HAI! 8D

So uhm... This is the chapter you've all been waiting for! Yes, there's sexorz ahead! 8DD this chapter also has the song that pretty much inspired this entire story. Yeah, my mind works in mysterious ways.

I'm actually quite nervous about what you guys will think about this chapter. Be gentle with me! I'm not gonna babble, seeing as very few of you actually are reading this. XDD

Thank you Jelp for being awesome and helpig me so much! I lubbu!

This is my curse (the longing)
This is my curse (time)
This is my curse (the yearning)
This is my curse

There is love burning to find you
Will you wait for me?
Will you be there?

Your silence haunts me
But I still hunger for you

This is my curse (the wanting)
This is my curse (time)
This is my curse (the needing)
This is my curse

There is love burning to find you
Will you wait for me?

My curse - Killswitch Engage

Naruto managed to unlock the door, open it, and grab Sasuke's hand all in one fell swoop. He all but dragged Sasuke inside and slammed the door shut after them. He turned and forced Sasuke to take a step backwards toward the wall. Sasuke gasped as he was pushed up against the hard wood with Naruto pressing up against him. A strong hand slid through his hair and grabbed it, tilting his head back. He opened his mouth more than willingly, when Naruto once again kissed him.

Sasuke dropped the pants he'd worn to the club along with his phone and wallet that he'd been clutching unceremoniously to the floor. He slid his arms around Naruto's middle and grabbed the fabric stretched across his back. He jerked his hips forward and groaned when his fully aroused cock rubbed up against Naruto's. Naruto jerked his head back with a loud hiss and bit his own lip.

"Fuck, Sasuke…" he whispered as he started to walk backwards, pulling Sasuke along towards the bed.

Sasuke was about to smirk and say that that was the general idea. But the words caught in his throat. What was really happening here? He was about to make the same damn mistake again, wasn't he? The same mistake he'd done the last time.

Naruto's lips were on his again. He opened his eyes and watched Naruto's face so close to his. He hadn't been thinking about anything but Naruto that night at Neji's party. He had shut down and forgotten everything else except the thought about Naruto wanting him. How good that had felt. He hadn't been thinking about the consequences of what he had been doing. He hadn't thought further than his nose could reach.

This time things had to be different. They were already in some ways because a lot of things had happened between now and then. Sakura was out of the picture to begin with. But this time he was going to think about himself first and be smart about it.

The kiss broke as the back of Naruto's knees hit the edge of the bed. He sat down and pulled the other boy with him, making Sasuke put one knee next to Naruto's hip so he wouldn't fall. Naruto tilted his head back as if to kiss him again, but this time Sasuke pulled back. Naruto frowned a little and tilted his head curiously to the other side. He tried again but Sasuke pulled back once more and grabbed the wrist attached to Naruto's hand that was still in his hair.

"What's wrong?" Naruto asked concerned and let Sasuke pull his hand away. Sasuke put his foot back on the floor and straightened up, but he didn't step back. "Sasuke?"

"Nothing I hope," Sasuke answered and slid his hands up over Naruto's arms and over his shoulders. "But I've been burned badly once." He started to play a little with the blond, soft hairs on the back of Naruto's neck and smirked a little when he saw the goosebumps on Naruto's skin. "I love you," Sasuke started softly, but his voice hardened with his following words; "But I'm not going to have sex with you if this is nothing but another one night stand to you."

Naruto's eyes widened and his mouth fell open.

"No!" he said, shaking his head. "This isn't…! I mean, I…!" He closed his eyes and took a deep breath, trying to gain control over himself. When he opened them again there was no confusion or bewilderment. He looked completely sure with himself and what he wanted. "I won't hurt you like that again. I was so stupid to do it in the first place. I should have listened to you." He put a hand over the small of Sasuke's back and pulled him gently forward again. His other hand slid down Sasuke's bare thigh and rested behind his knee, urging him to bend it and put it back in its former position on the bed. Sasuke did as he was asked and let himself be pulled down into Naruto's lap.

He straddled the blonds' lap and breathed a little harder when he felt Naruto's arousal underneath him. Naruto took the hand from Sasuke's back to place over his cheek, gently stroking his thumb back and forth over Sasuke's sharp chinbone.

"I'm sorry, Sasuke. I really am," Naruto said. Sasuke raised his eyes and looked into Naruto's. "I didn't do what I did with the intention to hurt you. I wasn't thinking. And then when I did start thinking I convinced myself of all the wrong things."

"Why?"

"What?"

"Why did you convince yourself of all the wrong things?"

"They made sense at the time." Naruto shrugged, but he looked genuinely upset. "I don't know. I had hurt you so much already. I was trying to do what was the best for you. And instead I made it so much worse. So damn much worse… "

Naruto leaned forward to kiss him again but Sasuke turned his head slightly to the side so the kiss landed on his cheekbone. Naruto paused for a second before continuing to kiss him and made a trail of wet marks down his neck.

Sasuke could feel his resolve crumbling. It just felt so good. He felt the excitement in every nerve of his body and fuck, he wanted Naruto so badly. He tilted his head back to allow Naruto easier access. Naruto showed his appreciation with a moan and by squeezing Sasuke's thighs. Sasuke closed his eyes, trying to think clearly. He still wasn't sure. But fuck, everything Naruto did felt so good!

"Naruto…" Sasuke said hesitantly and the kisses stopped. Naruto didn't move his face from Sasuke's neck. Instead he leaned his head on Sasuke's shoulder. His nose still brushed against the soft skin.

"I don't know what to say. What do you want me to say?"

Sasuke didn't have an answer to that question. He didn't think there was anything Naruto could really say that would make him trust him at the moment.

"I don't know…"

Naruto sighed and lifted his head, but when Sasuke tilted his own head back to look at him he was met with a smile. A sad kind of smile, but a smile nonetheless. It was genuine.

"We don't have to do this tonight," he said, the fingers on Sasuke's cheek moved up into his hair.

