Gracias to: Luzy and I LUV SETH.

Btw. Luzy, YOU'RE SENSATIONAL! :D haha must use that word more often in this story!

Okay so, question time. Do you want me to write Jake and Sam POV for each chapter? Cos' I can do that, honestly that would be easier for me. xD Although it's all your choice, take it... and go. Please review and tell me.

Also, I don't think I've used a Disclaimer yet, so yeah peeps. Don't sue cos' I don't own Toilight Paper nor do I own Twilight. ROFL, have you guys seen that picture; Toilight Paper? Haha, it's a win and you guys must see it. Funny! (:

Jake's POV

Yeah, Sam, we're angry with you. I mean, I was having such a great time with Jared and you had to interrupt us and put an awkward silence between us. Jared told me you were never so over-protective even when the other guy's just phased. Whaddafuck, seriously? Luckily, I did not say that to Sam or else he'd probably go ape-shit on my ass. Neh, Emily probably would've gone ape-shit on my ass instead since she loves him so dearly. Fuck you bitch, Sam's MINE. Even though, I loved him and every—wait, what? I love him? THE FREAKIN' L WORD? Do I love him? I have no idea, but I know that the imprint gave me feelings that I have not experienced before, not even with Bella. I'm so lucky, I'm gay and I imprinted on my pack mate.

"Jarey, Jakey! Stop staring at my Sammy like that, I don't think he likes it!" Emily squealed in her high pitched voice of hers. Jakey and Jarey? Seriously?! I mean, I can understand Jakey; Becky and Rache used to call me that, but Jarey. I snorted and Emily glared at me. Whoa, whoa, calm down you crazy bitch.

"Um, Emily. My name is Jared not Jarey, I don't think I've met anyone in my entire life who's called me that," Jared said awkwardly as he scratched the back of his neck with his right hand. He looked at me silently pleading for me to help his case.

"Yeah Emily, we know you're Sam's –cringe—so, we don't want to take away his privilege of having a pet name. Y'know what I'm saying?" Um, no I don't know what I'm saying. I'm basically saying some random crap as I'm trying to help Jared out. Pfft, like it's working. Emily looked at us like we were some psycho freaks, eh, we probably are.

"Guys. I call Embry and Paul by nick-names as well, I'm not under privileging MY Sammy. See, I call 'em Emmy, Pau-Pau, Jarey and Jakey!" She said. Paul visibly cringed on Pau-Pau as Jared and I burst out laughing. Pau-Pau, SERIOUSLY? BAHAHAH! Sam also cracked a smile as I smiled at him. His face seemed to brighten at that as he smiled widely at me. Weird, I've actually never seen Sam smile and seeing a person who never smiles, smile is quite amazing. Damnit, it's not just amazing. It's fucking awesome! Sam is my imprint and he looks so hot like that, hot-digidy-daaayum. Sam then went up to Emily and touched her shoulder. My nose flared as he touched her, damn it, he should be touching me, and only me!

"Emily," he said the name with such love and affection it was hard to look at them. My heart melted... and now it was like a mucky puddle on the lino floor. It was heartbreaking to watch them interact with each other, now him saying her name with such love, I couldn't breathe. "I don't think it's a good idea to come up with these pet names for them. Look at Paul he looks like he's convulsing on the couch," convulsing? HOTTER-DIGIDY-DAYUM! "and look at Jacob, he looks like he's seen a ghost.. and isn't getting enough air flow, Jacob, are you alright?" Sam instantly came to my side and Emily looked pissed. Well I would be too if my mate went up to someone else and left you all alone without a single glance. Haha, suck it bitch. Wait, don't suck it, I don't want you to suck—hmph, I do way too much over analysing in my head. Just calming thoughts, calming thoughts; don't go into brain overload just because Sam is touching me. HOLY SHIT, SAM IS TOUCHING ME! I nearly dropped the pizza from my hand cos' of that one thought.

