Title- What in Agni's Name is Wrong With Me?
Summary:- I have managed to turn the Maiko kiss into a Zutarian moment in a way. Zutara... and an OOC Zuko.
Disclaimer: I. Do. Not. Own. If I did, the Maiko kiss would be followed with Zuko knocking her out somehow (kiss as a distraction), and then helping Katara and the GAang.
Yes Zuko is completely OOC but I'm bored and this cute little plot bunny attacked me. Maybe sometime later, I'll write a version with the emotion and length it deserves, but not right now.
What in Agni's name is wrong with me? I just kissed a beautiful girl I've known my whole life and someone else is running through my mind!
The kiss was good, no doubt about that but in my mind I was picturing an amazing kiss with a girl who was definitely not Mai. She's actually Mai's exact opposite, who I should not be thinking about in that way at all. It's just not right. It wouldn't work. I don't even like this girl!
Or at least I don't think so. She's a water bender which means I'm out to destroy her so… no I don't like her. I really don't.
Okay I'm lying. She won't stop invading my mind now! Every time I'm with Mai, there she is. She smiles at me in my dreams and in my mind, I kiss her, not Mai.
Oh I hide it well though. No one knows, or at least I don't think anyone knows. I tend to keep to myself now that I'm back so, they really shouldn't know.
If I didn't kiss Mai, none of this would have happened. I would be happy and I would not be thinking about that peasant. I was fine until I kissed Mai. Once my lips touched hers, I immediately wondered how Katara's lips would feel like against mine, how she would react, how she would taste. And as soon as I thought of her, there she was behind my closed eyes. In my messed up mind, I was kissing her, not Mai.
I'll admit she's much more attractive than Mai. She's got that dark exotic skin that puts Mai's pale skin down in a heartbeat. Her eyes hold that kind compassion and understanding, so beautiful. Mai's eyes don't seem to hold much. And Katara's smile! It's that kind of smile that makes you feel like a little boy again. (Don't tell anyone I said that) I don't think I've ever even seen Mai smile…
Katara just keeps invading my mind now! Uncle once said that happens when you're in love but I think I've just gone crazy.
I bet Katara's a great kisser.
What in Agni's name is wrong with me? I just kissed a beautiful… okay well somewhat attractive girl who I've known my whole life and Katara, the water peasant who some would say I'm in love with, is running through my head!
I should have never kissed Mai.