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Joined 05-16-09, id: 1936716, Profile Updated: 04-08-15
Author has written 20 stories for D.Gray-Man, Naruto, Vampire Knight, Bleach, Uragiri wa Boku no Namae o Shitteiru/裏切りは僕の名前を知っている, and Togainu no Chi/咎狗の血.

Update of Super-Uber Specialness (4/8/15):

Hello All,

What's it been now, a hundred years? Geez time flies. In a year I'll be graduating college and moving on to PhD studies... holy crap, adulthood has arrived.

Anywho, you may be wondering why I've gathered you all here today. It's been a long while, but I'm considering coming back to fanfiction for a little bit. My main original fiction project has ground to a halt due to my own lack of time, but I want to keep writing and I'd like to go back and rework some of my stories. Particularly, I think I'm going to revisit my LuzexOC fics and perhaps embark on a couple of other series I like, but haven't necessarily explored. I can't make any promises at this point, but if the whim strikes, and I have the time, I might upload a little something here once in a while. Rereading my story reviews, I did see plenty who were disappointed I halted on the Uraboku front, so if anything gets rewritten, it will definitely be that one.

Of course, this also depends on my time management skills. I am back in Japan for study abroad and my currently workload is a lot to deal with, but that's also why I think returning to fanfiction would be a good decision. I need a stress-reliever and working with something I'm not hoping to actually publish in the future seems like the best option.

With that, I bid you all adieu.

Cheers,

Helen

Grand Apology.

I cannot stress enough how sorry I am to have lead you all on. Unfortunately, with all of my college life piling on top of me, I will have to cease my activity on . This means that:

I will NOT be writing/publishing the long-term fics I had planned to post

I will NOT be posting anything new with my OCs

I will ONLY post ONE-SHOT shonen-ai fics whenever the whim hits me.

I WILL leave the already published stories where they are.

Now it's time for shameless advertising. Though I had originally done this for the benefit of my writing group, I'll let you all in on it as well. I have started a Wattpad account for my book, Coveted Ace ( doesn't allow linking to outside sites, but if you just put the book title in the search bar, it'll be the first thing that pops up). If multiples of this title pop up, however, my author title is MasterCaptain.

Again I am very sorry. If my book didn't pertain to my work in college, that would be taking a backseat as well. Thank you so much for all your support. I hope you'll still check in from time to time.