"I'm fine Sam. It's okay, I... uh, just got a shock from the name Emily gave me. Brought me back into some good times," I said as I lied. I mean, I was a pretty good liar and Sam believed me. He then shot a pointed look back at Emily.

"See what you've done?! Emily, you reminded him of his past with his... mother," Sam growled at Emily. Emily looked so taken back that she ran out of the room sobbing. Everyone looked at Sam with wide-eyes, even me. Sam then looked between me and her obviously deciding in his head which one to look after. Even though it hurt me to say it, I let him go after her.

"Sam, it's okay. You didn't really mean to say that to Emily, go apologize. Besides, I'll be fine with Jared," I said. Sam growled, "and Embry and Paul," I said with furrowed eye-brows, confused as to why Sam growled. Sam ran off to the sobbing Emily as I became depressed. Sam... left me for her. Even though I knew that I told him I'd be fine and everything since I WASN'T EVEN SAD, him leaving me... for her. Fuck dat shiz, I'll have fun with the rest of the crew.

"'Sup Jake!" Embry suddenly popped up from behind me.

"TEH HECK? Where the fuck did you come from?" I yelled as I took a plate from the kitchen and ate my pizza. Oh god, this is good! I was so hungry I nearly ate the one piece in just one bite.

"Just wanted to see how you were goin'! Haven't heard from you in ages! Hanging out with Jared and leavin' me alone, eh?" He said as he messily bit off a piece of his pizza.

"Please man, you're my best mate and I guess I can't talk to Quil anymore huh?" I said sadly. Embry shook his head with a sad expression on his face.

"I know it sucks donkey shit but yeah Sam said that Quil was going to phase soon so I guess that's a plus," as soon as Embry said Sam's name, I instantly went off into day-dreaming land aka La la Land. I mean, what's not to day-dream about Sam? He's got the bod, the brawn and basically everything else. Emily's one lucky bitch to get him. I mean, I'd literally kill for him but you know what they say, killing is against the law. Damn it!

"Jake, JAKE!" Embry hit me on the head. I brought my eyes back to his face.

"What?" I said; annoyed as he didn't let me day-dream about Sam. I narrowed my eyes at him. He rolled his.

"You were off in La la Land. Pfft, I was asking how's Bella? That girl's got one hot piece of ass, dontcha think Jake?" Hm, Bella. Crap, she'd probably go back into depression again since I'm not going to help her. Well actually, fuck that shit! That bitch should go to rehab... for loony people! Yeah she should get a fricken' shrink! Fricken' bitch doesn't even want to get better and is only using me to do reckless things. Yeah Bella I figured it out when I remember talking to your friend Jessica and her saying that you went for a ride with some random loser when you went to the movies with her. I mean, I used to only hang with you cos' I loved you. I seriously LOVED you but then luckily I turned into a werewolf and Sam was there. Oh, Sam. How do I lov—oh noes, it's that L word again. Must stay away from it, I can't admit that I actually love him! Embry suddenly clicked his fingers in front of my face and I jumped back, surprised at that.

"Holy shit man, why the fuck did you do that?" I gasped. Embry growled.

"You started to day-dream again! Are you okay seriously? I asked about Bella, obviously you're still not over that leech-lover," Embry growled her name. I knew that if I still loved her I would get angry at him. Hmph, might as well keep up with the pretences. I clicked my tongue and said,

"Embry! Don't call her that," I said pretty un-emotionally, but hey it's Embry, it's not like he would notice. I snorted at that thought.

"But she is! Aren't you even a little bit angry that she went out with that bloodsucker?" Embry asked. I shrugged, I seriously don't care, I mean if she wants to put her life in danger well then, go ahead, I'm tired of putting up with her shit and doing all this crazy stuff. I mean, if she wants to go hallucinate then go! Pfft, crazy bitch is turning me crazy.

"Um yeah I guess, she could've really put her life into danger! That's not good," I said as I concentrated on the TV which was now, Fringe. Meh, let's just watch this.

