I'm a splash of nothing and everything. I will never be what this 'society' wants, shall never be beautiful in someone else's standards, can never be an object of desire without a conscious. I am tainted, I am flawed. I am a StarDusted Moth Girl, a Faerie spirited Plague ratling. I may inhabit this ugly shell but I am so very much more on the inside of these white walls. I bleed crimson tear streaks and tingle with sparking emotion. I am, and even when this shell expires, to all who have embraced me I shall exist in a moon blessed Vally of falling flower petals, dancing with flames and seeping forlorn innocence. My lunar rainbow twinkles on the sunset waters, and even when it hurts, I adore what I have become. A tangle of colors, a mess at times, but still a breathing essence who will never wear a mask The Opheliac within me fights, and my tree still blooms a unique aura while the seasons evolve and decay. Smoke dancing as it snakes from painted lips, bubbles bursting into liquefied rainbow shards and sprinkling the Earth with stories to be told. So, to any with eyes that hear and tasting ears: Take this soul for what it seeps, and not just the physical features of its flawed shell. Because it is all that I am, and everything that I care to be. These words are my portrait, They are a part of who I am. Take it or leave it.

Quotes To live by: There are alot, and I dont have time to type them all...

“You," he said, "are a terribly real thing in a terribly false world, and that, I believe, is why you are in so much pain.” ― Emilie Autumn, The Asylum for Wayward Victorian Girls

"For this freedom I have given all I had For this darkness I gave my light For this wisdom I have lost my innocence Take my petals And cover me with the night . Emilie Autumn"

“All that is necessary for the triumph of evil is that good men do nothing.” -Edmund Burke

“Cherish this moment, for happiness is illusive.” -Final Fantasy IX Warning on the Bell

“Peace is but a shadow of death, desperate to forget its painful past…though we hope for promising years after shedding a thousand tears, yesterdays sorrow constantly nears. And while the moon still shines blue, by dawn, it will turn to scarlet hue.” -Kuja; Final fantasy IX

"But I'm always dreaming, even when I'm awake; it is never finished." -The last unicorn

"And I asked myself about the present: How wide it was, how deep it was, how much was mine to keep." - Kurt Vonngut

"No matter what you've suffered, that which is still within you is inestimably greater than anything you've lost" Emilie Autumn

"This is just a moment in time, step aside and let it happen." Firefly

"Success is failure recycled. Life is death reborn." -Jonathan Lockwood Huie

ATTENTION READERS: for anyone who has noticed and cared that i haven't been uploading new Fanfictions, I have moved to working on my own original stories, whish are being posted on FictionPress, link is below. I have loved my time on Fanfiction and the stories that I have written, but I've always wanted to reach out and create things more my own. I am currently very intently working on a story called A Storm Of Rose Petals, I've waited nine years to be really ready to write it, its my special treasure in a collection of precious gems. It would mean the stars to me if any of you who have liked my work here would give it a try. Thank you all for reading these Fics and reviewing them over the years. And who knows, eventually, I may work on new Fanfics. 7/8/14

For anyone who cares to know about other ridiculous things I do:

Deviant Art:

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FictionPress (where the original versions to stories here and new stuff will be posted):

https://www.fictionpress.info/u/956911/Scionika-Starflame