Dildonthide bio
 Author has written 6 stories for Sherlock, and Avengers. I'm Ben, I, almost exclusively, write angst, with some fluff sprinkled in here and there. Send prompts to my Tumblr! |
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The Way Out by Haelia reviews
When Sherlock begins a rapid downward spiral, John is scared and uncertain. Fortunately, he receives help from an unexpected source. Prompt fill.
Sherlock - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 10 - Words: 49,958 - Reviews: 142 - Favs: 183 - Follows: 276 - Updated: 2/23/2016 - Published: 8/11/2012 - Sherlock H., John W., Mycroft H., DI Lestrade
Sewn by BeepBoBop reviews
(I WILL NOT UPDATE) Loki has arrived back on Asgard after his failed attempt of concurring Midgard, how will Odin choose to punish him? How will Loki deal with the ridicule and being cast aside? Warning, triggering. Self-harm, alcohol and drug use, eating disorders and things of that nature.
Avengers - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Horror - Chapters: 14 - Words: 17,413 - Reviews: 185 - Favs: 301 - Follows: 329 - Updated: 11/16/2014 - Published: 5/28/2012 - Loki - Complete
When September Ends by sherlockhastheTARDIS reviews
Eighteen year old Jim Moriarty is bullied and has an abusive father. Sebastian Moran is a new English teacher at Jim's school. Mormor, young!Jim teacher!Seb AU, triggers: child abuse, bullying, self injury.
Sherlock - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 9 - Words: 13,078 - Reviews: 74 - Favs: 53 - Follows: 87 - Updated: 6/28/2013 - Published: 7/19/2012 - J. Moriarty, Sebastian M./Seb
Carving by RCraig reviews
The Holmes father does something neither boy ever expected... And now, twenty years later, John is threatening to leave 221B forever unless Sherlock talks to a proffesional... that'll go well. The first chapter is not for people with sensitive stomachs, then it gets better then worse. Abuse warning.
Sherlock - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 11 - Words: 11,572 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 74 - Follows: 101 - Updated: 5/26/2013 - Published: 8/27/2012 - Sherlock H., Mycroft H.
In The Night by Rynnah K reviews
Bruce is depressed and Tony is way more concerned about that than anyone would have expected. Bruce/Tony. Contains drug use, slash and copious amounts of angst.
Avengers - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 27,427 - Reviews: 75 - Favs: 98 - Follows: 136 - Updated: 1/13/2013 - Published: 5/30/2012 - Hulk/Bruce B., Iron Man/Tony S.
Idle by Tofania reviews
Post-Reichenbach fic/Amnesiac!John(TW: Suicide, self-harm)
Sherlock - Rated: T - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 11 - Words: 12,893 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 61 - Updated: 1/2/2013 - Published: 7/30/2012 - Sherlock H., John W. - Complete
Decieve by Seraphyne
So what does Coulson do when he realizes Steve could be happy with someone else?
Avengers - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 492 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/30/2012 - Agent Phil Coulson, Captain America/Steve R. - Complete
Punishment by A Liar called Jago reviews
What kind of 'just punishment' awaits Loki on Asgard? Odin makes a decision but Thor can't live with it.
Avengers - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 38 - Words: 41,610 - Reviews: 235 - Favs: 249 - Follows: 251 - Updated: 11/9/2012 - Published: 5/17/2012 - Thor, Loki - Complete
It Might Have Been by noctuua reviews
"Of all the words of mice and men, the saddest are, 'it might have been'." Trigger warning for self-harm and suicide.
Avengers - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,145 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 68 - Follows: 8 - Published: 8/31/2012 - Black Widow/Natasha R., Hawkeye/Clint B. - Complete
Mask by PleaseforPeace reviews
A drabble. Triggers: suicide, depression.
Avengers - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 769 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 56 - Follows: 16 - Published: 7/2/2012 - Iron Man/Tony S., Captain America/Steve R. - Complete
Don't Cry by Hallucina reviews
What if Tony died after he released the nuke? Major Character Death, one-shot. Please R&R!
Avengers - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 919 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 65 - Follows: 16 - Published: 6/3/2012 - Iron Man/Tony S.
Am I as good as one of your women? by Chi Elohana reviews
Adult content one-shot. Marvel movie universe. Thorki Thor/Loki . If that's not for you, then this would be a bad story for you to read. If you're into Thorki, then please, keep reading!
Thor - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,628 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 274 - Follows: 36 - Published: 5/28/2012 - Loki, Thor - Complete
Reaching the Limit by VictoryBelle reviews
"He's dead, Sherlock, we found him this morning in his flat. Shot himself in the head. He left a note: 'You didn't come back, so I'm coming to you. -John'." Post-Reichenbach oneshot.
Sherlock - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,746 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 4 - Published: 5/26/2012 - Sherlock H., John W. - Complete
Coming Home by IsOkayGood
After the Fall, Sebastian takes Jim's death harder than expected. One-shot.
