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Joined 07-31-08, id: 1652796, Profile Updated: 05-02-15
Author has written 15 stories for Supernatural.

Ok, here it goes...I thought about what to put in my profile for a long time. And since I'm still not sure, I'll just go for it.

I live in Austria/Europe - so any grammatical errors or mistaken vocabulary are completely and absolutely my fault and I apologize in advance and retrospect for every mistake I made and probably will make in the future.

I'm somewhat obsessed with the show Supernatural - don't know why, don't really care to know, as long as it lasts - and it's lasting for quite a while now - because the show is freaking great ;-). This is by far the most obsessed I ever was with a tv-show. My special attention goes out to Dean/Jensen, and I'm actually a little emberassed about it, being not all that young anymore, but still...it get's me going, so whatever ;-)

I espeically like to write and read hurt/Dean stories, and I know it makes me a bit of a freak, but since there are exceptionally many people here who appear to be just like me, I can now live with it a lot easier!

I love getting reviews, I NEED them to boost my confidence. It took a lot of courage for me to start posting. So, if you read one of my stories and you somewhat like it, I'd very much appreciate a quick click on that review button to let me know. It takes no more than a couple of seconds but to me it means the world!

Last year I was fortunate enough to be able to meet both Jensen, Jared, Jim and Misha (and some other great cast members) at jibcon3 in Rome. Let's just say, it was great.

I don't remember much of Jensen's meet & greet, unfortunately, since I did manage to ask a question and Jensen then proceeded to answer the question at lenght - all the while keeping eye-contact.

I didn't faint, but my brain kinda short-circuited, I think... XD

So, 'nuff said - I hope you enjoy my stories!

