• Profile Update: October 7th, 2008
Holy cow-cows. I know, I know. No update. Well, I'm suffering a SEVERE case of writer's block. Seriously. I had to write a story for an assignment in school (and you guys know how my stories are), and I couldn't come up with anything. Nada. Zip. I ended up getting a 0 on the project because I didn't do it since I can't THINK anymore. I think my brain cells died or something while I was taking a break from all the serious roleplay I had going on.

And YES I do roleplay, and I am proud to say I roleplay. Though I haven't roleplayed for a while because... well, same thing as this. Writer's block is affecting me. Hell, I can't even do my deeply desired story Phases of the Moon because writer's block won't leave me alone. But yeah. So, in a lame attempt to get this damned thing to leave me alone, I'm going to do something I've never seen done before.

I'm going to remake InuYasha: Secret of the Cursed Mask.

You read right. I'm going to rewrite that entire damned game in a sad attempt to do two things: Make the game a little less crappy, and hopefully get this writer's block out of my system. If that doesn't work, well... I'll just vent it all on Bittersweet Emotions since that story is in DIRE need of an update. Also, I accidentally deleted my Thicker Than Water story so that's not going to be put up now. Once I get into the whole remake thing deep enough though, I'll start updating the chapters and let you guys see.

I'M SORRY FOR THE WAIT!

The marble image came alive,
Began to moan and plead.
She drank my burning kisses up
With ravenous thirst and greed.
She drank the breath from out my breast,
She fed lust without pause;
She pressed me tight, and tore and rent
My body with her claws.
~ Heinrich Heine, 1839; Excerpt from the forward of Buch der Lieder

STORY STATUS

Bittersweet Emotions: SessRin, InuKag : M : Hiatus

Together Forever: SessRin : K : Complete
The Question: SessRin : M : Complete
To Protect: SessRin : M : Complete : Sequel to The Question

InuYasha: Secret of the Cursed Mask the Remake: NP : T : Coming Soon
Phases of the Moon: SessRinOC : ? : ?

06/21
Yes, you've seen correctly...I'm creating the "terrible" Original Character pairing yadda, yadda. You know, I can understand people hating on characters that they dub "Mary Sues", but it's a tad hypocritical. If you think about it, every anime/manga character ever created is a Mary Sue in one way or another. They weren't based on real people. I don't plan on making that whole "OMG Im the most awesomest character in the story, LYKE YAH!" type of Original Character...I admit, that though I know the whole look scheme, I'm currently unsure of what her abilities are going to be. Hell, I don't even know what the personality is going to be since I always wanna change her from being soft to WTF every few minutes (lol, you'd get what I meant if you saw my conversations with some friends. She could be all quiet and nice, and then the next minute be chewing your head off and beating the hell out of you for something completely irrelevant).

But alas, I don't want to hear any bullshit from people about how they don't like my OC. If you don't like her, then you can (A) Shove it up your ass, (B) Don't flame me for it, and (C) Leave my story alone. You've been warned about which story it is, so don't give me any shit about her. Thank you!

Phases of the Moon is more than likely going to be out before another chapter of BE, simply because I don't want to end up ruining that story. Bittersweet Emotions is more on the dark side, rather (as you could tell after reading it). I want to keep it that way, not some lovey dovey shit that I'm probably in the mood for. PotM features Sesshoumaru and Rin (possibly Kohaku if I decide to stay along the storyline of the manga) and their moments together, which will eventually introduce my OC. Consider it a break from the whole "I'm gonna beat your ass and cheat on you" theme from BE. (I can't believe that I just described my story like that...lol.)

