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"Love.

Such a small word, yet it holds such a larg meaning. The fact that you don't just have someone to have or to hold, but it is almost like an infinite promise that you will never need to be alone ever again. Like you will never cry alone, or maybe it's just the fact that you know that you are not just always the back of someone's mind, but you never leave it. The second that the words 'I Do' slips out of your mouth, it is like guaranteeing a place in the mind, never to be forgotten, and always to be a reminder of why you need to go on. All of these things, and so, so many more things all paced into four little letters. Four letters that define you. That make you. That can break you just as fast as it made you.

And all of these things on the day you are to be wed will fly through both spouse's minds. Scaring them. Trying to make them turn and run, even though all you want to do is stay, but all the feet want to do is run. Like the thought of love is scarier then anything imaginable. But the fear is the best part. It's what reminds you what is real, and what will last, but most of all, that you have something worst to being afraid of. That the idea of losing a single individual is the most scariest thing imaginable. And it is single handedly the best feeling in the world.

For it is not the top of the roller foster that is the best part, nor the part you remember or hold onto. It is the ride down. That fantastical terror that reminds you why you rode it to begin with. And this, and more then there are words in the English language will happen to you at the end of the aisal. For the walking down it is just the reaching the top, and the walking back with your new husband at side? Well that, that is the ride."

-Azilia James (one of my best fanfic friends that wrote this for me before my wedding)

Married 10/31/15