Hey everybody, I'm Schmelly Inc. and I'm just going to say it, my avatar is not a picture of Axel about to rape Roxas... Axel does not swing that way, for the umpteenth time!! That's actually Luxord, if you couldn't tell, and he's just about to get his ass completely owned by Axel. He happens to owe him munny and basically just sucks at life. XD Now, before I get into more about me, I found this beautiful poem to share...

Play in the pouring rain.

Dance when there's no music

Walk barefoot in the sand

Lay under the stars

Love like no other

Share secrets with friends

Laugh until it hurts

Remember every minute of it

Because you only get one

I'm kind of a country girl, but not... I'm not all "hey y'all!" or anything, I'm just me. My birthday is in February, and I am currently seventeen, but I'm way more mature so I kind of feel older. I love my sisters to death! We're all such big dorks, but I'm just glad I can be that way, to the fullest brain-fart inducing extent, with them.

(Flamers) It's not right and it's a shame that people don't have better things to do beside bash someone elses work that they put their heart into, despite what the quality might be, it's just wrong. They aren't going to get any better or learn anything to help them improve if you attack them as people and don't offer any ways to how they could do something better. I just wish that people could focus their energy on something more worthwhile.

I was watching the news and there was a commercial for media education and the message was great. I'll put it here:

"Technology does not have a conscience, but we do.

Think critically.

Act ethically.

People need to learn how to act while they are on the internet. It's easy to say whatever you want to someone when you can't make the physical connection by looking into their eyes and seeing how they are affected, but that's not an excuse. You shouldn't act any differently than you would if you were face-to-face with someone. Think before you act or speak. Consider how it would feel if you were the one being subject to flaming... seriously, just think about it. Just don't do it.

Random Squabbling: I was reading some Stephen King a while back and in the notes and introductions he tends to write in the front and back of his short story collections, I found a self-proclaimed disease of his that I think I am developing. XD Totally not complaining, I'd love to suffer the same sickness as the master spellbinder himself. It's called literary elephantiasis, and basically it means that when I write, I write a shit load lol. If only I could spew out words at a pace equal to his, but alas I am a bit of a perfectionist as well, and that is rather time consuming. Lol. I can't simply edit my work, I have to add something everytime I go over it or glance at it, and then edit it again later. But, hey, I'm just glad I don't suffer from the emaciated sibling of such a plague: literary anorexia. That would suck. Sometimes it seems like people have an equal affinity for that thin form of writing as they do the skeletal remains that litter many fashion runways. I say write your heart out, don't hold back, and get every last word you want to use out of your head. Be happy with your work, don't try to please anyone but yourself. You don't have to do everything according to someone else's 'standards'. Like the Milk commercials say, always grow, grow always! Cheesy... very dairy appropriate. But, true.

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Writing! Weeeeeeeeeeee. : )

Kingdom Hearts I and II are absolutely my all time favorite games, and RE:CoM since there are actually real, on my bleeping T.V., scenes with Axel and Namine, and it's just awesome in general. Plus: hello Orgy members like Vexen and Lexaeus and Marluxia and Zexion... and Larxene, too. XD One of my friends introduced it to me back in grade 7 or 8 and I am so grateful to him, because it's such an amazing game and the story and characters are just so, dare I say, epic? So, if you've read any of my KH fics or this profile, you'd have to have been hit by some kind of stampede of crazed moose, only in Canada my friends, to not see that I'm in LOVE with AkuNami... heehee, they're just so cute, and prone to some of the most beautiful ideas ever. Instant OTP for me. But I do like a lot of other pairings and I've been getting ideas and brainstorming. I'm thinking about writing a fic with Luxord and Larxene as the pairing... my friend really likes them together so I might write one for her if I get the time and the nerve! Also maybe a Vexen/Larxene one; I dunno ever since actually witnessing them interact in RE:CoM, I thought hey'd be quite the crazy and feisty pairing. XD Lol. Writing new pairings make me nervous though! I'd love to branch out sometime soon, but I'll play it by cautious ear. ; )

Stories currently working on for KH (this include KH II and RE:CoM) had to add that. XD

Masterpiece - It's just some drabble about Namine, I was thinking about her situation with the Organization and what she has to do and I was just looking at it a little differently; or maybe the same way as some one else. I am finished it...it's kind of my reinstation into writing since I haven't really been writing because of the crashing situation of my laptop. Big props to shibara1310 for being there for me and supporting me with this confounding drabble, check her out, she's got great stories! 8D I'll put this up soon, I just have to go over it.

