into either fandom anymore, and this idea stretched back to when Matt Smith was the Doctor.

My Hero (Sherlock): What happens when a tragic accident occurs, leaving Sherlock with amnesia? Can John restore Sherlock's memories, or will Sherlock never remember anything that occurred between the two of them? No definitive description.

I'm mad at this whole series to be honest, so I can't imagine myself writing any Sherlock fanfiction let alone something as angsty and cliche like this.

Change of Heart (Shugo Chara): When a freak accident changes the bodies of Yuiki Yaya and Mashiro Rima, they both have to learn how to act like each other. How will they be able to act in each other's bodies?

still really want to write this!!!

Chained (Shugo Chara): After having been previously captured by Easter, Nagihiko and Rima find themselves chained together by handcuffs, and having no way of escaping them. How will Nagihiko and Rima survive having to do everything together, despite their constant fighting? RimaHiko.

Probably not going to write this because it's way too cliche and, honestly, mildly creepy.

Genocide (Pokemon): The virus Pokerus was, for years, believed to have a positive impact on Pokemon by giving them better individual and hidden values to make them stronger. However, what if the Pokerus virus was actually a disease sent out by an evil organization to eliminate the existence of Pokemon?

Not even sure what ideas I had with this story...

I Remember Now (Doctor Who): "Lately, I've been having these dreams. They're impossible dreams. One day, I dream of the eruptions of Pompeii, the songs of monsters, an abandoned library, and so much more. And in each dream, there's this man; this attractive man with a mysterious blue box." "They're just dreams, Donna." They were so much more than just dreams.

Not really too obsessed with DW anymore and season 4 stuff was just way too long ago. I think this idea existed because Donna's ending was really sad, but I don't think this one will happen.

Human to Chara Rewrite (Shugo Chara): What problems will arise, when Yuiki Yaya suddenly becomes the chara of Kairi Sanjou? Yairi. Tentative description and title.

See top section regarding my older stories being rewritten

Inheritance (Shugo Chara): After getting into a tragic car accident, Amu Tsukiyomi is pronounced dead. Being an aristocrat, Amu has a lot of money left, and has a long and complicated will, assigning where the money will go and how much to whom. What happens when her husband Ikuto is given less money than her teenage boyfriend Tadase Hotori? Fights will break out for the money, and other issues amongst her oldest friends will occur. All characters! Slightly AU.

I think I would grow bored of this story after like two chapters lol. Not only do I not having a shipping either way for Tadamu or Amuto, but this story is just way too boring. I need my fantasy/sci-fi story stuff going.

Island Wars (Shugo Chara): Based on the concepts of mostly Survivor, the Hunger Games, and Jeopardy. The cast of Shugo Chara is placed on a deserted island, and told they have to perform in challenges, ranging from talent shows to Jeopardy-like questions in order to stay alive. One person will be eliminated at a certain time interval. The winner will receive the embryo to grant whatever wish they want! Interactive! (you can vote for who you want out).

Pretty sure the SC fandom is way too dead for this to work.

Sing Your Heart Out (Shugo Chara): When there is a Show Choir club formed, all of the guardians realize they all have a passion for singing. Terrible description, but basically a musical fanfic based on Glee, where each character will sing a song fitting to their life and dark events will occur. Songs will vary, being anything from Pop, Broadway, Rock, etc. Any requests you guys have will be contemplated.

God no. What the hell was I thinking?!

Siblinghood (Shugo Chara): Kukai and Yaya have always had a closer bond than everyone else. They shared something special, since Yaya perceived Kukai as her older brother and Kukai called her his little sister. They always turn to each other in a time of distress. When Yaya is in a tragic accident and her life and memories are questioned, what will Kukai do with himself? Yaya and Kukai sibling-fic. Possible Yairi and Kutau.

angsty sadness is always a safe bet. Maybe this will be written in a moment of extreme writer's block.

Genetic Burden (Shugo Chara): Ikuto and Utau have seldom had a choice of their own. Ever since their father left, they have been forced to work for Easter and cannot aspire their dreams. When they finally believe they are free to do as they wish, that mindset is quickly crushed and they are assigned an impossible task: kill their father. Description is up in the air. Ikuto and Utau fanfic (no incest). Possible Kutau and Amuto.

Ooh I forgot about this! This is actually interesting hmmmmm...

Locked Away (Shugo Chara): It has been two years since the guardians defeated Easter. Easter was just a memory of the past, locked away for good. However, there was a prophecy that stated that the Humpty Lock could impose destruction on the guardians, before they graduated. In an effort to protect them, Tsukasa replaced the Humpty Lock with a fake, the one Amu holds. What is the potential power this real Humpty Lock holds? All characters/romance. Thank you bluemoonbutterfly for providing me with this brilliant idea!

This is kind of similar to Renaissance in a way, but I like this too!

Lost (Sherlock): It has been three months since Sherlock supposedly died. John has been unable to move on. Sherlock is staying at many different places, in an effort to survive. Sherlock is nothing now; a lost soul attempting to survive in the world. When John learns that Sherlock is alive, he is determined to find him. However, Sherlock is determined to survive without him, not wanting to screw up John's life. How far will the two go to achieve their goals? No romance.*Given season 3 being canon now, it is likely I will not write this*

There are about 1000 reasons this will probably never be written (okay probably only like 2).

Compliant (Shugo Chara): Why can't I control my own life?! In order to become the heir of the Fujisaki family, Nagihiko must go through many obstacles and deal with much more than an average person should endure. One of these steps includes being forced into an arranged marriage. He is forced to escalate a romance with a girl named Serena, who he learns to utterly loathe. Despite his forced marriage, he discovers himself falling for someone entirely different whom he had chemistry with for a while. RimaHiko.

I could see myself writing this with a slightly altered plot but still the arranged marriage bit, but lol why Serena what a random name.

Yours Truly (Shugo Chara): What if Nadeshiko was actually real? All of his life, Nagihiko had to pretend she wasn't real. However, what if one day she returns, with quite the opposite personality as Nagihiko, and imposes trouble? As children, Nagihiko's impeccable dancing overshadowed her, and now, she seeks revenge on him and plans to make his life a living hell. NagiNade sibling with provocative Nadeshiko and obligatory RimaHiko.

;) maybe i've perhaps started working on something sorta similar to this ;)

Wow, I'm impressed you made it all the way here. Congrats!!! Hope you liked what you saw!!!