"Fighting myself in the shadows, I approach myself in disarray. I turn my back on all that is me and run towards what I’ve always been. I lay at your feet like a broken doll, singing a tuneless song. I cry to you for fear of love, and love you for fear of sadness. My insanity will swallow you like the dark tunnel of our souls. I admit I’ll never want the sanity that you all yearn and beg for, I’ll follow my chosen path to the end, dying only the second I begin to live."

By Kitthana (That's me :)

I'm back :)

I'm confusing and mixed up

No you'll never understand me.

Don't believe me? Find out for yourself.

I Love:

the colors black and scarlet

anime and manga

sharp and pointy things.

weapons of any kind (except bombs-they're no fun)

everyone on my dad's side except my dad

my stepdad (he knows more about me then either my mom or my real dad, and he actually listens and gives good advice.)

beating the shit out of my male family members

training

playing football (watching it is no fun)

writing things that make people change emotions

singing and dancing in the shower

dancing like a complete idiot when no one is looking

and annoying the hell out of people who think I'm a complete idiot by making them look like a complete idiotic, foolish jerkoff.

I Hate:

the colors pink and purple (yuck)

shopping

teachers who judge my learning abilities by what I act like instead of my almost perfect test scores (dumb bitches/bastards)

when people stop me from choking a girl

it when I'm left in the dark about things that could've helped me.

opening up to people

love (it's stupid and pointless and one of the few things I don't understand.)

my mom, my grandma (on my mom's side), and my real dad (Stop judging me all the time and support me once in awhile! Maybe I'd stop staring at a blade like it's my best friend.)

fakes/two-faced people/ and bastards.

that my mom was adopted and I have no real clue who my real grandparents are on her side.

that when I know I'm right she always wants to shut me up and things just get more and more complicated

and a whole lot of other shit involving my family.

Want to know anything else? I have a stickam (a site where you can literally see me and know who you're talking to, webcam site)

Most of the info on here is from my page there

/kitthana

my email address is : darnell_mitchelson@

no I'm not a guy there's just a personal reason for the name of the email. Anyways enjoy what I have. A lot will be smutty and full of yaoi. Those that aren't will be fan fictions from some anime or manga. The few times I make an original story will probably be some sort of vampire story or dramafied story, that's just what I do. Most will be long and I apologize ahead of time for that, and I'll try to make updates come out as soon as I can.

Thanx

Hopelessangelkitthana