Take care

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EO Challenge: Guardian by Dizzo reviews
EO Challenge: Midweek challenge - Swellison would like to see the spirits of those the boys have loved and lost for her birthday, so I am delighted to oblige - happy birthday my friend! The boys get a nocturnal visitor; this is quite possibly one of the schmoopiest things I have ever written, so sincere apologies in advance for that!
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/30/2012 - Mary W. - Complete
When The Ocean Meets the Shore by Kristen999 reviews
Some cases are personal. Others become an obsession. The death of a friend leads Steve and the team on a collision course with his past, the collateral damage endangering them all.
Hawaii Five-0 - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 25,074 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 100 - Follows: 13 - Published: 9/18/2011 - Steve M., Danny W. - Complete
Never Meant to Last by Venice.Luna.Blanche reviews
Last Dreamer Steve H/C challenge... While investigating a murder on a luxury yacht just off the coast, Steve stumbles across a timer. A harmless, inconsequential, set and ticking timer.
Hawaii Five-0 - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 3 - Words: 8,972 - Reviews: 106 - Favs: 67 - Follows: 141 - Updated: 5/19/2011 - Published: 5/11/2011 - Steve M., Danny W.
Trust People and They Will Be True to You by Kristen999 reviews
Danny's face goes white. "Oh my God. Look at you. With your Rambo paint and hardware from the latest issue of Guns and Ammo. You're in Super-Seal mode! Please don't tell me those clowns were right and that you're the strike-force?
Hawaii Five-0 - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12,281 - Reviews: 71 - Favs: 339 - Follows: 39 - Published: 5/8/2011 - Steve M., Danny W. - Complete
The Death of a Dream by dreamlitnight reviews
E/O Drabble Challenge. Word-Safe, Angsty John and sad little wee!chesters. No spoilers, unless you haven't seen the pilot. lol.
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 4 - Published: 6/29/2010 - John W., Dean W. - Complete
Deep Waters by gaelicspirit reviews
Season 2. In the wake of John's death, the boys investigate mysterious drownings on a ferry boat and end up fighting to not be pulled beneath the surface. Previously printed in zine: Roadtrip With My Brother, 7.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 20,472 - Reviews: 42 - Favs: 96 - Follows: 10 - Published: 2/7/2010 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
The Killing Moon by Zatnikatel reviews
A promise to a friend takes Dean Winchester back to the woods of Hibbing, in a hunt that brings him face to face with his worst nightmare… sequel to The Woods are Lonely, Dark and Deep
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Suspense - Chapters: 24 - Words: 145,526 - Reviews: 917 - Favs: 169 - Follows: 78 - Updated: 12/12/2009 - Published: 7/19/2009 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Six Days by JenF reviews
It’s been six days since Dean went missing and two hours since Sam found him, huddled in a damp corner, shaking in fear. NOW COMPLETE
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 16 - Words: 31,086 - Reviews: 365 - Favs: 283 - Follows: 166 - Updated: 8/25/2009 - Published: 5/28/2009 - Complete
Airport '07 by K Hanna Korossy reviews
Dean doesn't even have to get on a plane to have a really bad time at the airport.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10,504 - Reviews: 67 - Favs: 225 - Follows: 19 - Published: 8/8/2009 - Complete
Find and Seek by K Hanna Korossy reviews
Dean, trapped in a small, dark place, with bodies and rats. Sam needs to hurry.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,026 - Reviews: 76 - Favs: 260 - Follows: 14 - Published: 6/13/2009 - Complete
Desert Walk by November'sGuest reviews
E/O Drabble Challenge. Continues from “Buried.” Happy Birthday to Phoebe P.A. Davis !
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 276 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 2 - Published: 5/31/2009 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
The Woods are Lonely, Dark and Deep by Zatnikatel reviews
Missy Bender was three things. She was obsessive. She was insane. And she was in love – with a tall, beautiful stranger who looked real purty when he was hurting. But unfortunately for Dean Winchester, one thing she wasn’t was still locked in the closet…
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Horror/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 22 - Words: 90,131 - Reviews: 624 - Favs: 335 - Follows: 135 - Updated: 5/27/2009 - Published: 3/28/2009 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Leftover by K Hanna Korossy reviews
Family Remains tag: Sam gave him the rope he asked for in this case, and Dean hanged himself with it.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,313 - Reviews: 52 - Favs: 77 - Follows: 9 - Published: 5/23/2009 - Complete
Lost To Madness by Thru Terry's Eyes reviews
Shameless, shirtless Dean and Sam torture per request. No plot, no storyline, no explanations. Just violence,language and superfluous use of electricity and other evil things. I venture out of my cave briefly and this is all I have to offer...shakes head.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 8 - Words: 21,731 - Reviews: 283 - Favs: 163 - Follows: 127 - Updated: 3/25/2009 - Published: 10/5/2008 - Complete
Weapon and the Wound by gaelicspirit reviews
Set after 3.10, Dream a Little Dream of Me. An unreal heat, an unusual enemy, and an unresolved relationship buffet the brothers through the storm of Dean's deal. No wound is healed without leaving a scar. T for language and adult situations. COMPLETE.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 7 - Words: 105,145 - Reviews: 269 - Favs: 100 - Follows: 48 - Updated: 3/15/2009 - Published: 12/1/2008 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Delayed Response by K Hanna Korossy reviews
Yellow Fever missing scene: They're both terrified.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,927 - Reviews: 59 - Favs: 108 - Follows: 13 - Published: 2/24/2009 - Complete
Calling on Angels by Merisha reviews