"Don't you want to?" Sasuke frowned.

"Of course I want to!" Naruto grinned, but it seemed to take a lot of effort. "But if you feel like you can't trust me now, which I totally get if you don't, then we won't do it. I really want you, baby." He gave Sasuke a soft peck on the lips. "But I want you to be able to enjoy it too."

Sasuke was torn between snorting at Naruto's righteous words and kissing him silly. He chose the latter. He still wasn't completely convinced. He wanted to be able to believe him and do this without any hints of doubt. But he knew that wasn't possible. He also knew that he would still go through with this. Because what would it all be for? He got into this himself with dressing up in a skirt in the first place. He did it for him. For Naruto. For this. Because Sasuke loved him and because he wanted him. And he couldn't help but admit, at least to himself, that it was kind of exciting.

He bit Naruto's lower lip and got rewarded by a hiss. The hand in his hair tightened. Sasuke liked that. A lot. He loved the way it felt when Naruto tugged his hair. He felt goosebumps all over his head and couldn't help but to press down and rock against Naruto's body. He slid his tongue between Naruto's lips and into his mouth. He felt Naruto's tongue meet his and he let out a heavy breath. The hand on his thigh was kneading his muscles and fuck, all of this felt so good!

He broke the kiss in need of air and smirked at Naruto's dazed face. Blue eyes blinked a couple of times and Naruto swallowed.

"Okay. If you don't want this you need to get off my lap right now and go hide in the bathroom or something while I jack off. This hard on that you've created is not going away on its own."

Sasuke chuckled and let his hand trail down over Naruto's chest.

"Don't worry. I'll take care of it for you."

The growl emitted from Naruto's throat had to be one of the sexiest sounds Sasuke had ever heard. He didn't have time to think anything else before his mouth was plundered and his mind was incapable of another coherent thought. He almost had trouble keeping up in the beginning.

Naruto put his hands on Sasuke's thighs again, but this time he didn't leave them there. He slid them upwards, underneath the hem of the skirt. Sasuke gasped as a few fingers slid underneath the legs of his underwear and at how the hands squeezed his cheeks. He couldn't help but arch his back and push his ass back to meet them. Naruto growled again and pushed upwards at the same time as he pressed Sasuke forward. They quickly found a rhythm, moving against each other.

Sasuke wrapped his arms around Naruto's neck, gripping at his t-shirt that was damp from his sweat. He started to tug at the back of it, slowly pulling it upwards. He broke the kiss, leaving both gasping for air, and tugged on the t-shirt some more. Naruto lifted his hands in the air and let Sasuke pull it off. He tossed it to the side, and Naruto started to work on the buttons of Sasuke's shirt. He reached the final one and Sasuke started to shrug it off.

"No," Naruto said and pulled it back over Sasuke's shoulders but left it wide open to expose his chest and stomach. "Leave it on."

Sasuke nodded, not really caring as long as the touching and the grinding didn't stop.

Naruto slid his hands over Sasuke's sides and leaned forward, placing his mouth over one of Sasuke's nipples. Sasuke gasped much louder than before and grabbed at Naruto's shoulders. Naruto looked up at him, not taking his mouth away from the nipple. He gave it a few flicks with his tongue and Sasuke moaned.

"Liked that, did you?" Naruto smirked against his skin and gave it another lick at the same time as he slid his hand over Sasuke's chest and pinched the other nipple carefully.

"Ah!" Sasuke's cry was a mixture of surprise and lust, and he pulled back his chest a little. When the nipple disappeared from Naruto's mouth he simply tilted his head back and captured Sasuke's lips instead.

"I'm not a girl," Sasuke mumbled against Naruto's lips.

"What?" Naruto laughed.

"I'm wearing a skirt. But I'm not a girl," Sasuke persisted in between kisses. Naruto pulled back, looking up at him with a very confused and amused face.

"I know you're not a girl, Sasuke."

"Then what are you doing to my nipples?" Sasuke asked, blood flooding his face because what he said had sounded really stupid. And because Naruto was laughing at him.

"I kissed them because I like them," Naruto explained. "And I pinched them to hear that sound you made. And apparently you liked it. Because you made that sound. Didn't it feel good?"

"I'm not a girl." Sasuke wanted to wipe that stupid grin off Naruto's face.

"Guys can like having their nipples played with too. There's a reason they're there. They're for sex. Obviously. Damn, Sasuke! Aren't you supposed to be smart?"

"Shut the fuck up."

"Oh! Dirty talk! I like that! I like that a lot!" Naruto grinned in a way that made it sound like he was kidding but the gleam in his eyes made Sasuke not so sure. It made his breath catch slightly in his throat. He shut him up by kissing him. Naruto didn't seem to have any complaints. They kissed and soon found the rhythm, grinding their bodies against each other's again.

"Get my cock out," Naruto mumbled against Sasuke's mouth before flicking the top lip with his tongue. Sasuke nodded and reached his hands down to unbuckle Naruto's belt. He was pretty sure Naruto wasn't kidding when he said he liked dirty talk. Sasuke doubted he would have used that choice of wording if he didn't. He licked his lips and thought back on all the fantasies he had about Naruto. About what he would say when they did things like this. What he would tell Sasuke to do. His fingers worked quickly even though they were shaking a little. He could get what he wanted. He just had to push a little and let Naruto know he wanted it. He wanted Naruto to talk to him.

Naruto kicked his shoes off as he watched Sasuke push the belt aside and reached for the button. He moaned when Sasuke's fingers kept brushing over his still covered cock. It was almost painful to be still confined to the denims, and he couldn't help himself when Sasuke pulled down the zipper and put his hand in his underwear gripping his cock.

"Oh, fuck yeah…!" Naruto groaned and thrust up into that hand when Sasuke pulled it out.

Sasuke wasn't sure what he was supposed to say to make Naruto talk more like that. He had never done this before. It wasn't like he had needed to do it when he fantasized about him. Sasuke licked his lips and decided that the best thing he could do was probably to do it himself. "I want you to fuck me," he said and did a twist with his wrist and watched triumphantly at the face Naruto made because of it.

