Uhh... so yeah this should of been with the chapter 20. because it makes more sense. lol. so yeah this doesn't count as another chapter.

Bella's POV

At some point they leave me be and i'm left alone to my own nightmare of reality. So i just lie there and dig my finger into the grass and dirt, lost in my own world. Remembering. Always remembering.

It starts to sprinkle and soon it becomes a down pour. lightening and all. Like a little show put on just for me, to match my mood. i roll on my back and stare up at the sky my mouth and eyes open, hoping it will drown me. Of course it doesn't happen and i just look silly so i finally get up and start walking, not knowing where to go.