Sam and Dean have a fight on Christmas eve. Set season 4. Rated T for language. Dedicated to my awesome beta’s PADavis, Amarintha and Kelly.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 10,397 - Reviews: 92 - Favs: 151 - Follows: 64 - Updated: 2/16/2009 - Published: 12/26/2008 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Underworld by Mirrordance reviews
The Winchesters stumble into the work of a serial killer running loose in New York, as if Dean's post-traumatic stress syndrome, the police, and two Subway ghosts weren't enough to deal with. Set between 4.08 and 4.09.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Drama/Suspense - Chapters: 8 - Words: 64,812 - Reviews: 164 - Favs: 253 - Follows: 68 - Updated: 12/21/2008 - Published: 12/13/2008 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Cliffhanger by Merisha reviews
When a hunt goes completely wrong, a distraught John has to come to the rescue of his boys. Mulitple POV’s. Hurt!Sam/Dean. Rated T for language. Hurray for Season 4!
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 37,813 - Reviews: 521 - Favs: 619 - Follows: 197 - Updated: 12/3/2008 - Published: 9/17/2008 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
A Bullet And A Fire by Soncnica reviews
"I gotcha, Bobby's gotcha, we gotcha. I gotcha, 's okay." words like balsam dripping into Dean's mind.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,639 - Reviews: 134 - Favs: 372 - Follows: 49 - Published: 11/26/2008 - Sam W., Dean W., Bobby S. - Complete
I'd Drive All Night Just to Get Back Home by roqueclasique reviews
AU. John's disappeared, Sam's at Stanford, and Dean's struggling to keep it together after a hunting accident leaves him injured in a life-changing way. The story opens when he places a call to Bobby from the hospital... PART ONE OF THE DRIVE 'VERSE
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 19 - Words: 55,842 - Reviews: 188 - Favs: 555 - Follows: 153 - Updated: 9/14/2008 - Published: 8/8/2008 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Canaveral by PADavis reviews
Winner, Round 16 of the SNFA Awards. Just why does Dean hate Florida so much? Cocoa Beach, fuglies, allergies, and car accidents – Dean simply can’t catch a break. Pre-Season and early Season One. Hurt!Dean. Rated T for Language.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 17 - Words: 47,979 - Reviews: 369 - Favs: 227 - Follows: 78 - Updated: 7/4/2008 - Published: 5/13/2008 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
In the Light by gaelicspirit reviews
Set after BUABS. There is no rest for the weary. An old friend and a new hunt pits Dean against the elements and Sam against himself as the brothers fight for each other and for survival. T for language and themes.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 8 - Words: 113,142 - Reviews: 519 - Favs: 278 - Follows: 125 - Updated: 5/4/2008 - Published: 1/28/2008 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
End Of Cares by Maimat B reviews
A new hunt, a people eating house... Fun, right?
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Mystery - Chapters: 5 - Words: 13,990 - Reviews: 47 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 22 - Updated: 3/20/2008 - Published: 2/28/2008 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
An Act of Deliberation by November'sGuest reviews
Sam has a deadly vision of his brother. Meanwhile, Dean is keeping secrets again. Set sometime after BUABS.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 15 - Words: 81,746 - Reviews: 472 - Favs: 330 - Follows: 171 - Updated: 12/15/2007 - Published: 2/8/2007 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Remember This by Onari reviews
Dean looked exhausted all day. If he happened to be awake whenever Sam was asleep, and he was also awake when Sam was awake, when did Dean actually sleep at all? Angst, hurt!Dean Worried!Sam Spoilers for AHBL1and2
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 12,807 - Reviews: 196 - Favs: 341 - Follows: 94 - Updated: 8/19/2007 - Published: 8/16/2007 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
He Ain't Heavy, He's My Brother by EFW reviews
EPILOGUE ADDED What happens when the boys are stranded and one of them becomes violently ill?
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 11 - Words: 59,652 - Reviews: 1068 - Favs: 991 - Follows: 264 - Updated: 2/5/2007 - Published: 12/13/2006 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Ramble On by gaelicspirit reviews
When a hunt goes sideways, the brothers are hurt and lost in the northern Minnesota woods. They have only each other and their skills to get them out...and they aren't alone. They are being tracked by the 'perfect hunter'.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 8 - Words: 71,858 - Reviews: 651 - Favs: 754 - Follows: 184 - Updated: 12/17/2006 - Published: 11/30/2006 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Within My Hands by gaelicspirit reviews
The New Orlean's job comes back to haunt Dean as he and Sam return to stop a series of murders, and end up discovering an evil they may not be able to defeat...with Dean's life in the balance.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 8 - Words: 64,565 - Reviews: 317 - Favs: 208 - Follows: 73 - Updated: 11/23/2006 - Published: 11/5/2006 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Holding On To Let Go by gaelicspirit reviews
Following John's coordinates, the boys prepare to battle a witch. When they discover a greater evil is at work, can Sam save Dean's life or will his brother's pain become his own?
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 8 - Words: 58,099 - Reviews: 327 - Favs: 360 - Follows: 77 - Updated: 10/31/2006 - Published: 10/17/2006 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Moonstar by Thru Terry's Eyes reviews
Dean crashes after a string of bad jobs. A final, terrible incident pushes him to the edge. The Moonstar Hotel is the last place Dean needs to be. Illustrated version is at thruterryseyes dot com.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Mystery - Chapters: 19 - Words: 57,804 - Reviews: 752 - Favs: 408 - Follows: 123 - Updated: 8/2/2006 - Published: 5/21/2006 - Complete
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Picking up the Pieces reviews