That twist made Naruto picture all kinds of things he wanted to do to Sasuke when they did said fucking. But instead of throwing Sasuke down on the mattress and doing them, he placed one hand over Sasuke's to slow it down. Sasuke got even more nervous and swallowed. Had he messed up? Was that not the right thing to say?

"Are you sure that's what you want?" Naruto asked and kissed Sasuke's cheek. "We can go slow if you want too," he mumbled against his skin. "Just say the word."

Sasuke shook his head. He didn't want to take it slow. Not now. Not when he had waited for so long. Not with all this frustration. Not with all this need. He was simply too fucking horny. He didn't want slow. He wanted so much more.

"I want you to fuck me," Sasuke repeated. "I want you to show me that you want me. That you need this as much as I do. And I want you to promise me that we'll have sex slowly another time. Tomorrow."

Naruto's eyes were widening with every word coming out of Sasuke's mouth, and he swallowed hard.

"Yeah," he nodded. "Fuck, Sasuke. I promise." Sasuke felt his heart skip a beat at the look Naruto had on his face. But it was more from nervousness than anything else. Naruto looked like a kid in a candy store, and Sasuke worried that he might have said too much. Naruto couldn't possibly take this too far for Sasuke's comfort, could he? No, no of course not. If Naruto started to take things over his limit, Sasuke was the one who had to let him know that. And it would be okay. Naruto had asked him if he wanted to take it slow. He didn't. But if things went too far, Naruto would slow down. He had to trust him. He didn't have anything to be worried about. Not now. His thoughts were interrupted by another kiss. His worries were pushed back to the back of his head. He would just have to take things as they came. And he really did want the passion tonight.

"Stand up," Naruto said and pushed slightly on his shoulders. Sasuke didn't really want to because he was pretty damn comfortable sitting in Naruto's lap like this but did as he was told anyway. He wasn't disappointed when Naruto started to kiss his stomach and make wet patterns with his tongue. He could feel Naruto's breath getting heavier when his hands slipped under Sasuke's skirt again, pushing it up. Naruto looked down when he bunched the skirt up to get his fingers under the waistband of Sasuke's underwear. He licked his lips when he saw the black tight fitting underwear under the skirt and the hardness that was hidden in them.

"You're taken right out of my fantasies, Sasuke," he said and Sasuke shuddered a little at the way he said his name. He loved that Naruto seemed to get that he wanted to be talked to. Maybe it excited Naruto as much as it did him. "You look so good in this…" Naruto continued and started to pull down the underwear slowly, watching them slide down Sasuke's thighs and over his knees but they got stuck on the buckles of Sasuke's boots.

"I can take the boots off," Sasuke suggested as he watched when Naruto had to struggle a little trying to get them over the buckles without getting stuck.

"No," Naruto said and looked up with a smirk. "Unless they're really uncomfortable, you're keeping them on." He got the underwear down to Sasuke's feet. Sasuke lifted a foot, one after the other so Naruto could slide them off. Naruto tossed them to the side and stood up, facing Sasuke. "Are they?"

"No." Sasuke looked up at him when Naruto slid his hand through Sasuke's hair. "I wore this for you, and if you want me to keep it on, then I will."

"You're so fucking sexy in it, baby," Naruto whispered into Sasuke's ear and put his hands around Sasuke's waist, pulling him close to his own body. He slid his hands down and grabbed Sasuke's ass, pushing them harder together. "And you have such a sexy ass. Do you have any idea how much you were torturing me tonight? Just that short time I saw you up there in the crowd?" He slid his hand up to the small of Sasuke's back putting his finger right above Sasuke's crack and slowly sliding it down between the cheeks. "You make me so fucking hard…" Sasuke gasped when Naruto reached his hole and carefully pushed the tip inside. Naruto smirked as he pressed a little farther and Sasuke wiggled, trying to escape.

"Lube, Naruto!" Sasuke glared a little before hissing as Naruto pulled the finger out a little too fast for his liking.

"Sure," Naruto chuckled and took a step away from him, opening a drawer in the bedside table. There were a lot of different kinds of lubes and condoms in small packages of various colors. He picked a few of them up at random and did a quick scan of them before tossing two condoms on the bed and keeping one pack of lube in his hand. He threw the rest back into the drawer.

He turned around, looking at Sasuke with a grin and held up the foil package. Sasuke merely raised an eyebrow in response.

"I want you in my lap again," Naruto declared, stepping up to him. He brushed his lips over Sasuke's and flicked his tongue out over his top lip. "I want you in my lap, riding my fingers as I stretch you. And then…" Naruto's voice dropped an octave when Sasuke out his hands over Naruto's hips and pushed his jeans down. "Then I want you to ride my cock."

"Ahh, fuck…!" Sasuke shuddered and threw his arms around Naruto's neck, kissing him almost desperately. He felt Naruto grin against his lips and that only made him want to kiss him deeper. He felt Naruto's hand in his hair again and it made his cock throb. Naruto knew how to push every button he had! The hand tightened, and Naruto jerked his head backwards, breaking their kiss. Sasuke panted, looking up into Naruto's flushed face, taking huge enjoyment in how dazed Naruto's eyes looked.

"How the hell can you…?" Naruto started, sounding like he was talking to himself. Then he blinked a few times and cleared his throat. "You dress up in a skirt, you let me handle you roughly, let me pull your hair, you let me talk dirty to you, and you kiss me like that…"

"I'm not letting you do anything to me that I don't want. It's because you're made for me. Idiot," Sasuke panted. Naruto nodded slowly a grin spreading over his face.

"Yeah, must be so."

Sasuke felt as if his heart would explode inside his chest with the way it was pounding so hard.

Sasuke pushed Naruto's jeans halfway down his thighs. Naruto pushed his boxers down as well, sitting down on the bed and pulled them both off. He tossed them to the side and reached out his hands towards Sasuke.