"Yeah kinda shitty that you can't talk to her eh? It'd be bad if she goes back into depression again. Sorry man to remind you of her, that's probably why you're not speaking so much, um, I'll talk to you later," Naïve Embry, tsk tsk.

"Yes, shitty, okay. Buh-bye, go eat your pizza," I looked down and noticed that I finished eating. Crap, no more pizza and I'm still in that weird depressing mood. Probably cos' Sam isn't here. Where is he anyway? Oh yeah looking after Emily. ... ):

Sam's POV

"Emily please, I didn't want to make you sad, it's just that Jacob is the most volatile of the pack at the moment and we don't want to trigger any type of emotion besides happy-ness, okay?" I tried to reason. Emily just looked down and tried to push me away from her. What the fark? I mean, was she always like this and I've never noticed? She looked at me with tears in her eyes. I tried to touch her cheek but she smacked my hand away from her. Okay, okay, stop smacking me, it's not like I sexually harassed you or anything. *sigh*

"Sam, if-if-if you really loved me, you would've stood up for me no matter what!" She sobbed. Inside of me sighed, seriously, after 20-minutes of non-stop, 'you would've stood up for me Sam!' it kinda gets old, besides, if you seriously listen to my point and then compare it with hers, you'd take my side, totes.

"Emily, I love you! Who else would I love? Who else would I spend every second of my life with?" A little voice in my head kept nagging me, Jacob, Jacob and more Jacob. Shut up! I'm with Emily! Besides, Jacob's with... Bella. I growled inwardly! Not that bitch again! Emily sniffled and then looked up at me with her dark eyes.

"I-I-I don't know," she admitted finally as she looked down ashamedly.

"See, besides, I don't even know why we're fighting, I just had to make sure Jacob doesn't get really angry or sad enough to phase. Besides Em, he only phased today and you know that I'm the Alpha and I have to help everyone," I said slowly as I once again tried to touch her face. This time she actually let me and then smiled slowly at me.

"I-I-I'm sorry Sam," what the hell? Does she now have this permanent stutter that she keeps doing all the time? Cos' I swear in the fast 5 minutes she hasn't been doing anything BUT stuttering. Gimme a break woman!

"It's okay Emily, its no-one's fault. Everyone gets mixed up once in awhile," I said soothingly as I rubbed her cheek. Suddenly – stuttering and all – Emily's eyes changed... and it wasn't a good sign, her voice also became more... sultry and seductive, crap... she's going to try and get off of me, again.

"Sammy," what happened to the stuttering? I WANT THE STUTTERING BACK! "since we're alone, maybe it's a good to get further in our relationship," she smiled at me as she pounced on me, her lips seizing mine. I grabbed both of her arms and pulled her away from me – gently, everything is gently.

"No Emily, I'm not ready to proceed," I said slowly. Pfft, you'll never be able to proceed unless you're with Jacob. Shit, stop it stupid voice in my head. Great, I'm now sounding like a lunatic with voices in my head. *facepalm* Emily frowned at me and sat back on the bed, her voice not so high or seductive anymore, more like... annoyed and angry, great. Get ready for an ultimatum.

"Why Sam? You didn't even LOVE Leah and you fucked her! Why not me," she pulled the Leah card. That's not a good choice.

"Emily, don't bring Leah into the conversation," I growled ever so softly. She looked at me like she wanted to rip someone's head off.

"Why Sam? WHY? Why are you always defending Leah all the freakin' time? It's not like you love her anymore... Wait, you probably do! That's why you're always on Leah's side and why you don't want to have sex with me! You still love Leah!" She gasped. I gaped at her. I mean seriously! Think about this logically! I decided to get right to the point with her.

"Emmeline Suzanna Young. Do you really think I would be in this room right now if I still loved Leah?!" I basically yelled at her. She flinched, but I was too angry I had to continue, I was obliged! "I probably would be with Leah right now, wedding planning since we were so far into our relationship and the friggin' day you came, I was going to propose to her. I know I was already a wolf but I wanted to make things official with her before I told her, everyone knew I was going to propose, even Leah. But then you came and I instantly fell in-love with you and ended being with Leah.