Sam had always known that one day, one of them wasn't going to make it home in one piece... Pre-series one-shot; as usual - some (ok, lots) hurt/comfort, because that's what I do best. PLEASE read to find out more!
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,601 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 61 - Follows: 16 - Published: 5/2/2015 - Dean W., Sam W., John W. - Complete
Torn and Frayed reviews
The Siren's spell has changed things between the brothers, no matter how hard they both pretend it never happened. After everything that's been said and done, will Sam still be able to catch his brother when he falls? Post 4.14. Please R&R!
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 46,485 - Reviews: 128 - Favs: 126 - Follows: 63 - Updated: 5/14/2011 - Published: 3/6/2011 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Home for Christmas reviews
Dean wanted this Chrsitmas to be special - his first Christmas after coming back from hell. But Sam, apparently, had his own ideas... Season 4 one-shot. Please read and find out more. Some H/C - Dean and Sam.
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,247 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 4 - Published: 12/19/2010 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Crows in the Wheatfield reviews
After a hunt gone wrong Dean wakes up in the middle of nowhere with no memory of what happened and in a world of trouble. With Sam at Stanford, Dean has to rely on his father to find him in time. Hurt/Dean;Protective/John. Please read to find out more!
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Supernatural - Chapters: 29 - Words: 189,520 - Reviews: 744 - Favs: 387 - Follows: 190 - Updated: 9/18/2010 - Published: 1/9/2010 - Dean W., John W. - Complete
Closer to the edge reviews
One-shot set after Dean going to hell. Bobby takes Sam home to help him deal, but it might turn out to be more than he can handle. Post season 3. Just Bobby and Sam, of course. Please take a look inside!
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Drama/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,918 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/4/2010 - Sam W., Bobby S. - Complete
Whiplash reviews
Less than a year left to live and Dean has to face a group of old adversaries again – monsters of the human kind that nearly killed him almost 13 years ago. Sequel to Demons I get, my very first story. Some Hurt/Dean as usual. Please read and review!
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 14 - Words: 82,635 - Reviews: 169 - Favs: 92 - Follows: 48 - Updated: 12/12/2009 - Published: 8/29/2009 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Deceive yourself reviews
After everything that's been said and done when they'd been under the siren's influence, how can they ever trust each other again? A season 4 one-shot - set somewhere after Sex and Violence. Hard to summorize, so please read to find out more!
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,836 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 2 - Published: 8/22/2009 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
From this dark room reviews
A string of unexplained murders/suicides leads the brothers to MA where people start turning against those they love the most. When Dean starts acting strange Sam has to find a way to save his brother…hurt/Dean; protective/Sam...please read and review
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Supernatural - Chapters: 18 - Words: 110,331 - Reviews: 212 - Favs: 161 - Follows: 68 - Updated: 8/15/2009 - Published: 4/25/2009 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Hit the lights reviews
Waking up in a pine box, in total darkness, buried alive...you don't have to be clausrophobic to panic in a situation like this... A season 4 one-shot. My first season 4 story ever so please read and review!
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,420 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 44 - Follows: 3 - Published: 5/2/2009 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
See Him Smile reviews
Sam always loved to watch his brother play pool... A short one-shot, Sam's POV, set in season 3... Hard to summarize so please read to find out more!
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,464 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 2 - Published: 3/29/2009 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Drowning reviews
When Dean wakes up cold and alone, no idea where he is or how he got there, he needs to hold on until his brother finds a way to save him - or someone else comes to claim him...a bit of hurt/Dean and protective/Sam - read to find out more!
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Supernatural - Chapters: 13 - Words: 59,537 - Reviews: 226 - Favs: 164 - Follows: 103 - Updated: 3/14/2009 - Published: 12/13/2008 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Looking for a reason reviews
Tag to "The kids are alright". Sam can see that Dean is still struggling with leaving behind the family he thought he might have...and he's trying to figure out a way to help his brother deal. Please read and review!
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,269 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/3/2009 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Memories to keep reviews
Just a couple of months left to live and Dean has trouble facing the nights alone with just his memories to keep him company… A one-shot set in season 3.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,229 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 10 - Published: 12/30/2008 - Dean W. - Complete
Merry Christmas everyone reviews
With Sam at Stanford and his dad away on a hunt, Dean is left to spent Christmas alone... A short one-shot Christmas story
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,615 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 4 - Published: 12/20/2008 - Dean W. - Complete
Demons I get reviews
Dean is taken, but the supernatural has nothing to do with it...will he be able to free himself and get back to his brother and dad...? Dean is 16, Sam 12, Hurt/Dean!
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 13 - Words: 47,928 - Reviews: 201 - Favs: 192 - Follows: 99 - Updated: 10/25/2008 - Published: 8/14/2008 - Dean W. - Complete