Sasuke took a step forward, not being able to take his eyes off Naruto's hard cock. He swallowed and let Naruto pull him down into his lap again. They both gasped as they felt the hard flesh against the soft skin of the inside of Sasuke's thigh.

Naruto opened the foil package he still held in his hand and Sasuke watched as he pressed out the clear gel onto his fingers. He reached around Sasuke with the messy hand and looked up into Sasuke's eyes. He didn't ask for permission. He just looked to see if Sasuke was ready. He was. He had been waiting for this a very long time and he wouldn't back out now. He didn't want to. He wanted this so much.

Naruto lifted the skirt with his clean hand, holding it up against the small of Sasuke's back. The first finger slid in easily, Sasuke's breath hitching a little. He lifted his hands and grabbed onto Naruto's naked shoulders.

"You okay?" Naruto asked and kissed Sasuke's neck.

"Yeah," Sasuke mumbled, turning his head to catch Naruto's lips with his own. He moaned into the kiss when another finger joined the first. Naruto kept pressing against the small of his back with the hand that held up the skirt. Sasuke didn't know why, but it felt amazing to have that hand there. Strangely erotic. He arched his back, meeting the fingers thrusting into him. He clenched around them when the third finger entered. It made Naruto let out a low whine. He was probably imagining what it would feel like if Sasuke did that when he had his dick inside of him. A pleasured shudder went through Sasuke's body at the thought of it.

Feeling the fingers inside of him was torture. Feeling Naruto's lips against his skin was torture. Feeling Naruto's arousal rubbing against the inside of his thigh was torture. Sasuke needed more. He wanted more.

"Naruto…!" he moaned, digging his fingers into Naruto's shoulders. Naruto pulled back slightly, looking into his eyes.

"Yeah?" the blond asked, understanding what it was Sasuke was saying with just the use of his name.

Sasuke nodded, reaching down between them to stroke his fingers over Naruto's erection. Naruto closed his eyes, mumbling something he couldn't hear before reaching for the condoms he had tossed on the bed.

"I don't want them," Sasuke said, putting his hand over Naruto's arm as his finger gripped the packages. Naruto looked up at him and grinned.

"Didn't we talk about this the last time?"

"Yes," Sasuke answered, slightly annoyed that the subject of the train wreck that had been their first time had been breached in the middle of their second time. Sasuke hadn't wanted to use condoms then either, not quite understanding why they were necessary since neither of them could get pregnant. Naruto had said that there were other things to worry about. "I don't care if it's messy," Sasuke ensured, remembering the reasons Naruto had listed the last time. "I don't want them. So unless you have an STD, which you really should tell me if you do so I can kick your ass, we're not using them."

Naruto laughed and tossed the unopened condoms on the floor. Then he slid both his hands under the skirt, gripping Sasuke's hips. "You can be so bossy!"

"When I know what I want, I get it. You should know that by now."

"I think I've always known that," Naruto smirked and picked up the opened package of lube. He squeezed out the last of it in his hand and put it around his cock. He moved it up and down a few times, spreading the slippery gel out.

"You ready?" he breathed, and Sasuke nodded. He lifted himself up high enough for Naruto to be able to put his dick against his entrance. Sasuke clenched when he felt the tip pressing against him but forced himself to relax. He lowered himself onto Naruto slowly, moaning when the head pressed inside.

Naruto's hand on his hip was gripping him tightly, and Sasuke suspected there would be blue marks there in the morning. It would probably be the same kind of marks spread over Naruto's shoulders. He continued to lower his body, feeling Naruto getting deeper and deeper. The blond was breathing heavily and pressed his face into Sasuke's neck.

Finally, Sasuke was seated in Naruto's lap again. He stayed still, trying to get his breathing under control. It didn't hurt. It wasn't uncomfortable either really. It was something new. They had done this once before, but that didn't mean the feelings Sasuke had was something he was used too. And it felt so different to be on top of Naruto instead of underneath him.

Naruto lifted his head and sought Sasuke's lips in a hard kiss. The hand that had guided his dick was now gripping Sasuke's hair, holding him in place. It all made Sasuke clench around the cock inside of him, and they both moaned into each others' mouths.

Sasuke tried to move his head back but Naruto wouldn't let him. He moaned again, this time in protest and Naruto eased the grip on him.

"You drive me crazy," Naruto said against his lips.

"Get used to it," Sasuke smirked. He took a deep breath, holding it for a few seconds before letting it out. As he did, he forced his muscles to relax around Naruto. Then slowly, he lifted himself up. He watched as Naruto's eyes fluttered shut and lowered himself again. He took up a slow pace, riding Naruto's cock.

"Fuck…!" Naruto moaned and fell backwards on the bed. Sasuke smirked when Naruto put his hands on Sasuke's thighs and massaged the tense muscles. Sasuke shifted on Naruto's lap, moving a little further up, trying to get more comfortable. He gasped when he felt more of Naruto's cock slide into him. He had thought he was already taking all of it.

Naruto's hands slid up underneath the skirt, squeezed his ass and thrust upwards. Sasuke let out a strangled sound when he felt what it was really like to have all of Naruto inside of him. He didn't remember it being this big! Naruto thrust again and Sasuke groaned, leaning forward and placing his hands on either side of Naruto's head. This was nothing like the things he had done to himself! It was reaching so much deeper inside of him than his fingers ever could, and it felt so different from the dildo he had stashed away in his closet!

"Are you alright?" Naruto panted, looking up at Sasuke with concern.

"Don't stop!" Sasuke moaned and rolled his hips, pressing down against Naruto's thighs.

Naruto grinned wickedly and thrust up a little harder at the same time as he squeezed Sasuke's ass. "Didn't I say I wanted you to ride my cock?"

Sasuke opened his eyes which he had clenched shut with Naruto's rougher treatment. His breath was heavy and he licked his lips. Then he nodded and started to meet Naruto's movements.

