Hello everyone.. i hope that we can get along well..

I would also appreciate it even more if you guys would give me some advices and other tips on how to become a better writer..

Few facts about myself:

i'm the kind of girl who doesn't care
about my looks, the way i dress,
or the way i wear my shoes...
i dont like to wear
too much make-up and
i dont really care about my actions..
i like the way i laugh and
i love the way i smille...
people often misjudge me
because of my personality, but anyway,
i can walk silently
and everybody notices me..
unlike others who walk confidently
and believe that they are pretty...

i may talk everyday like
i wont ever get tired..
laugh like as if its my last..
i give advices to people
like as if i know how to handle mine..
i live my life as if
everything is fine..
but the truth is,
giving up is already in line..

i want to be remembered
as the girl who smiles
even though her heart is broken
and the one who can always brighten up your day
even if she couldn't
brighten up her own..

i can smile forever..
you cant even notice that it's fake
all you know was that
i'm ok and i'm not hurt
but the saddest part was that
i really want to cry
but i smile because
everyone else expects me
to be alright..

~~ hi there.. i won't put my full name since it's kind of long.. even i get tired of it so i guess you should all get used to my pen name.. i have fair skin complexion, black long hair with matching dark brown eyes.. I am from the Philippines and a proud Filipina.. i'm not japanese but i'd love to learn other languages though..

~~ the color purple is simply adorable for me.. anything with this color always attract my eyesight especially if it's so cute! that's why most of my stuff ends up having the color of purple.. i get so hyper whenever i see items that are colored purple which are cute, my friends say that i have twinkling eyes whenever i spot one.. :))

~~ I love anything that is SWEET!! anything sweet such as ice cream, chocolates, cotton candy, cakes and the like.. they simply agree with my teeny tiny taste buds.. no matter what food it may be, as long as it's sweet then it would be fine with me.. i never get tired of eating sweet stuff.. my friends even wonder why i keep on eating sweets and yet i can still keep my body just the way it is.. :))

~~ I love stuffed animals especially bears, the big ones to be exact!! They are just so cute and cuddly that i can't resist hugging them!! whenever there are special occasions like birthdays and such, people always give me the same presents - stuffed animals.. no matter what type of animal it may be, i love them! i hug different animals every single night when i go to sleep..

~~ I love hanging out with my friends.. my friends actually say that i am fun to be with and they also say that i'm an outgoing and carefree type of person.. I like it whenever the people around me are happy.. it makes me happy as well.. and whenever someone's down.. i try my best to cheer them up.. i mean, everything else will not be fun whenever someone's down, right?

~~ I also do well in school but any type of subject related to numbers and computations are not my thing.. it's just that no matter how hard i try, numbers are NEVER my friends to begin with.. drafting and drawing are also some things that i'm not good at.. but even if i'm not excellent at math and arts, people say that i'm good at english.. i just dont know if it's true since i dont really care about my grades.. :))

~~ I'm the type of girl who doesnt have that much interest in guys.. during high school, my classmates link me with my other guy classmates and it irritates the hell out of me.. it gives me the uneasy feeling that i hated the most.. it's just that my classmates never get tired of teasing me..

~~ i live with two pain in the neck brothers when i'm in my hometown plus an annoying little sister.. but even if they annoy the hell out of me, i dont mind.. it's part of their job as little siblings to annoy their bigger sis.. :)) although their constant teasing peeves me.. but.. even if they're like that, they're still cool in their own little way.. i cant just hate them, right?

~~ even if i am the type of person who is happy go lucky, i admit that i can be a crybaby.. it's just that i'm way too sensitive and i cant control my tears when they are about to fall.. in filipino terms, they say that "mababaw luha mo".. and when you translate it in English literally, it means that "your tears are shallow".. :)) i cry even if it's just about little stuff whether it may be all because of happiness or sadness..

~~ but if ever time comes that i cry, i make it a point that no one actually sees me.. i have to admit that i cry even harder whenever someone is there to comfort me.. and i dont know why that happens.. but if there comes a point when i really can't handle the pain, that's the time when i really need a shoulder to cry on.. i'll cry and cry until my eyes are so red and puffy..

~~ i'm also the type of girl who really loves the beach even though i dont know how to swim.. i once took swimming lessons when i was young but i guess it was all no good.. i can only go to sea if the water is something that my height can handle.. and i'm the type of person that is not so tall.. whenever the depth of the water goes beyond my height, one thing could only happen to me.. and that thing is -- drowning.. :)) and to tell you the truth, drowning is something that i am really good at! xD