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Author has written 6 stories for Outsiders.

Happiness is found in the journey

I'm just passing through.

Stitches and Glue

So cold,

Lying so still.

Tell me child,

Where was your will?

Did you lose it,

In that hollow place?

The emptiness shining,

Through the cracks in your face?

A smile so taunting,

Held only to please.

At night she wore,

Down to her knees.

Hands to her cheeks,

Hiding the tears.

Only hoping,

To wake free of fears.

To open her eyes,

And find herself new.

No longer bound together,

By stitches and glue.

To hold a new heart,

Deep inside.

Though she thought, what if...

What if I died?

Would they notice me gone?

Far from pain...

I'm tired of the hurt...

The feelings that drain.

She looked to the stars,

Thoughts wrapped tight.

Burning blue eyes,

Wouldn't see tomorrow's light.

A quick note,

A short goodbye.

Having no tears,

Left to cry.

Now she lays silent,

In a permanent bed.

Last of her visions,

Were filled with dread.

Young life,

Too soon lost.

Years of unspoken,

Come with a cost.

I am completely in love with this poem. It's by XxxAllRosesBleedBluexxX on Quizilla.

I AM...

I am a daughter. A sister. A grand-daughter. A niece. A cousin. A friend. I am a partner. A student. A young girl and a grown women. I am confident and scared. Terrified and excited. I am loving and caring and thoughtful and hopeful. I am sick and tired. I am shy and friendly. And careful and careless. I am broken and whole. I am misunderstood. Misguided. And mislead. I am hardworking and determined. But a little scared on the inside. I wish on stars and dream my dreams. I pray to God and cry my tears. I smile on the outside while I'm dying on the inside. I listen to others who won't listen to me. I walk on eggshells. And I walk on fire. I believe in passion. But not true love. I love you and I push you away. I want you but not so close. I am everything and nothing all at once. And all I want is to be loved.

Someday everything will make perfect sense. So for now, laugh at the confusion, smile through the tears, and keep reminding yourself that everything happens for a reason.

As we grow up we learn that even the one person who wasn't supposed to let us down probably will. You'll have your heart broken, probably more than once, and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when someone broke yours. You'll fight with your best friend and maybe even fall in love with them. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast and you'll eventually lose someone close to you. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt. Because every 60 seconds you spend angry or upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

I'M A GREASER GIRL!

A GREASY, GREASY GREASY GIRL!

I'M TUFF, I'M LOUD,

AND DAMNIT, I'M PROUD!!

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

Socials may be large, Socials may be rough,

But man, oh man, them Greasers are tuff.

Socials got Mustangs, Socials got cash,

But I heart Greasers who role in trash.

Greasers are great, Greasers are bold.

Put on you converse shoes and Stay Gold!

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

Nature's first green is gold

Her hardest hue to hold.

Her early leaf's a flower;

But only so an hour.

Then leaf subsides to leaf.

So Eden sank to grief,

So dawn goes down to day.

Nothing gold can stay.

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

I am a greaser. I am a JD and a hood.

I blacken the name of our fair city. I beat up people. I rob gas stations. I am a menace to society.

Man, do I have fun!

Greaser... greaser... greaser...

O victim of environment, underprivileged, rotten, no-count hood.

Juvenile delinquent, you're no good!

Get thee hence, white trash. I am a Soc. I am the privileged and the well dressed.

I throw beer blasts, drive fancy cars, break windows at fancy parties.

And what do you do for fun?

I jump greasers!

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

I'm only 14 and the Outsiders has taught me some valuable life lessons:

Ponyboy taught me that things are rough all over, and even though it may not seem like it, people deeply care about you.

Sodapop taught me that it's OK to be laid back sometimes.

Darry taught me to protect the ones I love.

Dally taught me that if you're tough, you won't get hurt.

Two-Bit taught me that it's OK to make a joke every once in a while.

Steve taught me that you should always stick by your best friends and that people WILL think you're weird if you do back flips off of cars.

And Johnny?

Johnny Cade told me to Stay Gold

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

(·.·).I.(·.·)

(·.··. .·;Love·..··.·)

·..·The Outsiders·.

·.(· Forever·)..· Stay Gold!

READ THIS:

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working on the corner because no one will hire a transsexual women.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother's hand through the pain, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let in my 27 year partner into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the most loving family I ever had; I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for 3 weeks, and in another year, I'll be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks after graduating high school. It was simply too much to bare.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom to go into so no one will call management.

I am the mother not allowed to see her children that I gave birth to, nursed and raised because the court says I'm an unfit mother since I live with another women.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who suddenly had the support system go cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner was also a women.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who had no support because I am a male.

I am the father who never hugged his own son in fear of showing affection for another male.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me when they realized I was a transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped going to church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their door on my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what the world needs, love.

