02-23-2015

I know i've been gone for soo very long. if you want to know whats happened to me, here it is...

in nov of 2011 my mother passed away very suddenly. nobody saw it coming. the state ended up kicking us out of our house, that we'd lived in for over 10 years, less than a month after that because we didn't meet he requirements to live there anymore( 1 less person after mom passed). i had to leave a job i loved because i couldn't support my siblings on what little i was making. not long after that a very dear cousin was killed in a freak accident. her funeral was on my mothers birthday by coincidence. i went through a complete career change, went back to school for a while to learn a new trade, during which time my grandmother finally succumbed to her alcoholism (it only got worse after her daughter[my mom] died, and she couldn't deal).

the last couple of years for me have been a living nightmare at times and i had to put this on hold. i'm still trying to pick up the shattered pieces of my life and it's hard.

so that's what happened. please be patient with me. im trying to start writing again but it's slow going.

i never know what to put down for these things but lets give it a try shall we?

well, i love to write and i'm a new author to the site but i've been reading fanfiction since forever. i had all these stories bundling up in my head and i figured i might as well try to get them out while i still can. my dad once told me that at any given moment, what ever thought you might be having, somebody else on the other side of the globe or even just down the street, is having the exact same thought, word for word. my great grandfather invented the first ice despencer on his refrigerator; it was big and bulky, very primitive compared to today but, damn it, it was an ice dispenser! he never got the copy rights to it, or like, what ever those things are that says you invented something and it belongs to you, he never got them and so a few years later somebody else came out with the same thing just a little bit better and i'm just sitting there listenting to my my dad telling me this story thinking to myself, 'ya know, i could be bloody rich right now...'

my point is if you should happen to have a really good idea for a story don't wait. sooner or later someone less shy is gonna think up the same story and totally steal your fire.

the reason i finally decided to start writing down my fics was because one day i looking through some new fanfics and i came a cross a story that was eerily similar to a story i had been thinking of since i was, like, 12. basically, i read the first three of four chapters, got a little scared (and a little pissed), and instantly brought up my openoffice writer to get to work. i think it might have been the push i needed and i'm pretty happy about it now.

things about myself:

first and foremost, you all should know, i am lazy. i have more time then i know what to do with. unfortunately i was born with absolutely no will power. i'm worse then shikamaru and for those of you who watch naruto, you all know that's saying something. i'll go for weeks on end without writing a word and then suddenly have this burst of energy and start writing like mad crazy, end up finishing a chapter of 6000 words in five hours. it can be pretty cool sometimes... except for when the weeks turn into months and then i just get plain pissed at myself.

age: old enough to be writing this s*

family: i have four sisters and two brothers. i'm only related to three of them but i love them all like family.

gender: unsure

race: white

political views: relatively liberal

religious views: none or does not apply or what have you. I just don't think about it.

i love yaoi and erotica. it's sooo much hotter then porn and much more romantic. i am certainly a sucker for romance. ;)

things about my stories:

1 - i like happy endings. plain and simple. i can't stand when a story has a sad ending, it makes me all kinds of upset so no matter what, all of my stories are going to have a happy outcome (i like that clich'e disney ending. say what you will but i am and always will be gayer then the dancing queen).

2 - while i do enjoy a good clich'e romantic ending i can't stand it when some people take it too far and make everybody under the sun gayer then life and randy as all hell. it makes no sense and i do not approve. At least put some efforst into making your story seem realistic for the universe you're writing for.

3 - i mentioned above that i love the fluffyness of a good story and i will always have a happy ending. true. don't go getting that confused with the story itself. i'm also a pretty big fan of the hurt/comfort catagory. you'll find that pretty much every story i write will almost always have some hardcore violence and some intense themes and situations. stay away if you disapprove.

favorite's - inuyasha, Harry potter, The last airbender, Junjou Romantica, naruto, yu yu hakusho, yu-gi-oh, DBZ

Fav pairings: Sess/inu, Sasu/Naru, Daco/harry, Zuko/aang,

i'm pretty sure the only fanficion i'm ever going to write is going to be inuyasha related, though i do have some original works on other sites like . check it out if you feel like it.

i also have another account on a site called . That's probably where i'm going to be posting all of my more explicit stories. the fictions on mediaminer are the same stories as on this site, they'll just be the unedited versions. i'm also thinking about starting an account on . i'm always going to have the same name so no worries.

http:///user_info.php/171426

yeah, so, i don't really have anything else to say at the moment... later =)