Naruto pressed his head and shoulders back into the mattress. That, as extra leverage besides his feet that were on the floor, made his hips get some more power as he fucked Sasuke. Damn, he was so sexy. His eyes were glued to the fucking show that was Sasuke's face. The closed eyes, the open mouth and wet lips. The blush over his cheeks, the hair that was starting to get wet with sweat. And the sounds he made! Oh, fuck! Naruto was going to learn each and every one of them. He was going to learn what made those noises. Which ones meant that Sasuke was feeling good and which ones meant that he was feeling amazing. Naruto wanted it to always be amazing.

He tore his eyes away from his face and let them fall down to his chest. The nipples were hard and red from the gentle abuse Naruto had given them. He licked his lips and took his hands out from under the skirt. Sasuke lost the rhythm for a second when his hands weren't there to guide his hips. He let out a small whine in complaint, and Naruto felt a shiver run through his body.

"You like it when I grab your ass, Sasuke?" Naruto asked, pushing the shirt open, placing his hands over Sasuke's waist.

"Yes…" Sasuke breathed, a little reluctant.

"Do you like my hands here?" Naruto slid his hands up his sides.

"Yes…"

"Do you like it when I do this?" He pressed down hard on Sasuke's nipples with the pad of his thumbs. They both groaned as Sasuke jerked and clenched his ass around Naruto's cock.

"Yes!" He said a little too loud for his own liking and bit down on his tongue. He glared at Naruto, trying to convey that he refused to answer any more of those kinds of questions.

Naruto grinned wickedly and continued to pinch and roll the nipples between his fingers. Sasuke didn't seem to know whether he wanted to push his chest forward, or if he wanted to pull back and get those tormenting fingers off of him.

Naruto's eyes ran down the flat, pale stomach and settled on the erection hidden under the skirt. His hands slid down Sasuke's stomach again. Sasuke swallowed nervously but didn't lose his rhythm.

Naruto put his fingers over the clad erection and Sasuke hissed as he gripped the sheet in his hands. Naruto rubbed the rough fabric gently over the sensitive skin.

"Naruto…!" Sasuke moaned and Naruto noticed that his arms were shaking from holding himself up. Naruto smirked and slipped his hand underneath the skirt and gripped the hard cock covered by the fabric. Sasuke cried out, and the way his body jerked made his arms buckle, and he fell down to rest on his elbows.

Naruto felt like he was going to come from the look Sasuke gave him alone. It was so lustful, loving, and completely desperate. Naruto felt a rush go through his body, and he realized that what they were doing was not enough. Not anymore. Something primal was rising in him, and he just wanted to take the boy on top of him! He slipped his hand out from between their bodies making Sasuke hiss in annoyance. It only triggered him further. Sasuke wanted Naruto to fuck him? Well, he was going to get what he wanted.

Naruto grabbed onto Sasuke's waist and with a snarl he rolled them over so that he was on top. Sasuke looked up at him with wide eyes, panting for breath. Cleary he had not been ready for the sudden shift in positions. Naruto rested on his right arm so that he wouldn't crush Sasuke and hooked his left hand under Sasuke's knee. He placed it over his hip and gave Sasuke a sharp bite on his shoulder. Sasuke understood the hint and wrapped his legs tight over Naruto's waist and hips and put his arms around Naruto's neck.

Naruto grabbed his cock that had slipped out when they rolled over and put it against Sasuke's entrance. With both of his feet on the floor he thrust inside, and Sasuke let out a strangled cry.

Naruto stopped moving and looked at Sasuke's face. His eyes were clenched shut and his teeth gritted together. Worried thoughts managed to get through the primal haze in Naruto's mind and he furrowed his eyebrows in concern.

"Did I hu-"

"Move!" Sasuke interrupted him and gave Naruto's chin a sharp nip with his teeth at the same time as he clenched his thighs around Naruto's body. "Move, Naruto! Don't stop!"

Naruto did as he was told and started to move again. He thrust slow and carefully first, kind of testing the waters. He was worried he had taken it too far. Sasuke had been really into it when he had been on top and Naruto had almost forgotten that Sasuke hadn't done this before. They had done it once, but it had been different from this. Naruto remembered how overwhelming it had been for him the first time he had a wild fuck and not just ordinary sex. He didn't want this to be something Sasuke would regret. He didn't want him to realize he hadn't been ready for this step, even though he had been the one asking for it.

"Naruto!" Sasuke groaned, burying his face against the sweaty skin of Naruto's neck. "Don't fucking tease me!"

"Heh…" Naruto grinned. Well, he didn't want to disappoint the other with not giving him what he wanted, either.

They shook the entire bed with every thrust. With the leverage of his feet on the floor, Naruto fucked the younger boy hard. And Sasuke seemed to love it. His legs followed Naruto's hips, pushing Naruto forward with every move. His fingers dug into Naruto's shoulders, and the blond couldn't help but to be incredibly turned on by it. Sasuke's head alternated between being pushed back into the mattress and buried against Naruto's neck or shoulder, biting and licking every piece of skin he could reach. Naruto knew he would probably be completely bruised in the morning.

"Naruto!" Sasuke moaned and sought out Naruto's mouth, biting down on his bottom lip instead. Naruto hissed and stuck his tongue out flicking it over Sasuke's top lip. Sasuke opened his mouth, letting the piece of flesh go and met Naruto's tongue with his.

"Are you cumming?" Naruto asked, teasing the wet muscle. Sasuke let out a moan that Naruto couldn't be sure whether it was an answer or simply a sound of pleasure. "Answer me, baby."

"Yes!" Sasuke breathed into Naruto's mouth. "Fuck, I'm so close!"

"Then cum. Cum on this pretty skirt of yours." Sasuke's breath hitched as Naruto kissed him deeply. He felt like he couldn't get any air and his head was buzzing. He didn't want it to stop.