I am the person who is afraid to tell his Christian parents that he loves another male.

The world survives on love, yet we reject it?

Feel free to pm me with a request or leave an idea in a review. I'll try my best at them.

And a special thanks to booksandmusicandmusicandbooks for being my very first reviewer ever!

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Things you just don't talk about by Enodia reviews
""Do you enjoy sex?" Shikamaru asked bluntly. I just can't believe I'm talking about this, and with Shikamaru, of all people, Sakura thought." Sakura is in for a surprise. Or, rather, a series of surprises. Shikasaku. Lemon.
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 16 - Words: 119,330 - Reviews: 916 - Favs: 3,223 - Follows: 1,304 - Updated: 1/3/2019 - Published: 3/24/2012 - Shikamaru N., Sakura H. - Complete
15 Signs You're Falling In Love With Your Best Friend by ChloeRhiannonX reviews
"As charming as he is, I don't think I'm in love with Geoff," he tried to joke, to which his sister gave him a pointed glare. Duncan knew Geoff wasn't the best friend his sister was referring to. Happy Valentines Day, Wish I Was A Pirate!
Total Drama series - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,614 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 72 - Follows: 12 - Published: 2/14/2015 - [Duncan, Gwen] - Complete
Steve's crush by crankyXwhenXprovoked reviews
Steve has a crush. Soda and Darry are being protective big brothers. Pony's got a fist sized bruise. This is going to be interesting.
Outsiders - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,440 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 97 - Follows: 31 - Updated: 1/5/2012 - Published: 11/22/2011 - Steve R., Ponyboy C. - Complete
Remind me by crankyXwhenXprovoked reviews
Ponyboy needs Dally to remind him, that the older male still loves him.
Outsiders - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 8,606 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 133 - Follows: 37 - Updated: 12/27/2011 - Published: 9/24/2011 - Ponyboy C., Dallas W. - Complete
Post It Notes by Rhett-TheBratPrince reviews
Chihiro Ogino, a shy middle schooler;has a crush on Haku Ookawa.But she's too shy to talk to him directly..so she gets a little creative with post-it notes.WARNING:Hints of fluff, and any and all flames will be used to boil u alive in Kamaji's boiler rm D
Spirited Away - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 602 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 43 - Follows: 6 - Published: 9/13/2011 - Chihiro O., Kohaku N. - Complete
The Color of Truth is Red by Mrs Pettyfer reviews
Written for Zutara Week prompt "awkward." Zuko and Katara discuss the Ember Island Players.
Avatar: Last Airbender - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,492 - Reviews: 83 - Favs: 400 - Follows: 64 - Published: 9/13/2011 - Katara, Zuko - Complete
Angel with No Halo by Scar of Mine reviews
Johnny and Ponyboy find out that Dallas goes to church and Johnny thinks upon this. Johnny's POV and this is a oneshot and a songfic. R and R please! Minor cussing.
Outsiders - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 756 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/28/2011 - Johnny C., Dallas W. - Complete
Emotistical by Nadeshiiko reviews
Sakura wakes up craving cake at three in the morning and who does she call but the great and mighty Neji Hyuuga?
Naruto - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,282 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 81 - Follows: 10 - Published: 8/27/2011 - Sakura H., Neji H. - Complete
Here's A Quarter by Scar of Mine reviews
Sylvia cheats on Dallas again, but this time is different... Dallas and Sylvia songfic oneshot. It's kinda short but I hope ya'll like it anyway. Rated for Dally's mouth and, well, just Dally's mouth.
Outsiders - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 783 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 2 - Published: 8/18/2011 - Dallas W., Sylvia - Complete
Snow Kissed by iAir Nomad reviews
It's been three years. Chihiro escapes her home one cold, snowy night after an argument with her parents. At first, she's crying hysterically, not knowing what to do - but a certain dragon boy finally appears to her once more and makes it all better.
Spirited Away - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,322 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 5 - Published: 8/15/2011 - Complete
The Beach by iAir Nomad reviews
A trip like this was something that happened only once every several hundred years, when Yubaba feels like being generous. Even if it's only for one day and one night, the Spirit World beach proves to bring people more closer than ever. Chihiro/Haku, R&R!
Spirited Away - Rated: K - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 5 - Words: 11,916 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 7/20/2011 - Published: 7/7/2011 - Complete
Absence Of Love by FallingRedRain reviews
Pony gives Dally pictures to express his feelings. Dally is annoyed by all the pictures, and tells that he wants no more. Tim takes this chance to get Ponyboy for himself. Dally/Ponyboy onesided Tim/Ponyboy Oneshot.
Outsiders - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 660 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 67 - Follows: 20 - Published: 4/16/2011 - Dallas W., Ponyboy C. - Complete
As Lovers Go by Katie-1369 reviews