Sherlock - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 721 - Favs: 7 - Published: 5/20/2012 - Sebastian M./Seb, J. Moriarty - Complete
Hoofed lovemaking by Hikikomori reviews
Loki and the horse Svaðilfari are having a VERY good time, Thor witnessing this. Bestiality/Zoophilia
Thor - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,106 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 154 - Follows: 35 - Published: 5/20/2012 - Loki, Thor - Complete
Orange Pill Bottle by AreYouMarriedRiver reviews
Sherlock's death had been hard on a lot of people, but it had been the hardest on John. Rated T for suicide/major character death.
Sherlock - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 901 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 3 - Published: 5/12/2012 - John W., Sherlock H. - Complete
SH by highfunctioning-homosapien reviews
John discovers something unexpected about Sherlock after he takes a dip in the Thames. Trigger warnings apply.
Sherlock - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,632 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 13 - Published: 4/13/2012 - Sherlock H., John W. - Complete
Confession by Katherine Moonhawk reviews
Tag on to 'Futility'. Sherlock tells John about the abuse he suffered, and the night it ended. Hurt/Comfort, rated for reference to child abuse. Allusions to Johnlock if you squint but nothing explicit.
Sherlock - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,122 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 154 - Follows: 29 - Published: 3/4/2012 - John W., Sherlock H. - Complete
Dinner by thecarolinakid reviews
Sherlock has an eating disorder. John helps him begin to recover. TW: eating disorders
Sherlock - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,361 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 54 - Follows: 9 - Published: 2/19/2012 - Sherlock H., John W. - Complete
Hometown Glory by Cassy27 reviews
When Thor comes home, he finds Loki in a bath filled with pink water and deep cuts in his wrists. He can't believe he might lose his little brother this way. What were Loki's reasons for the suicide attempt and will he make it? No slash!
Thor - Rated: T - English - Drama/Family - Chapters: 11 - Words: 25,724 - Reviews: 94 - Favs: 256 - Follows: 94 - Updated: 1/16/2012 - Published: 11/30/2011 - Loki, Thor - Complete
A Lack of Colour by SilentWhisper06 reviews
A year after the events at Reichenbach, and John can't deal with it. Rated for language/hints at suicide. Major Reichenbach spoilers!
Sherlock - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,778 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 61 - Follows: 7 - Published: 1/16/2012 - Sherlock H., John W. - Complete
The One You Win by shooting-stetsons reviews
In which a homeless child follows Sherlock home one day, and he isn't as heartless as one might think. Established S/J
Sherlock - Rated: K - English - Family - Chapters: 11 - Words: 17,681 - Reviews: 117 - Favs: 681 - Follows: 121 - Published: 10/17/2011 - Sherlock H., John W. - Complete
Broken Butterflies by Hi-Imma-Frog reviews
John leaves, and Sherlock is sent into a downward spiral of depression, self-harm and suicidal thoughts. Rated T for this reason.
Sherlock - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,612 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 54 - Follows: 35 - Published: 9/20/2011 - Sherlock H.
Secret Love by bambistark reviews
Fandral had spent more time in the healing room than his friends, getting pierced with ice was a bigger deal than you think. Fandral!solo turning to Fandral/Loki
Thor - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,505 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 10 - Published: 8/20/2011 - Fandral, Loki - Complete
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The Talk reviews
It's not how it used to be. We spend more days fighting than not, you spend nearly every waking hour hiding away in the lab, I'm pretty sure that if we didn't have Peter we wouldn't still me married and…when you tell me that you love me, I'm finding it harder and harder to believe. Superfamily. T for mentions of child abuse.
Avengers - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,356 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/12/2012 - Iron Man/Tony S., Captain America/Steve R.
Routine reviews
"Before…Before I started doing…this" he said, motioning to his arm "I wanted to…I tried…to die." Superfamily. T for self-harm and mentions of suicide. No pairings.
Avengers - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,020 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 108 - Follows: 75 - Updated: 12/6/2012 - Published: 11/27/2012 - Iron Man/Tony S.
Mortal reviews
"I just want to go home." Loki whined between sobs. "But I can't…they'll hate me...everyone will. I can't fix it Thor." Hello I come bearing angst! M for suicidal themes.
Avengers - Rated: M - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,708 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 42 - Updated: 11/27/2012 - Published: 7/31/2012 - Loki, Thor
A Way Out reviews
You can't leave me. Everybody leaves me. But not you, Bruce, please. Bruce…? -TS Rated M for suicide and character death. Prequel done, and replaced as the first chapter. Enjoy!
Avengers - Rated: M - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 2 - Words: 900 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 7/22/2012 - Published: 7/21/2012 - Hulk/Bruce B., Iron Man/Tony S. - Complete
I Missed You
It had been months since her husband was banished to Midgard for the war he had started there. On a few occasions, she had asked Heimdall to allow her to share his vision so that she may see how her husband fared. Not well, it seemed. Sigyn feared for his life. Rated M for implied suicide attempt Loki/Sigyn
Avengers - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 805 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 3 - Published: 7/21/2012 - Loki
Doctor on the Rooftop reviews
Three years. It had been three years since Sherlock had killed himself and John had had it. Post-Reichenbach. Rated T for suicide attempts.
Sherlock - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,983 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 5 - Published: 5/24/2012 - John W., Sherlock H. - Complete
