![]() Author has written 16 stories for Pocahontas, and Harry Potter. It's been a while since I've updated my profile. Actually... it's been a while since I've updated Anything on this site *stares in shame at toes.* But I really want to! This past year has been crazy! I was living in NYC and felt so lonely, displaced, and stressed that I decided to leave. Now I'm living back in my own small town, working at a bookstore, and I've never been in more debt in my life. I also have a boyfriend, now, and darned if that doesn't take up your free time amiright? But since moving home I've felt like I'm going backwards, and I'm 25 years old now, dammit. So... I'm basically taking turns working and staring at my ceiling in existential dread. It's hard to see the words I'm typing through the words flashing across my mind: WHAT ARE YOU DOING WITH YOUR LIFE?! But I shouldn't complain, tbh. When that cloud of expectations dissipates, I'm pretty content right now. It's just a matter of keeping those worries at bay. So thank you all SOOO much for your continued support, for all your messages and reviews. It helps me to remember that these stories are important to someone, even when lately it's hard to value things that aren't paying my bills (and yes I know that's a terrible way of looking at things, and I'm trying my best to remember what's really important). Also my sister is getting married this summer and she doesn't have anything else to do with her time but plan it (she doesn't have a job), but I'm her maid of honor and she expects me to help with all this craziness and doesn't understand that I'm just too stressed out to be of any use to her, and the pressure is driving me insane. And it's so hard to be hopeful enough to fantasize when everywhere I look the world is burning. Ugh. Sorry to rant. I don't even know if anyone reads these things, haha. But I feel a little better now. Anyway, the point was that I'm going to try to update my stories. They are something that I have created and I want to do them justice. Maybe I should stop waiting for inspiration if it's never going to come. Update! My fic A Lesson in Loyalty is now being translated by aquamenting into Spanish. Here's a link for anyone who is interested. fanfiction.net/s/9854539/1/Una-lección-de-lealtad :D |