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I turned on my CD player and went to sit on my bed. For some strange reason I decided to sing.
"I can't sleep tonight, everybody's saying everything is all right still I can't close my eyes.
I'm seeing the tunnel at the end of all these lights…
Sunny days where have you gone? I get the strangest feeling you belong.
Why does it always rain on me?
Is it because I lied when I was seventeen?
Why does it always rain on me?
Even when the sun is shining I can't avoid the lightning. I can't stand myself, I'm being held up by invisible men…"
Bella…please come back…I love you.
"…Sunny days oh where have you gone?
I get the strangest feeling we belong.
Why does it always rain on me?
Is it because I lied when I was seventeen?
Why does it always rain on me?
Even when the sun is shining I can't avoid the lightning. Oh where did the blue sky go? Oh why is it raining so cold? It's so cold.
I can't sleep tonight, everybody's saying everything is all right still I can't close my eyes.
I'm seeing the tunnel at the end of all these lights…
Sunny days oh where have you gone? I get the strangest feeling you belong.
Why does it always rain on me?
Is it because I lied when I was seventeen?
Why does it always rain on me?
Even when the sun is shining I can't avoid the lightning .Oh where did the blue sky go oh why is it raining so cold? It's so cold.
Why does it always rain on me?
Is it because I lied when I was seventeen?
Why does it always rain on me?
Even when the sun is shining I can't avoid the lightning.
Why does it always rain on me?
Why does it always rain on…oh on?"
I got out of bed to turn the CD player off.
"You have a nice voice…"
(Bella's P.O.V)
We had arrived at the hotel and were taking the elevator up to the 14th floor.
"Are you sure you want to do this?" Jasper asked.
"Yes, are you?"
"Yes." He smiled.
"Okay."
Ding!
"This is our floor." Jasper said.
We walked down the hall.
"Do you think…never mind." I said opening the door.
"Do I think what?" Jasper said.
"Nothing, it's nothing where are we going to do this?"
"You'll want to be comfortable…how about the bed?"
"Kay…"
I walked into the bed room and lay on the bed
"Bella…Now that I think about it I don't know of this is the best idea."
"Jasper you said you'd do it…" I sat up.
"Okay, okay. I'm just scared I don't want anything bad to happen to you."
"Jasper I'll be fine…just do it quickly…" I lay back on the bed.
"Okay are you sure?"
"Yes Jasper I am 100 sure!"
"Okay…umm Bella there's going to be blood."
"Jasper I know that…"
"Okay…Bella it's going to hurt."
"Yes Jasper I know that, now just hurry up and do it already."
"Okay."
"I love you Jasper." I meant it.
"I love you to Bella."
I looked up at the ceiling. There was a sharp pain and the ceiling slowly faded from view.
(Jasper's P.O.V)
Bella gasped then went limp.
There was a small amount of blood coming from the place I had bit her.
"Stay calm…stay calm."
The smell of blood filled my nose.
"Stay calm…"
I slowly exited the room.
"Stay calm…you need to hunt…"
I looked back into the room Bella had a look of pain on her beautiful face…
I don't want to leave her but I think it would be worse if I killed her. I jumped out the window. I would be back within an hour. Bella would be fine.
(Edward's P.O.V)
I turned around...
"Oh…Alice it's just you."
"Hey! Way to make me feel appreciated."
"Sorry I just…for a second I thought you were someone else."
"Oh, you mean for a second there you thought I was Bella?"
"Yeah…"
"Well umm…sorry."
"It's not your fault Alice…"
"So…do you want to know why I'm here?"
"Sure."
"Well I thought you could use some cheering up, and so I thought we could go for a walk together." Alice beamed at me.
"Why are you in such a good mood?"
"Edward sitting here in this room for eternity will get boring so let's go for a walk."
"You didn't answer my question."
"No need to thank me Edward." She grabbed me by the wrist. "Let's go."
"Okay I'm coming where are we going?"
"Well I can't tell you that Edward it would ruin all the fun!"
(Jasper's P.O.V)
"Bella I'm back."
I walked into the bedroom.
"Hello Bella." I put my hand on her cheek.
She was really warm.
"That's not good. I'll go get you a damp towel."
I walked into the bathroom. As I was turning on the taps I heard a loud crash.
"What the hell." I walked back to the bedroom. There was a broken vase lying on the floor. Bella's hand lay where the vase should be standing. I took the towel and placed it on Bella's forehead before picking up the broken vase. "Such a strange girl." I shook my head.
"I can't…"
I turned around; Bella was talking in her unconscious state.
"You can't what?"
Why was I talking to her? I laughed at my own stupidity she can't here me, but that hadn't stopped me earlier.
"I can't…love him…"
"Why?" I didn't want to know who she was talking about.
"It's not…someone needs him."
"Oh Bella." I sat on the side of the bed.
She started to cry.
"I love him…"
"Do you?"
"I love him more than life its self…"
"He loves you to." I told her, I felt that's what she needed to hear.
"I know…that's why it's so hard."
(Bella's P.O.V)
I felt as if millions of tiny pins were being forced into my body. I screamed yet it made no sound. I felt my hand collide with something hard.
"Such a strange…girl" These words, this voice penetrated my thoughts.
This voice was so beautiful...so pure, so wonderful.
This voice belonged to someone important, someone special and even though I couldn't place who the voice belonged to, I knew that I loved them, that we loved each other.
I felt a pain in my heart.
Jasper, the voice belonged to Jasper.
"I can't…"
"You can't what?" I had to hear it again his voice took away all the pain…
"I can't…love him…" I said.
"Why?"
"It's not …someone needs him."
"Oh Bella." I felt myself fall a little.
I started to cry, I loved Jasper…I loved him so much…but it wasn't right I couldn't be with him.
"I really love him…"
"Do you?"
"I love him more than life its self…"
It felt good to say this to Jasper.
"He loves you to." He told me.
"I know…that's why it's so hard." My heart felt as if someone was crushing it crushing it ruthlessly. I tried to move but I couldn't.
"Bella…" I felt his hand brush against my cheek.
"Jasper …please don't leave me…pl…please." My veins seemed to be filled with fire. My body ached; it felt as if every inch of it had been rubbed with sandpaper.
"I'm right here Bella don't worry, I won't leave you."
A loud buzzing sounded in my ears.
I tried to open my eyes but they seemed to be glued shut.
"I'm scared…"
"It's going to be okay." I could hear the pain in his voice.
I felt as if I was being crushed…my whole body was in excruciating pain. I tried to move again and, once again I could not move. I could hear the air circulating through my lungs.
In… out… in…out…in… out…
The air began to circulate faster and faster…
In out in out in out…
And faster
Inout inout inout..
Then…
Inoutinoutinout.
Silence…
My lungs had stopped.
An icy pain spread through my lungs.
I could hear my heart beat start to accelerate…
Three days this pain would last, three miserable days until on the final day there would be nothing left. No heart beat, no breath, no blood. What was left would be a vampire a vampire named Isabella Marie Swan.