The events of that night reminded him exactly why he tried to remain distant from people. Especially the caring, sweet, genuinely good people like Johnny. One-Shot. Rated T for boy kissing. Dally and Johnny both survived. Title from Dashboard Confessionl.
Outsiders - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,518 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 89 - Follows: 7 - Published: 7/16/2010 - Dallas W., Johnny C. - Complete
For Her by Kabby-Bellarke-Life reviews
My first Hunger Games FF. This is a very sad and romantic oneshot I wrote about Cato and Clove. There is not enoguh of these. In fact, there is barely any.
Hunger Games - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 588 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 3 - Published: 1/11/2010 - Cato, Clove - Complete
Fifteen Minutes by PorcelainDoll304 reviews
Timmy insisted, "I would suck out the venom if I thought it would save you." Angsty Chester/Timmy
Fairly OddParents - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,266 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 3 - Published: 11/4/2009 - Chester, Timmy - Complete
Twirlygigs and Gizzards by KalliopeStarmist reviews
Sakura, fed up with the romance interests in her life, decides to drag Gaara around town. Not too complicated, so why is everyone so confused? [SakuGaar][Chapter 12 is up!]
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 12 - Words: 27,836 - Reviews: 458 - Favs: 324 - Follows: 150 - Updated: 7/26/2007 - Published: 7/31/2006 - Sakura H., Gaara - Complete
It's What Happens by Gecko'd reviews
It's night, and an older Timmy has learned to care about someone now. :Slash, TimmyChester:
Fairly OddParents - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,320 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 52 - Follows: 2 - Published: 5/31/2006 - Timmy, Chester - Complete
Enigma by fallen-angel-b reviews
Trunks has developed an obsession with his master, Gohan. But will he ever be able to admit his feelings to him – or even to himself? More or less a ‘coming out’ story, but with a bit of fluff and angst thrown in as well. MTMGh
Dragon Ball Z - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,331 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 3 - Published: 5/7/2006 - Trunks, Gohan - Complete
Damn Candy Canes by Joce reviews
Dally in a Santa Hat... Pony sucking on Candy Canes... Why does he like eating them like that? Who knows... I'm back! XD
Outsiders - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 963 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 121 - Follows: 28 - Published: 12/24/2005 - Ponyboy C., Sodapop C. - Complete
Christmas Wish by KitsuneAkai13 reviews
One-Shot. Chirstmas time has rolled around and now a teenager, Gohan is missing a certain purple haired prince from the future. Will his wish come true?
Dragon Ball Z - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,208 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 26 - Published: 7/14/2004 - Gohan, Trunks - Complete
Mistletoe Kisses by Missfortune reviews
*shonen ai* Gohan's been dumped for the holidays and Trunks tries to show him the holiday spirit.
Dragon Ball Z - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,305 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/25/2002 - Trunks, Gohan - Complete
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Make A Wish reviews
What if it wasn't just Johnny, Dally, and Ponyboy in the fire? What if there was someone there to help get the kids out and push Johnny out of the way? Someone who really loves her baby brother and best friend. Someone like Raindrop Curtis.
Outsiders - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 8 - Words: 8,976 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 35 - Updated: 12/10/2015 - Published: 8/8/2011 - Johnny C., Ponyboy C.
Make A Wish Rewrite reviews
What if it wasn't just Johnny, Dally, and Ponyboy in the fire? What if there was someone there to help get the kids out and push Johnny out of the way? Someone who really loves her baby brother and best friend. Someone like Raindrop Curtis.
Outsiders - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 805 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 9 - Published: 12/9/2015 - Ponyboy C., Johnny C., OC
There Is No Love Here reviews
It's a sad thing when the one you love blames you for every bad thing that's happened in their life. songfic 'No Love' by Simple Plan
Outsiders - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 937 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 6 - Published: 10/4/2011 - Ponyboy C., Dallas W. - Complete
Happy Birthday Baby reviews
It's Ponyboy's birthday and all he wants is a certain someone to love him back. Will he get that? fluffy one-shot Soda/Pony slash and incest, don't like, don't read.
Outsiders - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,327 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 13 - Published: 9/25/2011 - Ponyboy C., Sodapop C. - Complete
My Chocolate Milk reviews
Steve learns the hard way that you never, ever, under any circumstances, drink Valentyn Smith's chocolate milk
Outsiders - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 649 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Published: 8/1/2011 - Steve R., Sodapop C. - Complete
School Got Canceled Kid reviews
Pony wakes up late but it's okay since there's no school. How does he spend his day? slash Steve/Pony
Outsiders - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,063 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 18 - Published: 7/31/2011 - Ponyboy C., Steve R. - Complete