With a cry he wretched his mouth away from Naruto's and arched his body up against his. The orgasm ripped through his entire body, and he felt like he was dying. Nothing had ever felt like this. Nothing.

Naruto felt Sasuke clench around him before his entire body started to shake and convulse. He watched Sasuke's face as he came and couldn't help but to think it might have been one of the hottest things he had ever seen. Maybe even more so than seeing him in a skirt in the first place.

He looked down and saw the cum splashed over the front of the skirt. "Fuck!" He buried his face against Sasuke's sweaty neck, tasting the salt. He pulled out his cock and reached between them with his hand. He grabbed himself and fisted almost frantically. He came on Sasuke's pale thigh, biting into the flesh right behind his ear.

He collapsed on top of the younger boy with an 'oof'. Sasuke didn't say anything even though he was still struggling for his breath.

They laid there together, not really wanting to let the other go and trying to get their breathing back to normal. Sasuke started to run his palms over Naruto's back, liking the feeling of the taunt muscles. Naruto hummed in approval and gave Sasuke's rushing pulse point a kiss.

"Pretty good for a virgin boy," Naruto said and chuckled. Sasuke felt his already heated cheeks get warmer and gave Naruto a halfheartedly punch to the shoulder.

"Shut up."

"I mean it." Naruto rolled off of him with a groan and laid next to him on his back for a few deep breaths. He rolled to the side and propped his head up on his shoulder, looking down on Sasuke's face. He started to grin and reached out a hand, running his fingers over Sasuke's neck, tickling him.

"Don't…" Sasuke muttered, swatting at the hand and Naruto let out a chuckle.

"Only admiring my handywork," the blond said and continued his ministrations.

Sasuke frowned and placed his palm over his neck, not really wanting to know just how bruised it was. He looked at Naruto and smirked a little. Couldn't be worse than what Naruto looked like though.

"Mine's better," Sasuke said, his smirk growing. He reached out his own hand and ran his fingers over the red marks covering Naruto's neck. He looked completely devoured. Had things been different, he might have been embarrassed. But right now he only felt satisfaction. Naruto was covered in his marks. He was his, his, his.

Naruto leant down and gave him a kiss, moving his lips slowly over Sasuke's, massaging them. He nipped carefully before pulling back and sliding off the bed. He got to his knees between Sasuke's legs and lifted one of the boot covered feet.

"What are you doing?" Sasuke asked, watching Naruto pull down the zipper.

"Undressing you," Naruto said, the big grin still intact.

"Now?" Sasuke asked, raising an eyebrow.

"You can't sleep in these," Naruto explained and pulled the boot off, tossing it to the side and then started to work on the other.

"Sleep? Here?" Sasuke asked, watching as Naruto pulled the second off. "You can do that?"

"Why not?"

"It's a love hotel." Naruto's looked up at him questioningly, apparently not understanding Sasuke's point. "You're… you're supposed to do other stuff at this kind of place."

Naruto laughed and Sasuke felt a little stupid. It wasn't his fault he didn't know about this kind of stuff! He had never been to a love hotel before! He didn't know the rules that applied there. He had just followed Naruto when they walked there. And Naruto had asked him to hang back and let him talk to the man behind the front desk. Or whatever it was called in a place like this. He hadn't overheard their conversation. And then Naruto had just grabbed his hand and took him to their room, key in hand.

Naruto gave the inside of Sasuke's thigh a kiss before crawling over Sasuke's body, standing on all fours above him on the bed.

"Didn't get enough did you?" Naruto asked, grinning wickedly.

"Shut up!" Sasuke glared. "And why do you keep grinning like that? It's creepy."

"They don't care what we do in here as long as we pay," Naruto explained, leaning down, giving Sasuke's cheek a kiss. "And I paid for the entire night." He continued to kiss the other cheek. "We've got this room until noon tomorrow."

"You paid for the entire night? What the hell did you think was going to happen?"

"Bah, I just don't like to leave afterwards!" Naruto continued down Sasuke's neck, leaving a trail of wet kisses on the already bruised skin. "I'm the snuggly type of guy!" he mumbled before capturing Sasuke's lips again, this time kissing him deeper.

Sasuke let himself be kissed, but didn't close his eyes and didn't really get into it. Naruto's words were running through his head and filled his mind with images he didn't want to have. He wasn't stupid. Of course he understood that Naruto had been to these kinds of places before. Naruto had known what to do to get the room. He knew where to find lube and condoms. He knew that it was alright to pay for the entire night. He had known where to find the stupid hotel in the first place!

Naruto pulled back, opening his eyes. "What is it?" he asked, bumping their noses together.

"Nothing," Sasuke answered.

"It's something," Naruto said, tilting his head to the other side, peering down at Sasuke. "What is it?" he asked again, leaning all his weight on one hand so that he could run his fingers through Sasuke's hair with the other, petting him.

"You've been to this kind of place before," Sasuke said, trying to sound casual but he knew that he didn't succeed. "With her."

Naruto blinked a few times, the smile sliding off his lips. Then he nodded in confirmation. "Yes." The small glow of jealousy in Sasuke's chest flared up to a flame. Naruto tightened his hand in Sasuke's hair but not enough to hurt when he saw his eyes hardening. "But I'm here with you now, so what does it matter?"

Sasuke didn't answer. The more rational part of him agreed with Naruto. The blond was there with him now, so what did it matter what he had done before? The less rational part of him wanted to hurt the stupid girl who had gotten her hands on him first. All these things that were totally new for him were things the two of them probably had done more times than they could count. And he absolutely hated the thought of him being snuggly and loving with her!

"Don't be jealous," Naruto said, giving Sasuke another kiss.

"I'm not," Sasuke lied against his lips.

"You are too."

"No."

