Hey this is a poem inspired on true events to myself it took me half an hour to write and its about feeling hurt betrayed and broken by someone you loved
Warning: depressing and some bad language
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'Im broken and bleeding on the floor
what your doing to me i cant ignore
your tearing up my heart
i guess your just playing your part
Fucking around with my mind
i thought you were such a good find
guess i was wrong
well i've never been very strong
I'm blaming it all on you
for the picture on my wrist that i drew
your the reason im drowning in my own blood
the bath overflows and the water floods
I hear the pounding on the bathroom door
But i dont care, i am no more
This is all your doing
You and your fucken wooing
you captured me with your love
then at the last minute i got a shove
from an angel watching from up above
She hovers about just like a dove
and yet here i am, i am dying
if i told you no tears fell i would be lying
look over to the left of you, do you see it?
Yea thats my heart, its taken quite a hit
the water's flowing red now
and im gunna ask you how?
How could you play with my mind and heart
i thought it was real i never wanted to part
and yet there you are wooing another girl
i thought that i was your pearl
how many others are you doing this too?
how many more will you screw?
It will all come back upon you in the end
you'll be alone but i'll have my friends
for what goes around comes around
in your tears i hope you drown
then maybe finally you will see
the pain i have gone through, and how soon i will flee
from your once loving embrace
i'll erase your memory from time and space
so never again will you be there
try and deny it do it, i dare
But i have it in wiritng
I would rather have been hit by lightning
then to feel this pain i feel right now
you must be in shock, wow
am i the first one to find out
caught in a moment of doubt
true friends will always come through
and to you now i say adieu
cos im going now it's time for me to fly
but before i go i just wanna ask why?'
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Ok well please tell me what you think
Luv Phoenix