...i keep wondering why I'm still calling your name through my tears...

I don't believe in happy endings...

I've always enjoyed writting, and constantly people are telling me that i'm good at it. It's just something that you can put all of life's experiences into, thoughts, feelings, grief, etc...Nothing's better for the soul than being creative, apart from being a tea boy every now and again.

Without a doubt Winter is my favourite time of year. There's just something refreshing about the cold weather and longer nights. I find watching watching thunder and lightening oddly calming for something that could easily kill you. I love watching the rain, as depressing as it sounds.

Living in London gives me plenty of ideas, both good and bad. It's a fantastic place for when you have writer's block. You can just walk around for hours, getting lost, in the pouring rain. Everyone and everything has something interesting about it, you just have to look close enough.

...follow your common sense, you cannot hide yourself, behind a fairytale forever and ever...

Current Projects
Spooks / MI-5:
A Winter's Tale - A collection of Winter Vignettes to help keep out the cold. Upcoming additions: Harry and Ruth go undercover as long term partners and learn something new about each other // Ruth takes a tumble on the stairs and Harry takes advantage of the situation // and loads more...

Sparkle of Hope Series - A collection of Post 5:05 Vignettes for those who still believe in happy endings.

All I Need - Post 5:05. Ruth waits for someone to turn her life upside down again.

Out In The Real World - Post 5:05. Ruth starts a new life as Eva Richards, an A Level English teacher. On the outside she appears perfectly content with her life in Bath, but in reality she suffers from insomnia and night terrors. Harry slowly falls apart and after a close shave on an operation, he is suspended and ordered to Tring. When their paths cross after nearly a year, both passions and tempers flare.

Autumn Leaves - Post 5:05. Everyone deals with the day of Ruth's funeral differently.

Forget-Me-Knot - Post 5:05. Harry bumps into Ruth and is shocked to learn that she has amnesia.

Frailty - Post 5:04. Ruth babysits an MP who has been receiving death threats and gets in way above her head.

Truly, Madly, Deeply - Harry takes Ruth away for a romantic weekend, only it doesn't go quite to plan.

Strangers When We Meet - Follow up to 'After Midnight'. Harry and Ruth meet up at The Requiem, posing as complete strangers.

Tonight Tonight - Post 5:04. During a thunder storm, Ruth lets her mind wander.

- Those listed are only a few of the fics in progress

...deep inside i'm heartless, deep inside regardless, kill for me, my every word a lie...

The Avengers:
Dark Side of the Moon - While in the country on a winter retreat, Steed and Mrs Peel fall victim to a hunter with an unique blood lust.

...reality is sometimes stranger than fiction, whatever happens in my dreams, and i know it can't be worse than this, so i prefer to sleep...

Loves: Peter Firth // Harry Pearce, Spooks, Lifeforce, The Laughter of God, The Avengers, Patrick Macnee // John Steed, Diana Rigg // Emma Peel, David Bowie, Peaches, Labyrinth, The Hunger, Coffee, Boots, My MP3 Player, Boots, Snow, Winter, Bubbles, Concerts, John Barrowman // Captain Jack Harkness, Rocky Horror Picture Show, Within Temptation // Sharon den Adel, Nightwish, Epica, Season's End, Theatre of Tragedy, L'Ame Immortelle, Flowing Tears, Queen, The Rolling Stones, Siouxsie and the Banshees, The Human League, Depeche Mode, Bauhaus, Juliette and the Licks, The Darkness, Scissor Sisters, Whiskey, Corsets, Leather Gloves, The Muppets, Top Gear // Jeremy Clarkson // Richard Hammond // James May, Disney Movies, Lovejoy

Hates: Kate Moss, Spiders, Clowns, Tony Blair, Lily Allen, Billie Piper, Paris Hilton, White Angel, White Clothing, Sun Burn, Tara King

...rose tints my world, keeps me safe from my trouble and pain...

Playlist:
- The Cross by Within Temptation. "Why have you waited to embrace me, my dear? Cold is your silence, Denying what is real, I'm still wondering why I'm still calling your name, And I wonder, oh I wonder"

- Strangers When We Meet by David Bowie. "All my violence, Raining tears upon the sheet, I'm bewildered, For we're strangers when we meet"

- Enjoy The Silence by Depeche Mode. "Words like violence, Break the silence, Come crashing in, Into my little world, Painful to me, Pierce right through me, Cant you understand, Oh my little girl"

- Dear Prudence by Siouxsie and the Banshees. "The sun is up, The sky is blue, It's beautiful and so are you, Dear Prudence won't you come out to play"

- Feel For You by Nightwish. "Barely cold in her grave, Barely warm in my bed, Settling for a draw tonight, Puppet girl, Your strings are mine"

- See Emily Play by Pink Floyd. "She often inclined to borrow somebodys dreams till tomorrow"

- Masquerade by L'Ame Immortelle. "Now I'm scared and I'm afraid, Of the roles that I have played, Of vows I broke and vows I made, Its time to end this masquerade"

- Forgiven by Within Temptation. "You gave up the fight, You left me behind, All that stands forgiven, You'll always be mine, I know deep inside, All that stands forgiven"

...you'll meet a stranger some night...