"Do you know how sad she was? Well of course you did cos' that's why you didn't stand up for her and go away, but no you had to fall in-love with me and now we're here," I said tiredly. I mean, after Emily fell in-love with me and told Leah to, back off; Old Quil told me some stories of the imprintee rejecting the imprint and then goes back into normal life. The imprinter can keep going on with his life but with great difficulty, after he successfully forgets the imprintee he can do whatever. So yes, I was planning on going back to Leah, but nah, Emily. I'm not trying to say it's her fault or anything it's just that. ARGH, I give up.

"Samuel friggin' Uley! YOU were the one who imprinted on me. YOU were the one who was going all lovey-dovey on me. YOU were the one who was hanging on my every word. YOU were the one who first started the affair. YOU were the one who I loved..." She left that sentence hanging. Holy shit, no she's not going to. No, please, Emily, don't.

"Emily, no, please," I cried out knowing that she was going to break up with me. She looked at me with tears in her eyes.

"Sam, I think this has gone too far, I know that you imprinted on me but this is just not working out, besides you still love Leah," I looked at her, also with tears in my eyes.

"No Emily, I don't love Leah at all, nothing compared to what I feel with you! Please, I'll do everything to make this work, just don't leave me Emily, I can't live without you!" I cried. I mean, I'm never an emotional guy it's just that she makes up everything that I am. I can't NOT live without her and it's not like I'm going to try living without her.

"How do I know that you don't love her still, Sam? How? Tell me, everything that you're doing is the telling me that relationship isn't healthy. You're too dependent Sam, you always have to ask me if you want to do something and I'm just looking out for your health," she said.

"No it's not me, it's the imprint—" she cut me off.

"Yes it's totally the imprint cos' if you didn't see me at Uncle Ben's wedding last year, you would've still been with Leah and everything would've been different," she said. Why is this happening?

"Emily, why is this happening? I love you Emily. I know I was just yelling at you before, but you do know that it's because every couple needs to have their fights and differences," I chuckled uneasily as I still was in shock as to what's happening at the moment.

"I know that Sam, but did you even see how you were acting today? You were totally ignoring me and was just focusing on the pack. I NEED TO BE A PART OF THIS RELATIONSHIP. A relationship is with 2 people, not just one. Not just you... and your pack, I need to leave Sam. This isn't right," Emily put her hands on her head and shook her head. B-b-but just before she was sad at me comforting Jacob... not her. Oh, I understand now.

"But Emily! I'll try, you don't know how hard it is for me to do everything, I mean, sometimes at night, instead of you always wanting sex, why can't we just be like a normal loving couple and just snuggle and I'll promise to try to get this relationship working!" I pleaded like a little 5-year-old girl.

"Yeah but that's the thing Sam, why can't we. I mean, we're not a normal couple, face it Sam. You're a werewolf AND you put these scars on my face," I flinched, "so I don't think we can be a normal couple. I know I was just arguing before that you went after Jacob and not me, this shows it that you're not ready for a real relationship just after everyone's facing and YOU know that other people are going to phase as well! So, I'm sorry Sam, I... just need a minute, a minute to work everything out. To see if I'm staying... or not,"

Holy crap! When I first started writing this – yesterday – I didn't realise it was going to end like this. Heh, I just came back from my run and then this.. wow! -_- I had no intention of this ever happening! So guys please, please, PLEASE review and tell me whether or not you want Emily to go already! Cos' I know she's being such a bitch in my story making the decision to leave and then probably ruining the guts of Sam.

Btw. I probably won't be updating on Saturday since there is a very important occasion on Saturday.

I love Labor Day, since it's on the first Monday every May and sometimes that Monday is my birthday.

Okay, this is a really long Authors Note and I'll leave you guys to it!

Also, please, please, PLEASE just drop a review to say whether or not you want Emily to stay, cos' it's a bit early in the story for her to leave, don't you think?

Gracias!