H

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Take Control by xoxmeh reviews
AU After getting a concussion, Allen ends up in front of a certain antisocial bastard's apartment building. Who will he go to when Cross kicks him out of his own home? KanAre.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 44,721 - Reviews: 188 - Favs: 159 - Follows: 196 - Updated: 3/30/2017 - Published: 9/11/2009 - Allen Walker, Kanda Yuu - Complete
Szayel vs The Internet by WanderingGambler reviews
Aizen decides it's time to bring the internet to Las Noches and Szayel's not happy about it, in more ways than one.
Bleach - Rated: K - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 505 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 4 - Published: 11/14/2010 - Szayelaporro G., Nnoitra G. - Complete
Fever by Haru-megane reviews
The doctor moved dangerously close to the younger man and asked in an equally dangerous but suggestive tone, "do you know what the best way to cure a fever is?" Hotsuma x Shusei. R-18.
Uragiri wa Boku no Namae o Shitteiru/裏切りは僕の名前を知っている - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,672 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 4 - Published: 10/1/2010 - Complete
unavoidable migraines by MYZ-chan reviews
Or the many reasons why you should never hold therapy sessions with your nephew. -TykiWisely-
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 967 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 7 - Published: 8/11/2010 - Tyki Mikk, Wisely - Complete
Wonderland by sweetsour-bublegum reviews
All Zero wanted was his clothes back. Why can't Kaname give him his clothes back. Please let this nightmare just end.
Vampire Knight - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 559 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 3 - Published: 8/4/2010 - Zero K., Kaname K. - Complete
Sasuke Dolls by inkspot823 reviews
Shikamaru is watching as Sakura vents her frustration on some Home-made Sasuke dolls. But what effect will her frustrations have on the Sound Village?
Naruto - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 4 - Words: 4,017 - Reviews: 94 - Favs: 174 - Follows: 61 - Updated: 3/13/2010 - Published: 1/19/2010 - Sakura H., Sasuke U. - Complete
That's What He Said by Irrelevancy reviews
In which Lavi waves something around, and Kanda uses a questionable term. LaviYuu, sorta? Rated T for innuendos and... sorta-Lime. Pure crack attempted.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 946 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 3 - Published: 2/18/2010 - Kanda Yuu, Lavi - Complete
No Longer at the Zoo by Cinderella's Pumpkin reviews
Have you ever wondered why Clovis is no longer allowed at the zoo in the abridged series? CRACK Disclaimer: I don't own Code Geass, abridged series or no.
Code Geass - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 352 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 4 - Updated: 2/18/2010 - Published: 2/16/2010 - Clovis L.B. - Complete
Fatherhood by WOWZAcoolBEANS reviews
In which Cyril tries to get Tyki to give him some advice on how to explain to his daughter the birds and the bees and some secrets about Tyki are revealed. Rated T.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,259 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 64 - Follows: 10 - Published: 2/14/2010 - Tyki Mikk, Sheryl C. - Complete
Sweet Nothings by Irrelevancy reviews
TyKan, 50-sentence challenge-prompt-thingy. Was for Tykan weel but... I forgot? HAPPY REALLY REALLY LATE TYKAN WEEK! Rated T for suggestive contents!
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,908 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 3 - Published: 1/18/2010 - Kanda Yuu, Tyki Mikk - Complete
The Countless Ways To Annoy Yu Kanda by KogasMySexyBeast reviews
A lovely list of horrible things you can do to antagonize, torture, or otherwise infuriate Yu Kanda for your own enjoyment! Warning: I am not responsible for any deaths that may occur. Christmas Special! 204 to 250 is now up! Message me your ideas!
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Parody/Humor - Chapters: 5 - Words: 3,576 - Reviews: 50 - Favs: 64 - Follows: 29 - Updated: 12/16/2009 - Published: 11/11/2009 - Kanda Yuu, Allen Walker
The Price by Akaisenora Ainoche reviews
Sequel to Scold's Bridle. Kanda's continued time with the Noah of Pleasure leads him to discover what fate awaits him. Not as many warnings as the last one, but sill quite a few...
D.Gray-Man - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 24,276 - Reviews: 48 - Favs: 61 - Follows: 59 - Updated: 2/25/2009 - Published: 1/27/2009 - Tyki Mikk, Kanda Yuu
Hooking Up Bartley by Roxius reviews
Clovis is tired of Bartley attending to him night and day, so he decides to help his attendent hook up with a girl over an internet dating service! And...things don't go so well in the end. Crack fic. Please R & R!
Code Geass - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,376 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/12/2009 - Clovis L.B., Bartley A. - Complete
Scold's Bridle by Akaisenora Ainoche reviews
The worlds prettiest Exorcist makes a deal with the Noah of pleasure. Yucky TyKan . YAOI. Lots of other warnings.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: M - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,323 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 85 - Follows: 16 - Published: 1/15/2009 - Kanda Yuu, Tyki Mikk - Complete
Under the Rose by Blackened Wing reviews
Kaname and Zero have a fight and Zero storms off, only to end up in deep trouble with a couple of cruel aristocrats who want to teach him his place. Will Kaname listen to what Zero said, or what his heart is saying? Attempted non-con.
Vampire Knight - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 8,224 - Reviews: 88 - Favs: 670 - Follows: 107 - Updated: 3/1/2008 - Published: 2/27/2008 - Kaname K., Zero K. - Complete
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In Memoriam reviews
Kanda's old friend, previously thought dead, is found...KandaxOC...aw hell, just read it if you want, I don't normally write these. I was bored and started fiddling on the computer.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 24 - Words: 48,450 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 52 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 4/9/2015 - Published: 11/27/2009 - Kanda Yuu - Complete
It's Just a Looking Glass reviews
They say twins are connected by some unbreakable bond, but he knew better: he knew that he had been cast aside, left alone to become his replacement. No one would tell him otherwise. Infernus's Blade King had a heart of ice; no one could melt it, no one.
Uragiri wa Boku no Namae o Shitteiru/裏切りは僕の名前を知っている - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 15 - Words: 41,600 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 23 - Updated: 4/8/2015 - Published: 2/17/2011 - Luze C., Luka C.
Wax-Play reviews
"No, I mean do something fun, with the full understanding that our relationship is completely platonic." "More like antagonistic." Rated M for safety.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,206 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 7 - Published: 12/9/2012 - Tyki Mikk, Lavi - Complete
