Because Of You

In the cold days of winter

I feel myself wandering, a drifting from this world

Could this be because of you?

I'm in a place where there is no return

I feel myself gazing into the shadows

Could this be because of you?

This place is darker than the darkest of night

From now there's never any light

Feeling so much fright

I am now walking and waiting in hopes to see your face

My body so cold, wrapping my arms around myself to keep warm

Only wishing I had the cascading warmth that once came from your so everlasting touch

Down my back I feel an icy cold shiver I shout but out come no sound

I can no longer speak; I am voiceless now in this world

Feeling the numbness that has now seeped into my soul

Could this be because of you?

My world has been dramatically turned upside down, torn, and destroyed since you've been gone.

My heart has begun to break from only which time can begin to tell

Now I am drifting, and falling into these shadows I have gazed upon so many times, where I will sleep an eternity or maybe more

Circling only to you, my thoughts will be

Until now you were my whole world but now you have taken that away from me as well.

Now I am being followed and gazed upon by another, with similar piercing eyes as your own

Deep within I am scared; will I be able to withstand heartbreak? I cannot tell.

All I can say is this was because of you.