Hey Guys! This is a Oneshot Based off the Book 13 Reason Why by Jay Asher and the song
Diary Of Jane by Breaking Benjamin.

I couldn't resist writing this because the plot fits together SO WELL.
Jane Bryan died by drowning, and the Diary of Jane is based off that.
13 reasons why was about a girl who killed herself, and the boy wanted to know how he was a reason. So here we go:

Summary: Bubbles has passed, and Butch wants to find out the reasons why she killed herself.
He realized her diary is where she kept her secrets, and He needed to find his place in the Diary of Bubbles, because in an earlier entry, States he his indeed a reason she died. If you read the Book, you know the reason.

~The Diary Of Bubbles~

The Funeral.
The worst thing Butch had to see was her face. Her soft, delicate, Beautiful face. Dead.

He couldn't resist crying. He was in love with her, in fact, the day she died, he was going to ask her out. That day.

And the best thing about it,
No one cared he was crying. He was afraid to be called a wimp, a loser.
But it turns out everyone else was crying.

After the funeral, Butch ran over to The Utomium's.
He asked for her diary, which to his surprise, they LOANED it to him, for a day.

He started to look through the pages, trying to find his name.
No luck. Not yet.

He pulled in his headphones, And turns on Diary of Jane.

If I had to
I would put myself right beside you
So let me ask
Would you like that?
Would you like that?

He continued walking home. He reached the door and unlocked it, proceeding inside. His tear stained face didn't matter right now.
The way Bubbles died did.

And I don't mind
If you say this love is that last time.
And now I'll ask
Do you like that?
Do you like that?
NO!

He ran into his room and slammed the door, still desperately searching for his name, just once.
Fitting together with the word die, or kill, or Suicide, anything.
Not yet, he found nothing.

Something's getting in the way
Something's just about to break
I will try to find my place
In the Diary of Jane
So tell me how it should be!

He found his name.

'Butch, if you're reading, I hope so, at the least.
You're one of the thirteen reasons why I'm gone.'

He felt more tears sting at his eyes.
He needed to find Out why.
And fast.

Something's getting in the way
Something's just about to break
I will try to find my place
In the Diary of Jane
So tell me how it should be!

He scrolled thirteen entries ahead, and there was his name again.
'Reason 13: Butch

Butch, you were such a good guy, we were good friends, I hope.
I always wished you loved, me though.'

BUT I DO LOVE YOU! he screamed in his head. he kept reading.

' And If you do, I was in love with you since kindergarten, the day we met to be exact. You shared with me, was always so kind to me, but you were always bad. Always. If I were still here, at the most, We would probably be in love by now. But Dear Butch, if you hated me, you must be happy I'm gone, right? Right. I loved you Butch,and I always will.
Bubbs out.'

Butch started sobbing into his pillow, And Boomer being the sap he was, comforted him, which didn't really help.

Now he knew. Knew that Bubbles died because of the others,
But more because of him.

His eyes shot open. A message on his phone came up.
'Hey, Butch! Ice Cream or a Movie after School?'

It was from Bubbles.

And his nightmare, was just a dream.

THE END :3 Was it bad? Plus,
If you're from Eliminator checking this, I wrote the lyrics on here MYSELF. it's not the whole song either so I'm breaking no rules whatsoever.
If you're NOT from eliminator, review! Hope you guys liked!

Want more to the story?
Just ask! I'll continue from where it was all a dream :D

Love,
Meh :3