Naruto pushed himself up. He reached for the zipper on the side of Sasuke's skirt and pulled it down. Crawling backwards off of the bed, he reached for the hem of the skirt. "Lift your hips." Sasuke planted the soles of his feet on the bed and pushed his pelvis up, letting Naruto pull the skirt down his thighs. He lowered himself again and Naruto pulled the skirt off all the way. Since it was soiled anyway with Sasuke's cum, he used it to wipe off his own from Sasuke's thigh. He folded it together so that it wouldn't stain something else and tossed it towards the end of the bed. He would take it to a drycleaner or something the next day.

He reached out his hand towards Sasuke and the other boy took it. He pulled him up to a sitting position. He tilted his head to the side and looked down at Sasuke. There was something wrong even if Sasuke didn't want to say it. He was jealous. But he didn't have any reason to be.

He slid his hands over Sasuke's shoulders, pushing the shirt with them. Sasuke helped, sliding his arms out of the sleeves and Naruto tossed it to the side, not caring where it landed. Sasuke stood up and slid his arms around Naruto's neck, tugging him down for a kiss. Naruto gladly did as he was asked; liking that Sasuke had initiated it.

"It's you and me now, okay?" Naruto said, wrapping his arms around Sasuke's naked waist. "Don't think about her. I don't."

Sasuke nodded, tightening his arms around Naruto neck. "Okay."

When Sasuke woke up, it was morning. It took time for him to wake up, like always. He blinked slowly, seeing a nightstand he didn't recognize as his own. He looked around at as much of the room he could without moving. The memories from the night before started to fill his mind. His mouth suddenly felt dry, and he rolled onto his back. He turned to look at the other side of the bed. It was empty.

He sat up, rubbing his eyes with the heels of his hands before taking a proper look at the room. There were clothes scattered across the floor that he recognized as his own. Only his own. The bathroom door was open, and he couldn't hear anyone in there. His heart started to beat a little faster.

He pushed back the covers and swung his legs over the edge of the bed. He bent down and picked up his underwear, wrinkling his nose at the thought of having to wear them again. He was well aware that they were soiled with precum. At least he hadn't actually come in them. Or Naruto on them.

He blinked as the thoughts of the other boy filled his mind, and he slipped his feet through the underwear. He stood up and pulled them up. Rubbing the back of his head he walked over to the bathroom and peeked inside. It was as he had expected. Empty. He blinked slowly, his hand sliding down the doorframe.

Naruto wasn't there. Naruto was gone.

He turned back to look around the room again. He saw his wallet and phone on the floor by the door, where he had dropped them when they came into the room last night. He saw his pants, his boots and one sock. He guessed the other was around as well. The soiled skirt was hanging down over the edge by the foot of the bed.

He didn't see anything that belonged to Naruto. Not any clothes. Not his phone, not his wallet.

Sasuke grabbed the door handle of the bathroom door and slammed the door shut with all he had, making the entire wall vibrate with the power. He fisted his hands, making his short, blunt nails dig into his palms. He bent his head down, squeezing his eyes together and clenching his jaw shut. He couldn't breathe.

This was not happening. Not happening. Not happening. This was so not happening.

Naruto was gone! He had left him there all alone! After everything that had happened between them, he still left! And Sasuke had fallen for it all over again!

How could he have been so stupid? What signs had he missed? Which ones had he misread? No! No fucking signs! Naruto had told him it was the two of them now! The fucking bastard had lied to him! And now he was probably off somewhere laughing about stupid easy Sasuke and-

The sound of a keycard being pushed into the slot on the outside of the door was almost deafening to him. He looked up to see Naruto open the door, worried eyes locking on him for a second before darting across the room.

"What happened?" the blond asked, closing the door behind him. He slid the keycard into one of the back pockets of his jeans and pushed his phone into one in the front. "I heard a bang. Was that you?" He took a few steps forward reaching up his hand to lay it over Sasuke's cheek. Sasuke slapped the hand away and took a step back, his glare as dark as Naruto had ever seen before. Naruto blinked, seeing the pure rage. "Sasuke?" he asked carefully.

"You weren't here," Sasuke said through gritted teeth, breathing heavily through his nose.

"What?" Naruto asked bewildered. "I was just-"

"I wake up completely alone. You weren't here! All your things were gone!"

"Baby, I-"

"Shut the fuck up!" Sasuke yelled, and pushed Naruto in the chest making him take a step backwards to catch his balance. "You fucking asshole! I thought you had left!"

"I'm right here," Naruto said, rubbing his palm over the spot on his chest. He tried to stay calm and not making everything worse than it already was even though on the inside, he was panicking. "I'm right here, and I'm not going anywhere."

Sasuke shook his head and then ran his fingers through his hair, trying to take a deep breath. Naruto was there. He was there, and he hadn't actually been gone. He had just been outside the door. He was there. He finally managed to jumpstart his breathing and inhale air deep into his lungs. Naruto was there. He hadn't left. He wasn't leaving him again.

"Sasuke…" Naruto said and tried to reach out for him again, but Sasuke took a step back out of his reach.

"Don't," he said. They stood still for a few seconds. Sasuke was thinking, and Naruto didn't know what to do. His hands were itching to reach out again but he knew that Sasuke wouldn't let him touch him. His heart was beating fast, and he swallowed. He was freaking out as he waited for Sasuke to say something. When he did it wasn't what Naruto had expected;

"What time is it?"

"Uh…" Naruto picked up his phone and pressed a button to make the screen light up. "10.45."

"And we got the room until noon?"

"Yeah."

"Then I'm going to take a shower. And you better be here when I get out." Sasuke started to gather his clothes from the floor. He didn't even glance at the skirt hanging off the bed. Or at Naruto who was rooted to the spot where he stood watching Sasuke move around the room. Sasuke opened the door to the bathroom and closed it behind him. He locked the door. After a little while Naruto heard the shower start running.

He walked over to the unmade bed and sat down on the tangled sheets. He rubbed his palms over his jeans before letting out a frustrated huff and let himself fall backwards on the bed.

