"Living at the edge

of a broken dream,

I continue to bleed

with the wound I obtained

because of you..."

Where have I gotten this from? I kind of forgot. Could anyone please refresh my memory? I'd appreciate it.

Hi! I'm LonelyBallerina I got this pen name from the music piece 'Lonely Ballet'. I really liked listening to it so I made it my basis. Anyways, I like making stories but it seems as if I always have this problem that I can only think of the plot or the summary and I end up not finishing it.

Hehe. I'll also try to update my profile. It's dull.

Current News: I'm late. I'm late. I'm late.

Yes, Yes, I know I've plainly disappeared from the site for almost two (maybe three) months now and I apologize. I'm nearly graduating and the requirements keep piling up one after the other so Gomen-nasai!

I'm going to publish a one-shot soon, though. Not very soon, not even soon-soon...just soon. I still have to redo some things :)

Fairy Tale has gone blank in my brain but I have the perfect solution! I'm going to read it all over again in the hopes that it would cure my sickness. Wish me luck!

Again...I'm terribly sorry...

My Inspirations:

Nothing in particular. But if something comes really close, it's experiences. Just everyday experiences. Some are mine and some aren't. You learn to see things in random views and I like to incorporate them into stories. I've made a lot, really but some are just not published...or open to anyone _

The second closest are songs. Yeah, songs. Whether it be the lyrics, the tune, the music video, anything at all. There are bound to have inspirations. Because I believe that songs are the other window to the soul. . . . . . .What? Where have you seen a house with only two windows, anyway?

Others can be just, well, anything. Any thing. Random stuff. It can be books, computers, berries, ice cream, potatoes or...berries! The key is to imagine.

Lol. Idk why I even wrote this stuff. Well, that's it for this portion. Next!

BERRIES

I just love berries. Don't you? XD

10 Things I Like/Love:

Yeah I know, repetitive but hey, you can't argue with the classics. By the way, this is not prioritized, okay? Just random itty bits so that you'll have an idea of this author/writer.

1. Food!

Why: Who doesn't? I like 'em because they satisfy me and my palate. Especially dark chocolate (not too sweet and not too bitter), spicy junkfood (not boring to my taste buds, that's for sure), berries (sweet, tangy and well, just delicioso), pizza (*drools*) and seafood (if I were given these, I'd occupy the whole table and eat by myself even for how long).

2. Books (quite)

Why: They take me to another world, another place. With books, I can travel without leaving my spot. It consumes me and my imagination. It's a delicious brain food, is it not?

3. Computer Games (heck yeah!)

Why: Both offline and online. What can I say? I am the 1%, sometimes I even question if I'm given the right body since I have a boy's mind (minus the urges and the preference to the other sex). If I'm in front of the computer, only my bladder, my sphincter and my stomach can remove me. Seriously. Sometimes, I even fall asleep and when I wake up, I get surprised if my character still hasn't died.

4. History (i know, i know, blegh)

Why: History fascinates me in ways I don't really understand. I love to read and study them but I hate being graded for it. Ikr? It's weird. Whether it's Mythology (for me, myths are a part of history so don't bite my head off, it's my belief), or the simple background of an ancient house or famous persona, it interests me. The story with which I fell in love with was of Elizabeth Bathory's. Search for her, if you want but! heed my warning, it's not about romance or sorrow, it's gruesome.

5. Secrets (ssshhh)

Why: It's a secret ;)

6. Him (*smiles dreamily*)

Why: He saved me. From the prince turned villain. From a sad fate. From my destructive former self. I owe him so much yet he doesn't ask for anything else. He just loves me. And I love him. Forever and always.

7. Corsets

Why: Hm. I don't know either. Guess I like the way it forms around the body *shrugs casually* Oh! And it's a part of history. You know, the Elizabethan Period, the 18th century, I don't know, really.

8. My country, the Philippines! (Mabuhay!)

Why: Because this is where I grew up and will always belong to. I love the sweltering heat and the numbing cold. And the food here, just wow, never leave the place without even having a bite because even the aroma and the scent can be seductive.

And to the pinoys/pinays: Magparamdam naman kayo. Haha. Nakakabagot na din kasi minsan 'pag sige na lang Ingles, 'di ba?

And more specifically speaking: Hindi ko bal-an kung sin-o pa makaintindi sini pero kung kaintindi ka, PM ko! Storya ta :D

9. Stalking (?)

Why: I'm a girl too and real girls stalk. It's just the way it is.

10. Reviews (that's right, reviews, here in Fanfiction)

Why: Normally, it would be under Loves but hey, I like them too so read below :)

This is the part where I beg. Almost.

I really really really really really REALLY and I mean really, love reviews (really). Even though it's only five words or two letters or a plain empty soulless dot, I don't care. It makes writers (or a pretend-writer, ME) feel like they've accomplished something. Because, well, it is rather tiring having butt cramps and headaches all day in front of a computer. Only to find out you didn't have reviews?!? That's just sad! :'(

But maybe having bad reviews is sadder. Sigh.

If you really want to know what goes inside my mind, just like those times when I stare out into space or continuously bang my head for inspiration, read my stories.

C'est tout!

Credits to kmye-chan of deviantart for my avatar.