"thus are the dreams of an Average Jane..."

excess

a going beyond what is regarded as customary or proper

immoderate indulgence

more than or above what is necessary, usual, or specified

Our truest life is when we are in dreams awake.
Henry David Thoreau

I believe in everything until it's disproved. So I believe in fairies, the myths, dragons. It all exists, even if it's in your mind. Who's to say that dreams and nightmares aren't as real as the here and now?
John Lennon

Updated: 02/21/11

I'm a 25-year-old loser. I'm from California. I lose hope often. I daydream my life away. I love junk food. I'm incredibly shy. I have a cat named Soji. I call him soj, sojiro, kittendrop, sojibear and lotsa other names. I'm obsessed with male/ male fanfiction. I have a few useless talents, like spinning quarters away right and hunting down fics. I love walking and loud music, but only from headphones. I can't hear very well anymore. Sometimes I swear things are crawling on me, I'm seldom right. I'm poor and as far as I know always have been. I can still scream like a girl, I'm as shocked about that as anyone who has met me in real life. I am a girl, and very happy about it. I don't like coats. I don't like rude high school kids. My favorite color is lavender. I don't like kids of any kind, really. My mother says I was always an adult. According to my brother I'm the hardest person in the world to reassure. I'm petty, sometimes bitter, and often angry, for no reason. I like to pretend it's hormones or something and I'm not crazy. I can get out everything someone could possibly want to know about me in one messy poorly constructed paragraph.

Things you should know.

One day I'm going to be brave enough to write porn, and when that day comes, and it will, I'll ya know, probably be pretty smug about it.

All fics before 2010 were written by a scary, crazy, evil, demented, perverted little girl, and I'm way too proud of her to delete them.

I've been on gaia since 2003, I spend most my time there.

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