This had just started and already he was fucking up. They hadn't been together for 12 hours yet, and he had already made Sasuke angry. Things weren't looking good. He rested his arm over his face, covering his eyes. He didn't mean to piss him off. And he felt horrible and guilty over that Sasuke had thought he had left. He just hadn't wanted to wake him up! He had gone up and gotten dressed as soon as he woke up himself. He had been thinking about what he should do about Sasuke. Waking him up or let him sleep a while longer? He knew he'd be bored out of his mind just sitting around waiting for him to wake up, but he felt a little bad. He had been pretty rough last night. At the time he was completely sure that Sasuke had liked it and wanted it like that. But he was new at it and maybe it really had become too much and Naruto just hadn't noticed, and he knew Sasuke had said that he was alright and that he had wanted it but...all he wanted was for Sasuke to get his rest.

The decision had been made for him when his phone had started buzzing. At the time he had been relieved that there hadn't been any sound on. He could simply sneak out into the hallway and talk there without disturbing Sasuke. But now he hated it that he had turned the sound off the night before. If Sasuke had heard the call he wouldn't have thought that Naruto had left when he woke up alone.

Even if he had regretted it he would have stayed just like he did last time. But he didn't regret it! Not at all! Yes, he was worried that he might have taken things a little too far for Sasuke's comfort, but he wasn't sorry about the sex. Or the fact that he had told Sasuke it was the two of them from now on. He didn't regret that at all.

This time he had made a choice before he even had seen Sasuke in that sexy outfit. It had been the hottest thing Naruto had ever seen in real life. But that had had nothing to do with Naruto's choice. It wasn't a spur of the moment thing. Not like last time. Last time there had been hurt feelings and loneliness, and Sasuke had been readily available during one of his weakest moments. Naruto was ashamed to admit it, but the last time had been about himself. It was quite possible that had someone else come out to him in the garden that night he might have slept with them had they wanted to. He had been selfish, and he had far from forgiven himself for it. But this time had been all about Sasuke. Feeling Sasuke. Touching Sasuke. Hearing Sasuke. Wanting him. Wanting him so badly.

He wanted to be with him. He wanted them to be boyfriends. A real relationship. To be done with the drama and the hurt. Nobody made him feel like Sasuke did. And if Naruto made Sasuke feel the way he said he did…Naruto wanted that. He wanted what the two of them could be. A relationship that was built on feelings of affection from the start. It felt so different from when he had started to go out with Sakura. Even then he had known she wasn't really that into him. It had been fine because he knew he could change her mind. His lips twitched a little. He guessed he had been in Sakura's role this time and Sasuke in his. Sasuke had known that he could make Naruto fall for him. And he was. He was falling fast.

He didn't know how long he laid like that, and he was startled when the door to the bathroom unlocked and Sasuke stepped out. He had dressed in his jeans and shirt. His feet were still bare, his hair was only towel dried, and he seemed to have used his fingers to comb it. He looked at Naruto in a way that Naruto couldn't decipher. He was thinking something over, but Naruto couldn't tell about what.

Naruto pushed himself up, but stayed seated at the edge of the bed. He kept his hands on his thighs looking back at Sasuke. He wished he could come up with something smart to say, but his head was almost blank. All he could think was 'say something, say something, say something.' He didn't know if he was referring to himself or Sasuke. Maybe both.

Sasuke rolled his eyes and walked over to him. "Stop looking like a kicked puppy," he said and lifted his hand, scratching Naruto behind his ear. "Idiot." He wasn't smiling.

Naruto wrapped his arms around Sasuke's waist, pulling him closer and burying his face against Sasuke's stomach. "I'm sorry," he said, his voice muffled. "Dad called, and I just didn't want to wake you."

Sasuke didn't say anything but started to play with Naruto's hair. He smiled a little, thinking that this was a lot like it had been in the gym when he had held Naruto like this. But a lot of things had changed between them since then. Well, he guessed that a lot of things changed during that very moment.

"It is you and me now. I really mean that," Naruto said and tilted his head back, looking into Sasuke's eyes. "Okay?"

Sasuke felt his stomach do a flip flop just from hearing those words again. "Okay," he answered, tugging a little on a lock of blond hair.

"Don't be mad at me," Naruto said, his puppy eyes growing bigger. Sasuke snorted and gave him a small smile.

Naruto smiled much wider and stood up. He leaned down giving Sasuke a sweet kiss before giving him a big hug, almost lifting the smaller boy from off the floor. They stood there for a while, simply holding each other.

"We should get going," Naruto said, kissing Sasuke again.

"Where?" Sasuke asked, sliding out of Naruto's arms and started to gather his stuff.

"I don't know. You hungry?" Naruto picked up the skirt from the bed as if it was nothing and started to fold it. Sasuke felt his cheeks heat up and turned his face away, not wanting Naruto to see. "Sasuke?"

"Yeah, I guess." Not really knowing what to do with himself he went into the bathroom to look himself in the mirror and started to finger comb his hair again, trying to look presentable.

"How much would you give for a blow dryer?" Sasuke looked over at Naruto standing in the door but didn't answer. Naruto smiled and jerked his head towards their hotel room door. "Let's go to my place. There's food, and you can borrow my blow dryer again."

Sasuke smiled back, liking the idea. He didn't want to go home. He didn't want to separate from the other right away. And he didn't really want to go out in public either to get something to eat. He wanted to be alone with his new…boyfriend.

He walked over to Naruto, smile still on his face. He reached up and gave him a kiss. "Yeah, let's go." He grabbed his things and headed for the door. He hadn't forgotten what Naruto had promised the night before. Today they would have sex again. But this time they would take it slow.

8D;;; Well? I really hope you like it! Like i said! Be kind. XD

ALSO! Some of you might remember me asking if anyone of you were going to ConFusion in Gothenburg. I went there and I met some awesome people and I just wanna share their awesomeness with you! They're really nice and their cosplays are freaking awesome!

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That's it for this time! 8D Sasuke got his Naruto but things are not over yet! Don't you worry! There are still some chapters to go before this story reaches the end! 83