Hey there.
I am Lauren. OR Lo. OR Ren. OR Laur-Laur. OR Laura. Nickname central here. Lauren and Lo are what I mostly go by. I am a complicated human-being. Simply put. My personality has many extremes. I can go from this ultra conservative hick to this vegetarian hippie. Complicated. I was born and raised in the country and oil family. But as I figure myself out more, I realize that's not who I really am. Or who I want to be. No one knows this person on the inside. My blog and my journal know me far better than anyone else.

Confident. Shy. Employed. Best friended. Atheist. Emotional. Unique. Loyal. Family-Orientated. Considerate. Bossy. Smart. Cocky. Sad. Manipulative. Moody. Introverted. Secretative. Weird. Fashionable. Hippie. Talkative. Addictive. Me.

I love writing. More than anything. I am not that good, it's a way I through things, make it through my life and analyze my life. I love it. I wish I could tell people about this person, but I don't. I don't know why. It's my security blanket a lot of days. My journal has gotten me through a lot of bad days. I wish I could make writing a bigger part of me. But I won't. I don't have enough confidence for it. It's nice to have though.

I will never finish my stories, I am over the whole fanfiction writing, but the reading I am very much still in love.

One Tree Hill; Friday Night Lights; Gossip Girl; Everwood; The O.C.; Joan of Arcadia; Grey's Anatomy; Dawson's Creek; Gilmore Girls; Beverly Hills, 90210; ER; Third Watch; Friends. Amazing.

TV is my fantasy world that I like to live in. My obsession has become less and less over the past few years, but I still enjoy my TV shows. After a bad day, me and One Tree Hill season one are often best of friends. One Tree Hill has been my favorite show since I was fourteen years old. Even though it kind of sucks now, I still love it. Gossip Girl and Friday Night Lights have filled the void a little for it. LOVE.

I am couple crazy. My enjoyment of shows entirely depends on it. My all-time favorite couple is Brooke Davis and Lucas Scott. They are amazing, incredible, brilliant and love. No other couple will never come close to my love for them. My other all-time favorites are; Lyla Garrity and Tim Riggins, Blair Waldorf and Chuck Bass, Amy Abbott and Ephram Brown, Marissa Cooper and Ryan Atwood, Rory Gilmore and Jess Mariano, Julie Taylor and Matt Saracen, Joey Potter and Pacey Witter and Brenda Walsh and Dylan McKay. They are all amazing for different reasons. From the moment I have seen the littlest bit of potential for any of these couples, I fell in love with them. =D

I have an unhealthy obsession with the characters with Brooke Davis and Tim Riggins. I love them both. They are both complicated and beautiful.

I have a new obsession. And it's weird and I don't know where exactly it came from, but I LOVE Miley Cyrus. It's crazy. I used to be a hater and now I am crazy obsessed, like I have convinced my delusional self that we could be best friends. Paired with my already fairly large obsession with the Jonas Brothers (and by brothers, I mean brother, and by brother I mean Nick) it's kind of out of control. Obsessed with the idea of them. Is that wrong? Because I kind of feel as if it is, but I love it all the same. Going to make this worse by saying I also have mad love for Demi Lovato. Disney kids, you make me laugh.

xoxo, Lo.