Mnemonic - AkuNami-- situational, one-shot deal I suppose... working on it now. No sum sum yet. :0 It is my first attempt at some, wait for it, sexiness! It will be a mix of fluff and smexyness, since it's my first attempt at a fic like this and I don't want to jump right into anything and look like a retard with a computer and basic keyboard skills. Sexy time... hah, Borat. XD -- 65-70 percent done.

Innocence - AkuNami-- another short ficlet that I'm working on... maybe a little bit short of being half-done. No summary yet, up as soon as I get finished with it. Sad, but not heart-breakingly so, cute ending. -- 50 percent done.

What If - AkuNami-- 'sequel'//next chapter or part, of Little Star. Not done yet, hopefully soon though. -- LOL, maybe 15 percent done. I ish ashamed.

Smile Again - AkuNami-- oneshot, is very cute idea! I can't wait to get to it, I wants to write it SO BADLY!! :D

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Vulnerable - AkuNami-- short ficlet. Not done, but it will be one of the next one's I put up. No summary yet.

Talking Bird - AkuNami, still in the brainstorming processes, but I am 99.9 sure that I will write this one up soon enough, the idea is solid. I like the idea behind it.

Twilight - AkuNami, just an idea, but since it is an idea I am actively working on it goes here. Not clear-cut yet, but I am sure it will become a story eventually.

Untitled - AkuNami idea...very cute. I'll definitely write it when I get to it. Still has yet to be named...

Another Untitled - AkuNami...again, yay! Another cute idea without a title...but all these ideas are getting me excited!

Lol, A Few More Untitled - I have several ideas that I intend to get through, so yeah! :)

Shattered Glass - Just an idea... still mulling it over, but I kind of like it, so maybe.

Hee... hee hee.

A couple other ideas, many oneshots, two multi-chaps... fun stuff. Let's see if I get around to them! ; ) Lot's of AkuNami... I hope I don't begin to annoy people XD. I might. It's understandable. Lol, I'll probably keep doing it.

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These are currently on the backburner since I lost the files when my idiot computer decided to crash...I am trying to rewrite them, but I have no idea when they will be re-finished. I might rename them too, if I ever do get them written up again. I'm still debating whether I am going to do these again or not... I have a lot of new ideas and I don't want to cling to these and let the others slip away. We'll see. I don't really think I'll do these again... maybe. : S

Break Apart Her Heart - It will be Axel/Namine but it won't be a I suppose, lovey-dovey one, it'll be more like a constant struggle and probably pretty sad...I want to explore that side of it a bit more. I think it will be oneshot.

I will try to update this one relatively soon, but I am not sure when as I still have to write up and remember how I wrote the next chapter. Unfortunately, I lost the work I had done for this story along with the Great Crash...I'll probably destroy my laptop if it does this to me again, so keep an eye out for computer crumbs littering the 407, that'll be its final resting place... HA! Just TRY to rest in peace, you piece of junk! That'll show you, errm... anyways.

Tempt Me, Tease Me Until I... - Chapter Twelve: Lose You. Up... enjoy readers! Next chapter up soon, I hope.

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I'm also considering some other options for stories, but nothing concrete yet. I have a ton of names but not much on ideas... oh well! Good things come to those who wait right? These are some of my close to writing considerations, they will probably just be oneshots, the others are dormant in my notebook... for now. I have numerous AkuNami ideas... hee hee, though I haven't written them here. My profile would probably stretch around the Earth if I did. So... yeah, that wouldn't be very efficient.

Monsters

Roses

Magic

On this ending note, I still have so much to learn about writing and I honestly don't think you can ever get it all. How can you write perfectly when it's something that constantly evolves and grows everyday? It's impossible, but that's okay because in return, as a writer, you'll also never stop growing. Anyways, I hope that with all my mistakes and triumphs, I'll be able to just write with my whole heart and be proud of everything that I put out. It will never be perfect, but who says that it has to be anyways? Exactly no one... and if they do then they're just plain weird. We were built to make mistakes, it's how we learn. We are all human after all.

Live, because life is everything.

Love! :D

NOTE: On mini-writing-hiatus... school and life is just too much at the moment! GRRRRR!