![]() Author has written 2 stories for Wallflower, and Glee. SO HERE'S ANOTHER UPDATE. I forgot to mention the reasons why I stopped writing. I heard about some ridiculous rumor that I stopped writing because of a flame. Um, no. Actually, it amused me for some time. They accused me of pulling stuff out of my butt every chapter. Uh, I did, I totally, totally did because I did them daily, remember? I had an outline vaguely mapped out at some point but then scrapped that about ten or so shots in. Anyway, more than two thirds of those Slushie Shots were written three to five hours before I posted them. (Imagine if I had actually given myself time and TRIED for realsies! Haha!) It got the point where I would just image some ridiculous scene or come up with a funny one liner and then I would center the shot around that. For instance, I wanted Puck to pull an unsuspecting Kurt into the bathroom and have Kurt comment on how he had a dream about a similar situation, and I somehow stretched that to two chapters and gave it some plot-y bits. Here's what happened: it was all a horrible sequence of events. Family problems (my grandfather who was a major, MAJOR part of my childhood ended up in the hospital and he's fine now), school problems (there was a high possibility of me failing my English class which would have prevented me from graduating high school and I ended up passing and graduating after all!), and some friend/romance drama (no romance for me, but my best friend's ex blamed for their break up, spread rumors about me and her, and threatened to beat me up at one point). So... for all you Slushie Shot readers, I kinda left off at a bad place. A really, REALLY bad place. But I need to get something off my chest. Guys, I just don't love Glee anymore. Heck, I don't even think I LIKE it half the time. And it makes me tear up a little that I STILL get such lovely, LOVELY reviews from new and old readers, but I just... can't write Glee like I used to. I'm writing here to let you know that I'm still alive and well because I've gotten some very sweet and cute inquiries about my state of being, haha. (I've heard that Mike is getting actual screen time with actual spoken lines? Dude, was my made up characterization close? Like, at all? ... maybe you shouldn't tell me. I think it might break my heart to know how far off I was...) For all you These Three Months of Hell readers... um. Er. I still like Wallflower and I still want to continue it but no promises? *wince* |