WinterDowns? reviews
It's Christmas and Shiki is, of course, not exactly in the mood. What better thing to do to escape Arbitro's Christmas shenanigans than to take out his frustrations on one unsuspecting dog?
Togainu no Chi/咎狗の血 - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 2,627 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 63 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 12/8/2012 - Published: 12/20/2010 - Shiki, Akira - Complete
Where Hell is a Good Thing reviews
Hell, a place of darkness and horror, yet a thriving environment for Duras, but is that true for all of them? In all honesty, this story is centered more around Luze Luka's brother but I didn't have the option in the character choice.
Uragiri wa Boku no Namae o Shitteiru/裏切りは僕の名前を知っている - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 12 - Words: 23,714 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 12/8/2012 - Published: 11/14/2010 - Yuki G.
Vampire Knight Discord reviews
Torn and dying, pressured to make a decision before time runs out, we will create new fires, destroy others and rekindle those once lost. When chaos runs rampant in both mind and body, how can we ever hope to control ourselves? We struggle until we break.
Vampire Knight - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 16 - Words: 29,852 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 12/8/2012 - Published: 7/27/2010 - Kaname K., Zero K. - Complete
Tragedy reviews
A sort of timeline fic of Kanda's past. Differs from my other timeline Itachi fic because I had much more room for creativity.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 5 - Words: 3,260 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 12/8/2012 - Published: 7/16/2009 - Kanda Yuu
Timeline of Blindness reviews
Summary of Itachi's life before he died.
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 5 - Words: 4,323 - Reviews: 1 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 12/8/2012 - Published: 7/9/2009 - Itachi U.
Super Sweet Chocolate Raspberry Fudge Cheesecake reviews
It's Kanda's birthday and what better way to spend it than with his roommate and partner, Alma? The only problem is his beloved uke's failure to remember one cardinal rule. KandaxAlma oneshot, Read and Review Please. T for safety
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,219 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 12/8/2012 - Published: 6/6/2010 - Kanda Yuu, Alma K. - Complete
Security
Kamakura has had a good month of peace since the business with the Quincy attack ended; but it seems the town will not be peaceful for long. Once again, a fight will break out, but this time those involved will also dance on the political stage. Family lines must be secured, and some will go to any lengths to make sure it happens. (poor summary- so sorry).
Bleach - Rated: T - English - Family/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,257 - Updated: 12/8/2012 - Published: 11/25/2012
Komui's Discussion Room reviews
Komui hosts an interview with out beloved samurai and thinks take an...interesting turn. SPOILER ALERT! IF YOU HAVE NOT READ CHAPTER 192 of DGM DO NOT READ! T for language and blunt content ;
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 5 - Words: 1,125 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 12/8/2012 - Published: 3/13/2010 - Kanda Yuu, Komui Lee - Complete
A New Spin on An Old Sport reviews
What better way to spend a rainy day together than sparring with your beloved partner? Well, it is until you find out he's a black belt.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 2,163 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 12/8/2012 - Published: 11/14/2010 - Tyki Mikk, Kanda Yuu - Complete
Illusions reviews
Kanda reflects on his life and his inevitable fate.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,065 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 12/8/2012 - Published: 7/7/2009 - Kanda Yuu - Complete
Give Me A Reason reviews
"The choice: die once and for all or live on to see the end of this damn war. The catch: if he chose to live, he had to try and find something worth living for. The question: was he willing to risk getting hurt again?" This is a rewrite of my old DGM fics, but with improved writing skills and better developed characters. I haven't decided if I'll pair anyone up yet.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Friendship - Chapters: 7 - Words: 35,886 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 12/8/2012 - Published: 7/26/2012 - Kanda Yuu
Forced Forbearance reviews
He wanted one, his memories wanted another. Resistance meant punishment, acting on impulses meant madness. Restraint...that was rewarded by peace. With his time running out, will he be able to find happiness, or will he destroy himself in the attempt?
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 13 - Words: 30,508 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 12/8/2012 - Published: 8/16/2010 - Kanda Yuu - Complete
Faded reviews
Twenty years without any word, sixty gone by without any hope. Will they ever recover what was lost, or will memories fade like the passing of time?
Bleach - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 11,226 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 12/8/2012 - Published: 11/7/2010 - Shuuhei H.
Clouds reviews
Shikamaru is finally given a vacation and guess what? He's bored out of his extremely lazy mind. During one of his not-so-deep contemplations on a grassy hill, who comes in to "relieve" our dear ninja of his boredom? Rated for safety. Yaoi. One-shot.
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,591 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 12/8/2012 - Published: 4/11/2010 - Shikamaru N., Neji H. - Complete
Bound by the Symbol of Kegare reviews
Sort of a redo version of In Memoriam. Three children, bound by one symbol; Two lifelines tied to one; Three different beings, one painful existence. No one regrets the life they forced on them, only one understands; this is the torture of being impure.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 9 - Words: 18,121 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 12/8/2012 - Published: 6/5/2010 - Kanda Yuu, Alma K.
Birthday Wishes reviews
LaviKanda fic. Kanda's birthday is just around the corner, but his red-headed lover is nowhere to be found. contains some smut, yaoi. This is my first time writing something like this, please don't flame. Rating for safety.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 2,555 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 12/8/2012 - Published: 11/22/2009 - Kanda Yuu, Lavi - Complete
All for You reviews
LaviKanda. Yup, the two are paired together and they had KIDS! twins to be exact. The story revolves around the twins and their adventures.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 6 - Words: 3,770 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 12/8/2012 - Published: 7/9/2009 - Kanda Yuu, Lavi