10/08
Okay, as you saw above, I'm going to remake the InuYasha: Secret of the Cursed Mask game. Here are some of the major changes that you will need to be aware of before reading that story. So please read this carefully.
• The story plotline is going to follow the FEMALE VERSION. This is because, on a personal level, the girl didn't sound like a total bitch (not bitch as in mean, bitch as in pussy) like the guy did. She had the better voice acting too.
• The girl is NOT going to have short hair. I HATED that. It got on my nerves so bad. So those of you who have played this game and watched the beginning and actually know what I'm talking about -- I'm going to use her friend. Yes, the one with the long hair who was actually PRETTY.
• The lines / quotes are not going to be exact. Unless I'm playing the game at the time and I happen to be on the part where the story is currently being written. I have played this game enough times to have the sequence of events memorized as well as the paths to take. Seriously. Ask me anything and I'd probably know it... except exact lines.
• There is DEFINITELY not going to be as many battles in this story as there are in the game. I'm probably going to just give you a random battle here and there, but not every five friggin' seconds.
• I'm doing the chapters based on how I did the saves on my game. I would save after I beat a major event and it put me back on the map. An example: When you arrive in Kasasagi Town for the first time, they arrest you, etc. etc. The chapter would end after Kagura's defeat and you get paid and head back to Kaede's. Not a very good example, but you get the gist.
• There are NO PAIRINGS. NP = No Pairings. This game was never canon, so I will not make character pairings canon in this story (even though we all know who ends up with who). But whatever.
• This story is following the VIDEO GAME TIMELINE. Not the actual manga timeline. Remember, not canon. So therefore, Toukijin is still around, Kikyou's still alive, as is Naraku, and the Shikon no Tama is still being sought.

Well, that's all I think I have to say about this so far. I dunno, I'm already almost done with the Prologue (this has nothing to do with what is viewed in the game. This happens before the scene on the city bus).

And now, a random poem thing!

My heart went fluttering with fear
Lest you should go, and leave me here.
To beat my breast and rock my head
And stretch me sleepless on my bed.
Ah, clear they see and true they say
That one shall weep and one shall stray.
For such is Love's unvarying law...
I never thought, I never saw
That I should be the first to go;
How pleasant that it happened so!
~ Dorothy Parker, 1893 - 1976; Surprise!

FUN SITES (bullshit basically)

As you can tell, I have a foul useage of vocabulary. Pff...this is just me being polite really. I am much worse at school.

Like Sesshoumaru and Adult Rin together? Then you should click here.

Like random little comics of Naruto and Organization XIII (Kingdom Hearts)? Like random little comics of mostly them being yaoi, gender bended or something? Bleh, she's a funny woman anyway, so you should click here and here. Give her a try, I did and I absolutely DON'T regret it.

This site is recommended only for people who are true InuYasha fans...and fans of Adult Rin and Sesshoumaru. THIS SITE IS AWESOME. Click here.

Click here to see a spaz InuYasha explain the plotline of the InuYasha series in under a minute...the beginning is tedious (dumb Shippou), but InuYasha himself is funny. She CRUSHED MY DREAMS!! SHE CRUSHED THEM SO HARD! Kagome, you crushed his dreams! D:

Okay, I'll admit that I actually watch Star Wars...but really just the new ones. I didn't watch the REALLY old ones...although I absolutely LOVE Darth Vader...he's the sex until he took off his mask and whatnot. Anyway, click here if you wanna see something really funny. Death Star Café...poor Darth Vader...oh, I'm sorry "Jeff" Vader.

Click here to see hear a really cool song that was made purely from the sounds of Windows 98 and XP. It is kickass and this guy has a lot of time on his hands...computer nerd...

Click here to see dumbass college guys do a funny making a remake to Saw 4. I lmao everytime I see it...always puts me in a better mood.

Like cats? Like silly cats? Like watching cats do funny stuff? Then watch this.

Like slides? Like watching people fall off of slides and whatnot? Ready for a good laugh? Then watch this.

Like senseless violence (literally)? Because I still have no clue why this guy kills everyone...either way, it's a good gory series of bloodspill videos that's entertainment to any who appreciate the "artistic value". Madness Combat! Click here.

PLEASE if there are any links that no longer work, let me know so I can either fix it or take them off. Thank you.